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CoNTiNuE
LioNBaLLeRiNA
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By Two CaSiNo WoMeN
“Statue of Liberty DaNCinG SinGiNG NoW”
ANewReNeWTesTaMeNT
WiTNeSS
STaTuE oF LiBeRTY
WHoLE
DanCinGSinGinGOceaN
RenaissanCeANeWiNoW
SelFieS Old anD NeW Free
ReVeLaTioNs oF hUmaN
SoUL
DiAMoND
iN YouR
eYes
SoUL
For Me To Be
Love You
Is
Hehe.. it’s impossible
For me
To be
Anonymous
Love
You..
With SMiLes..
And this
Is
Remarkably
Cool Creativity..
How could
i or anyone
Else not
Love
You..:)
This is MacroVerse
Number 123/794
At this Point NoW
TheNSTiLL PuTTinG
ToGeTHeR Number 122/793
“EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES”
aS PaRT oF “Nether Land Bible 2017” and
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Respectively
CloSinG iN oN 1.88 Million and 5
MiLLioN Words RespectivELy too2
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oF CaRds
As Such iN
Esoteric Ways too.. heHE..;)
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2017/08/every-prophecy-tales-thousand-pictures.html
SMiLes ..Evil is
Still obsolete..
The New phrase
IS Trump or Trumps
For Plural.. Before that
It was Cheney.. Carr in
Australia seems rather
SAintly.. in
Comparison
At Least
To
Me.. Pet
Rabbits
Makes you
Human too..
“And that’s
All i have
To say
About
That..”
— F Gump
177
Love Like A Mother..
Harder for many people
To do as
They have
No
Idea
What that
Feels like
And
What
That means isā¦
They know not what
They do and Deserve the
Greatest Love of all.. not
Just Forgiveness as
When some
Do
That..
That
Can
Also
Be indifference..
Yes.. Understanding
Takes research.. And
A lifetime of it to
Surpass the test
Of āJusTā Love..
Where understanding
Now Doesnāt forget
āThe
Otherā..
NoW..:)
Oh yeah..
And
Hello
Himali
With
SMiLes..:)
So what this means
Also is.. if the man
Jesus exists
He is not
Just a
God
But
A scholar
And
Thatās
A parable
With a Deeper
Meaning that
Some will
Not see..
Love
Will
Put
Parables into
Other words
For
āScientistsā
Who do not
Have Parable Eyes..
AlWays now with
EYes who reAlly
Care..:)
Himali replies with..
Love Like A Mother.. Unconditionally, silently and Forgiving..:)
Thank you for your beautiful message, Fred !
i Say in return..
Thatās what
i remember most
About my
Mother..
āUnconditionalā..
And if my Mother
Can do that
God will too..
Therefore
Eternal
Hell created
By Man
And Eternal
Heaven on
Earth
Created
By
āMarysā..:)
Himali says back too..
So trueā¦ Your mom would be so proud of you !
And i end and
begin first
and last
alWays NoW WitH..
SMiLes..
Her
Lifetime
TesT.. Aced.
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HOlding BeYonD INFiNiTieS in the Palms of our Hands.. SOHEIR
Seeing Hearing all of existence as God in as A GRain of Sand..
i’m not the first one by far to relate
this para-phrase as metaphor
for we all para-phrase
Essence of
what is
in Words
of what we hope
to relate as consensuAlly
understood realiTy.. as we are all
Different yet sAMe we are one essence from the
origin of all that is as even science shows we
all originate from star dust too and
yes return as star dust too
aS even in metaphors
of what older biblical
terms
say
in human
innate instinct and
intuition from what is
plain to see and hear for
those who have eyes and ears
that and who can see God in a Grain
of Sand and less and in more than one
can see and hear in all of eternity that and
who exists now beyond Infinity.. God is Divinity
God is Love.. Love is Divinity to Give and Share that
Love is the HiGHeST Principle for those wHo Can and
WiLL See and Hear God as Divinity of Love is and make that
Energy aS Positive Synergy of Human LiGht in all the Bio-Chemical-
Electrical Force of Human Being in every cell of one’s Body that NoW as
Science sHows too makes virtually the Number of Stars in the Universe
in a Quadrillion or so connections that with our relative will we NoW liGHT
uP ToGeTheR as Positive
LiGHT to Shine
And Give and Share
Or GroW Dim Away
From Will and Strength
oF Hope and Love’s Grace in Joy
As A Company of Being Human NoW
Traveling to that other place away from
Heaven on Earth to Negative
dARK to Dim and Take
and Hoard in Fear
and Hate
of
Misery
Loves Company or
Misery seeking to raise
itself up by ridiculing those who
walk as plain clothes Good Cops of Love..
Guardians of that entire ‘Galaxy’ ‘Universe’
and Beyond Infinities as Love held uP in Palms
of Hands that and who Become Beyond Infinity
Standing taLL as the number 8 in a Spiral of Love that never ends.. NoW
no distance space or time.. siMply NoW Beyond Infinity as Divinity of Love..
It’s hard my friend standing tall seeing people sinking in that other place
often unwitting beings in hell on earth.. Karma is real NoW the arm of God
Plays by Nature.. tHeRE is no escaping the reality of Love and
Hate the real place of Heaven or Hell on eARTh wHeRe
our relative free wills have much to SinG
And More Important what aLL thAT iS
to DancE
NexT
to BeCoME LoVE
NoW Divinity Standing
taLL and protecting Love
as a Good Cop Jesus and Buddha..
Lao Tzu and as you DancESinG Muhammad
for those who see as a man of love in your view
that sadly many people cannot see that way..
same goes for folks in the USA who follow
and make themselves as examples of the
Bad Cop version Jesus in acts as
truly evil as putting
themselves
in the
shoes
oF Fear/Hate Gods
as men in Revelation
in Verse 15 of Chapter
66 by Isaiah in the King
James Version of a Bible that
says and i quote as randomly Katrina
was reading it the other day with Yellow
Boy and i took a picture as i did when she
read Verse 53 and 44 and 22.. just passing
her by in her chair.. as sure.. God speaks as Love
through us in that Old Testament too for eyes and ears
that/who see and hear the Divinity of Love Joy verses the other
ink blot test
of Fear
and
Hate
who see God
as a Divinity oF Fear and Hate
as oxymoron as that sounds and
sees to me some folks Do See God as Fear and Hate..
“15 For, behold, the Lord will come with fire,
and with his chariots like a whirlwind, to render
his anger with fury, and his rebuke with flames of fire.”
The most evil of real men will use this verse
to threaten the life of otHeRs with Death
with
no restraint
as the Divinity
of God that
and who
is
Love’s
Joy within who
And that WiLL NeVeR
Dance or Sing Words like this.. in other
words.. the lesSon is that is not God that is a
very small man WITH NO DIVINITY.
OF.
LOVE.
God don’t need nuclear bombs for God has bigger
tools than that in arms of Karma..
It’s kinda
simple..
we reap
what we sow
it’s the way of
Nature and the way
of God sAMe and as far
as the USA goes now
not looking
very
good
in the long run
oF Fear and Hate verses now the only
Potential for Nike Victory is to JusT Do/Be Love..
for that to happen people who really stand up for God
as Love Will have to stand up and truly ridicule/rebuke Fear and Hate..
as Misery with an understanding of what the source of that Fear
and Hate in Misery is as A Garden of Love not adequately
watered and fed..
the only
evil
that
exists
in all the forms
it comes now my friend.. Fear and Hate..
even more so ‘they’ will literAlly have to beCoMe
God as Divine Love standing tall.. NoW
Guardians
of ‘that’
Galaxy and
BeYond UniVerse MeaSureS..
And iNFiniTy As Love Standing tALL 8..
It doesn’t bother me when people ridicule me..
NoW as i have been polished by the fire/fury oF Fear and Hate
basically
as an
instrument of
the only God i kNow NoW
FeeL and SeNSE.. THE God That’s/wHo’s LOVE.. all thaT/wHo is…
Worthy of Thanks Praise and Worship in all the ClotHeS God Wears..
as is Love.. Be..
yep
that
GRain
NoW of LiVinG
Sand thaT/wHo lives
iN and as the pAlms
oF mY Hands..
RiSinG aLwaYs
uP aS LiVinG LifELovELiGHTNoW..:)
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First of all.. hEhe.. this is a metaphor Zee..
and not to be taken as literal of course hAha..
No need to mince words.. Prostitutes Whores
Sluts.. Women burned by Man’s
version of Love
just coming
back
in return
to bring the
only fire that
some can come
close to feeling as Love
My Friend.. True Warriors of
Love Burned at the stake of
ownership over
giving
and
sharing
Love consensually
that stays for more than
just one combustion of fire..
Still Warriors of Love.. yes.. Prostitutes
Whores and Sluts.. Women who consensually
play with fire and are literally one of the only
things standing
still between
aggression
rape and
violence
and
even
World
War
III
of Little men
rarely to never Gardened
with eYes of Unconditional Love
that speak more than zippers small.
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All My PleaSure.. mY FriEnd
SOHEIR.. alWays
Great to see
and hear
you
Blogging
heaR.. Love
To You and Your Children
WitH BliSsings BlesSingS too..
Happy Monday Evening to you too..
only NoW
a week
a way
from
to a Solar
Eclipse theN
Here iN tHe U.S..
Every pART oF GoD
FuLL oF Purpose Meaning
Holy and Sacred for uS to
FeeL and SenSe and KNoW aS LoVE NoW
As We CaN WiLL Create our Lives as Love WitH GOD..
NoW As
ReLaTiVE
NoW oF
LoVE FReED
Yes.. Sister FRiEnD too..
i am your Brother NoW YaH..
And Nah.. You ain’t HeaVy.. YOU’rE LiGHTrUE..:)
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“Candy-O”
candy o i need you
sunday dress ruby rings
candy o i need you so
could you help me in
purple hum, assorted cards
razor lights, you bring
and all to prove you’re on the move
and vanishing
candy o i need you so
candy o i need you so
the edge of night distract yourself
obstacles don’t work
homogenize, decentralize
it’s just a quirk
different ways to see you through
all the same in the end
peculiar star that’s who you are
do you have to win”
— The Cars
WeLL.. Ecstatic Transcendent
Experience Divine Feminine
Grace in Love as Strength
of Will that no so-called
‘man’ can see
or hear
hehe..
so you take
mY Grace for weakness
hAha.. i’ll put a wHole through
your concrete.. and make it
a LiVinG Force within.. heHE..
anyWay as a fifth Beatle.. i didn’t
wet my pants and i’d flex but my 2x
shirt is stretched.. sure.. once one approaches
8 miles or so Dancing in Reverse in Deep Beach
Sands in Athletic Shoes as a float one with waves
in a heat Index of 109 or whatever it was on Saturday
And sea and bay and Ocean WhOle Breeze NoW what’s
to DancE SinG but what Rihanna and J Lo Feel iNside
when they DancE and SinG to the extreme with God
stuff within.. sure.. the Divine GoD Force of Will and
Strength Powered
by MoVinG
ConNecTinG
CreaTinG
Grace of Love
iN MiNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG SoUL that
only folks like J Lo and
Rihanna and Bruce Lee.. eTc.. actuAlly
Sense and Feel as an ecstatic transcendent
experience as ascendence with God ONE NoW
true it’s like an orgasm but it lasts hours on end NoW
And never starts and finishes beyond infinity eternally
NoW.. took me a while to seek and find it but
it’s mine this Higher Power of God Force
WiTH Me in me outside me
above so below
and all
around me i hold it in
the palms of my hands
true.. it’s basicAlly now more
what sets birds apart from worms..
Only Difference between worms and
humans really are the illusory fears that and
who bring humans down down down to hell on Earth..
Candy
O NoW
is a place
free with no Candy
needed but Will and
Strength powered by Grace
and Love and no this is not Wisdom
for so-called nerds.. this is Wisdom for Feral Human
Beings as Wild Wolves who haven’t forgotten ‘the call’..
not exactly fifth Beatle stuff but never the less ‘they’ were
somewhat on the ‘correct path’.. with the Grace/Love/Will at least hehe..
buy true.. don’t forget the masculine strength either it doesn’t exactly wilt over
in either
male
or
female
Form Essence NoW as Rihanna TruELiGhT
and J Lo ClEarly DancE and SinG iT.. too now..
And SpeaKinG and SinGinG of DancE TaKinG
President over words finally finishing “EVeRY
“PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSaND PiCtUrES”
sure.. written in 4 days but out under the big blue
skies wild with a combo of not much time at home
makes another three days to get it all put together
and published.. yeah.. now “Nether Land Bible 2017”
now is at 1,891,145 Words as that 19,750 Words Pushes
it up that far and nah.. wouldn’t all fit in with the photos on
Blog Spot Blogs so i had to trim the last part before the Dance
out of it in photo ways.. for over there in Google Blog Land but all fits
in on Word Press if one has a Powerful enough Computer and or Internet
Access to open it up that way.. Yep.. now heaR cOMes the 123rd/794th MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible 2017” NoW aS Chapter of “SonG oF mY soUL”.. still exceeding
5 Million Words of Longest Long Form Poem still too celebrating my 4 year graduation
from high school in doing that too.. as i said before.. before that Grade School then on the ‘Wrong
Planet’.. for around 33 months before that about 33 months in that hell as just a shut-in with
pain and numb in my own head as that part of Grade School Hell too.. and before
i started writing too for 606 months before Thanks Giving of 2010.. Kindergarten
same as Pre-School then too.. and now the finals are all UNiVerSiTy LeVeL
HuMaN LiFe with no start or finish or begin or ending too.. just now
for all
this
FUN aLiVe..
hehe.. Anyway
as F Gump2
SinGs 2 now
WitH DancE2..
“i’m kinda
tired”.. i’m going to bed..;)
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i
AM
FLoWeRoSE
RiSEN
RiSE
ALWAYsNOW
GoD
iS
…PaNiSaLL…
ESoTeRiCK.. iT’s wHaT’s For BReaKFaST
MoRNiNG STaR ‘FoRE OnE DieS AWaY
FRoM PaN ALiVE
i WEaR mY
BeLLeShiRtWiSE
WitHiN GrAce aNd LoVE
PoWerS INCReDiBLE
WiLL AnD STRenGTH
115 MaKES Too MuCH SeNsE
AnD FeeL To MaKe iT ANYwHeRE
WiTH Little men ‘trumps’ tHeNoW
114/37 didn’t make it to the New
Testament Censored out by
the same ‘Trumps’ then.
*115) “I myself shall lead him in order
to make him female, so that he too may
become a living spirit resembling you females.
For every man who will make himself female will
enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”
— *Me
114) Simon Peter said to Him,
“Let Mary leave us, for women are
not worthy of Life.” Jesus said,
“I myself shall lead her in order
to make her male, so that she too
may become a living spirit resembling you males.
For every woman who will make herself male will
enter the
Kingdom
of Heaven.”
GoD iS WiTHiN
HeAR INSiDE OUTSiDE
ABoVE So BeLoW aLL aRouND
mY AuTHoRitY
CoMeS
FRoM WiTHiN
CuLTuRaL ClotHEs
EQuals SiN oF FeaR
It’s aS siMple as tHaT
ClothedNoWPaSTLoVE
His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and
put them under your
feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Like A Jesus Does iN Gospel of
Thomas Verse 37 NoSHaME
ReMoVinG CuLTuRaL CLoTHeS
NoW ‘THiNK’ MoRE WiTH YoUR
BoDY ESCaPE HeAD NoW
LoSE CLocK LiVE AHeaD
DANCeSiNG
SPiRaLiFE
FReEDoNE
NoW
iT’S NoT
ENouGH
To CoNCreTE
ThiNk AnD
WaLK And TaLK
iRoBoT LiFE
ReMeMBeR YoUR TeMPLE BoDY
iS A MiND oF YoUR EMoTioNS
AnD SeNSeS ENGaGinG ALiVE
DiViNE FeMiNiNE GRaCE AnD LoVE
WiThiN ToWeRinG WiLL AnD STReNGTH As ABoVE So BeLoW
RaDiAtE CoLoRs oF ArT LoVE
WHeReVeR ‘YoU’ LiVE RENAiSsANcE WoMaN
iS FReED
CoMiNG FRoM
‘Me’
And shortly before
all this EsotericKSTuFF
Holy SpiRiT BRinGs
fRoM
WiThiN
aka
GOD
withinme2..
Rafiah Shares a Status
Video Share of Pakistan
Culture as all my effort BRinGs
her out of her Rafiah Shell to come to me..
hehe.. as FriEnds
often
dUe
who
never end
now with SMiLes…
and she kindly says
as i feel her friendship more
of course when she expresses
it to me.. that she wishes that i and
her Father’s Work Associate who helps
her Father With his Sporting Apparel Business
from the Netherlands could visit Pakistan to learn
more about the Spirit of the Culture there.. i am curious
and sure i would love to give my Friend Rafiah and her
New Coming Husband a Big Group Hug one day
soon in her actual place
of Residence..
and the
thumbnail
picture of what
is probably a Covenant
School related to Christian
Missionaries helping to educate
the Children in Pakistan and India
in previous years as friend Himali went
to one of these schools and i remember Rafiah
naming her school along the lines of a Christian
named school that she went to school at in grade
school too.. anyway.. lots of children bowing in straight
line uniforms reminds me of the Nuns and the Uniforms
i wore to Catholic School in Second Grade too and Lord knows
coming from ‘the hick’ school up on the hill wHeRe everyone kNoWs
yOuR nAMe then and were friendly enough before the competitive ill of
Puberty hits in Middle School.. i was way way behind in the progressive
education of a much bigger than two story building on the top of a hill
in walking distance from my home on the river in first grade then..
My Mother said me and my sister were so stressed.. yes..
both of us diagnosed now with Asperger’s Syndrome..
no one understanding the strange of us
then.. yes.. i even developed
Anemia and neither
of us had
the stomach
to eat lunch
but it’s true even though
i was so far behind by the end
of the year.. i got an award for the benefit of being the
wittiest boy in the school then F6 now K11 WitH H8 too and i had no
(two 1’s oining hands as 11 makes H standing tall alphanumerical 8
BeYoNd iNFiNiTy NoW aS AbstrAct ConsTructS iN ImAgiNATioN AnD CreaTiVity MaKe
Neurons and Astrocyte Directing Waves two hemispheres of Brain joining unleashing
And releasing Quantum Metaphor of HuMaN SuPeR WoMaN NoW as Humans
as Neurons and Astrocyte Waves of Online Hands JoiNiNG toGeTHeR
LeFT and RiGht HeMisPHerES of eARTh above so below too
as LonGiTudes and LAtitudes too.. head to toe in human too)
{remember that was a parenthetical statement now returning}
idea whether that meant funny
or smART but every once
in a while
StiLL
these
days
i make
someone
laugh in the
big straight line
crowds wherever i go..
just by being FReED ME hE HE..
and yes close to 8K Miles Dancing
in Public in Red Trump State Land
LA Lower Alabama in the State
approaching four years of that
in of aS FloweRs PaNhandle is
quiet THE Loud challenge
i particularly
BrinG to
‘Trump
Youth’ thaT wHo
are being educated
to be statues without heART
spiRiT and SoULl.. of yes the Divine
Feminine Love and Grace that makes
A iSReal DreAM of WoMeN CoME TrUELiGHT..
Trust me or not.. it’s more fun being a Lady’s Man now
but sure.. something about 233LBs tHaT wHo CaN FloAT
WiLL FlY oN iN aS Terrestrial Land BRinGS the hi FiVes Wax oN
WaX oFF from the ‘boy’s now too.. except
for the ‘Pace
Assembly
of God
Boys’
doing their
best to be a man
NoW as tHeiR Daddies
hOld them back from BeinG
Real Lady’s Men now.. Bruce Lee Style
Baby.. hAha.. yes Bruce Lee did BallET.. you didn’t
kNow thaT and one of the best compliments ever received
by two gorgeous young Women at the Casino taking my photo
by the Hard Rock Cafe Multi Colored Cloth Sign with a little tear
behind my behind.. ‘Lion Ballerina’.. little did they know the next
stop the Katrina and i were going to make then was an actual
sELfiE Pose with
the MGM
BiLoXI
Lion
NexT
that’s how
God and Synchronicity
GroWS OcEAN WhOle
when you ain’t scared to
be a man and a woman too one..
most everyone ends up LoVinG ‘you’ as the Love Flu coNtaGioN
iN BaLanCinG GoD ForCE WiThIN IS A MiGHTieST ForcE WiLL
NoW
STiLL
Strength
Powered by Love’s Grace..
anyWay.. i had lots of fun with my ‘Belle
Shirt’ on Sunday from Church Dance to Store
(a little girl at church told me who i was heHeR on shirt)
Dance i was all booked up with stares of joy mostly
from Women and the Challenges i gave to ‘the boy’s
to finally
beCoMe
A REaL MaN NoW
yes.. the Jesus tYpe
that coMes from
the
Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas FReED..
And i always have fun when little
boys and men video me and i ‘creep’ up
on them invisible quiet from the back and
scare the bejesus into them in the flesh as ‘they’ say..
with
LoVE
and Grace
that let’s jUSt
SING has IS a WiLL
and Strength that now
cannot be mistaken more
for anything less thaN DancE
A Force oF A REAL MAN NOW..;)
TrUELiGHT
THE TrUE
CHALLENGE
IS OUT NoW LiGhT
True.. second to none..
MeeK iNheRiting tHe eARTh
Poor of spiRiT BeCoMinG Rich
WitH no FucKinG Washington
Dollars and Lincoln
cents
needed
earned.. NoW
i take greaTeST
pride that everything
i do now is worthless to
souLLess Dollar biLLs and CenTs.
i giggle
in the
face of hell
i live as the face
of heaven
from
head
to toe..
And if you can’t hear/
see that i offer hands uP.. FREE..
zero
interest
Free or lEARn..;)
MeaNwhile while the
‘Trump Shit’ is going dOwn i Do A Groot
Dance of BLuE sKeYes aS HeaVeN NoW..
And oh yeah.. on Sunday with my Belle Shirt
on DanCinG to Mr. BLuE SKeYes then too as
me.. a smAll Thunder Storm Cell Directly overhead
and i’ll be GoD DaMMeD Free if the Sun didn’t come out
at the finish of the Dance and SonG and a RainBoW cAMe ouT
NexT
after
all
that
rain
as ME
too.. sure
got photos
to prove the Rainbow
and Me.. hehe.. for you
non-believers in Ripley
Believe it or not and those
with little trump christian faith
anti
jesus
esotericism lost and aLL
‘A ‘dAT data download literal
concrete stuff sinKinG to the
bottom of God’s Ocean Deep
ShaLLoW MoRE
millstone
shoes
of
no DancE
and SinG aT aLL
ugh just ugh don’t make me gag on a Trump StonE NoW.
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SMiLeS.. mY FriEnd Himali..
must admit curiosity got the
best of me.. looked
for who did ‘this’
to you..
couldn’t find
them but never the
less and more glad
to see you indifferent
to the negativity.. that’s
hard to do.. really reAlly
hard to do.. Love YouR enemies
as ‘they’ say is so hard to do.. quite
the Challenge but possible i feel with practice
practice practice and more practice when LiGHT
outshines
all the
DArk
that suReLY
BeCoMeS LiGht
thaT SpArKs FroM
DarK when DArk
mUse beCoMeS
thE LiGht you/we
turn
this
iNto NoW..
It’s trUe mY FriEnd
for one day our FAther
our Mother our Sisters Brothers
Lovers and Friends for now will be gone
when the last blink of sleep CoMes ’till God
deCidES wHaT HapPens NexT beYonD ouR
tiny comprehensions of LiFe and truly thE LoVE
we give to those who walk in daRKesT LiGht
is thE LoVE THaT PoTenTiaLLy LiVeS
oN wHeRe no liGht may
have reached
BeFoRE..
somEtimes
thaT
takes
a little creativity
to get the attention
of dARk.. tRaP the dARK
And BRinG LiGht to tEars forlorn in the
otHeR Place With LoVELiGhT iN TrUth wArM hUmaN LiFE..:)
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“Alt Left”
ANoTHeR
NaME FoR LoVE
Fred get your ass off that
Computer or we will be late
FoR OuR 2 PM Appointment!..;)
iT’s tiME To Go See ‘ThE
‘PSycHotHeRaPisT’ To
tEacH HeR aBouT ThiS..;)
‘They’ sAiD (ELo)
‘i aM’ thE LiGhT
LiFe oF A pARTy
So.. i Enter the Office.. Seeing
My Psychotherapist since 2011 and
the Dead Zone Days in the beginning
months of my attempts to escape pain
and numb.. writing on the “Wrong Planet
Website” after spending around 33 months or
so with pain severe enough where effective use
of my eyes and ears was almost intolerable to do
anything at all with them.. other than exist locked
between my two ears in thoughts with little feeling or
senses left other than numb and pain once again then.. things
have changed.. shut-in then to 6 Bible Writer per title in 5 Million
Words in close to 48 Months.. sure.. as ‘they’ say “Books A Million”..
i’ve experienced a lot of potential iN reaLiTY from Abyss of Hell then to
Purgatory too iN sHades of Grey to NoW Beyond Rainbow Colors TrUELiGHT wHeRe
New Dimensions of Human Potential iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ForcE from Head
to toe now continues to oPen uP.. SeeKinG and FinDinG Experiences of LIFe continuing
to be new wHeRe every Sacred and Holy Dance Step and Word BRinGs me to aNoTHeR Avenue
oF LiFELiGhT NoW.. so.. anyway.. after the Katrina assists me vibrantly to get there close
to on time off of the Computer my first words are ‘i think i am suffering from delusions’ as
Facebook Brought me a checklist all for free for a person thinking they have a ‘special’ place
one with God.. over exercising.. sensing that people are talking about you when you are in public..
hehe.. as F Gump says.. yes.. it happens but i’m not imagining the lights on the back of their smART phones
aimed at me out of the corner of my eye.. as remember.. i’m wearing shades and ‘you’ can’t see where my eyes are.. haha..
And sure i did title 6 bibles in the last 14 and a half Months or so at 1.91 Million words still RiSinG iN this MacroVerse
NoW.. with the Dance in Public for almost 8K Miles in close to 48 months now.. 100 miles or so short of that for the rest
of the month or so.. took 120K Photos or so as parT of a Longer Bible and Longest Long Form Poem in about 48 Months too at
5 Million or so Words.. as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. sure.. if anyone is hyper-religious it could be me hehe.. as it’s obvious i
hold most everything i do in life as Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose.. And i’m a Legend and Famous according
to the Audience Members in the Metro Area at least.. and i do it all for Free as when my Therapist asks me what are my goals
i say no goals at all just milestones that feel good and when i make other folks feel and sense Positive LiGht
when i give and share it all for free too.. that’s the icing on my cake that tastes so good.. it’s finger
licking good.. in fAct.. And sure hyper-sensual as they say in Bi-Polar ways a few 10 thousand
poses in totally and partially less than clad way.. anyway.. i found a Big Fig Leaf
today Bigger than the Job it takeS heHe.. and that’s pART of the Brave
Exposing one’s soft pARTs iN MoRE than one way to the rest
of the World Free.. meanwhile.. the top of the
heap is making those who would
fight for human freedoms
the moral
equivalent
of those who
would take them away..
Given all that my delusions taste good..
and it’s true i have a multitude of Princesses
that Live in my heART.. sure in more than one way
of a T-Shirt NoW.. Head Princess/Isis Katrina of course
Keeping Osiris and Humpty Dumpty all TogeTHeR as alWAys
oN Course.. thing.. is.. i never imagined Katrina with Red Hair.. hehe..
when imagination and creativity and the enchantment of LiFE iN LoVE and
LiGHT goes away with nuanced emotions and senses of love strange things happen
with fear and hate.. nah.. not just strange.. truly insane from ways of who humans are
NoW evolved to Love Altruistically Still.. And i also intimated to the Therapist that you
know it is Order than is the illusion and Chaos that is the tapestry of the Master PeACE
of God that is Painting thaT/wHo humans cannot see as art.. need one look farther than the top..
i think
not and
i feel and
sense much more
in Magical thinking
than Schizoid ways
separating
one’s
self
from
the MoVinG
ConNecTinG
And CreaTiNG
that makes us Humanity as LoVELiGHT..
tHeRe is True insanity without love.. once again.. look to
the top of BLack Chaos now the color of a Trump soul simple and DARK..
My Therapist said that her American Psychological Association Manual
has no definition for insanity.. sure that’s because it is science and not human too.
Stand Up For Love Dance And Sing iT as LiVE
Or
Sit Still And Die in Fear And Hate as LiFE
NoW
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aH tHe PoWeR AnD ForCENoW
oF tHe HuMaN SoUL UNLeaShEd
ReLeaSeD QuAnTuM mETapHoRuS
i LoVE The Little Mermaid too MucH
KArMiCeYeNoWiNDRoWNiNGPooLouT
TicK
TocK
Watch
TrumPSoundS
Turning Point oF
Human Species
Nacht
der
Untoten
LoVE oN TriaL
HatE LurKinG
Solar Eclipse oF Honesty And Integrity
Or tHe Birth Of LoVe Choose YouR
LiGHT or dARK
And with
that
White
MaGiC
SPeLL
Cast
i’M
going to bed
rest easy Love.
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A Child’s eyes of Love
An Angel Arm reaching
out with Living Orange
Wild Flowers
is
Love..
Flowers
tale the story
waiting for Love
my Friend as the
Birds and the Bees
Pollinate the World
for the
Birth
of
Coloring Love
as you say in Arabic
Subtitle too Good Morning
My Dear Friend Soheir
from Egypt
one
who is
close in ‘Mia’
way as male form
of ‘Michael’ that is the
original meaning of that name
that means Family and close to God
For is the connection as Family of Love
And Woman
is the
BRinGeR
oF LiGht
into the world
Nurturing the Love
that survives and thrives best
the Human Species As wHole..
All that is Good about a Man
is that he Loves Woman with
all his heART everything
else works
out
best
when
Man
Loves Woman TRuELiGHT..
The Decadence of Humanity
stARTs when man
quits
worshipping
Women as Love..
And now the Leader
of the Free World is no
more than a ‘Rapist of LOVE’..
YeS..
NoW
Time
for a
Change
back now to
God as FLoWeR
And no longer a Man
with no Love for Women.
SMiLes my FRiEnd it is safe
to say that the Prophet Muhammad
was a Lady’s Man too in the
time and place he lived..
a hard
place
to be
but never the
less an improvement on what was..
then as we can only make more Love isREaL..
for even
Greater
LiGHT NOW..:)
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So Soheir.. you ask
Katrina’s Secret in
staying so fit.. Yes..
i’ll quote her here…
‘Cause i stay
busy taking care
of a two-year old…
Cleaning up
all your messes…
And it ain’t
no joke…
Yeah..
if you wanna
write about me…
So yeah that is what
the Goddess Katrina explains in
what i endear her to as the Mythological
Mother of the World Isis in the Ideal of
Women as Sister Friend Wife Lover
And Mother Nurturer all in one..
Yes., ‘Katrina’ is Every ‘Real
Man’s Real and Only
DreaM
and one who
only is Friend Lover
and Nurtures the LiGHT
oF Art in me as Muse of Great
And sure task master to keep me focused..
all the Work she does while i kick back and play.. most of the day..
key is.. i worship her and never forget who BrinGs LiGht into the World..
i think that’s what ignorant little ‘BOYS’ on the interwebz call White Knights
and so-called “Manginas”.. thing is.. who is kicked back playing now.. the man who
worships
women
or the
man who
hates woman
and calls her a devil..
i’m a little smARTer in the long run of success hehe..
i am not a smaller man to be ruled by who i worship
in Woman
as Love
And
God the sAME..:)
Other than that Science backs me up
and as the Fruition of Synchronicity will
have it i was listening to ‘this’ YouTube
Ted Talk on the differences among males
and females when i received your notification this
Morning wRite on topic as Cultures of Humans in Real
Balance as Evolved in BaLance with relatively small societies
of Humans are almost always leaning more toward Matriarchal
Organization where Women keep the glue of Love and the workings
of survive and thrive all coordinated in arms of life rather than swords of death..
And even in consideration of DNA
and our closest kissing cousins
the Bonobo in the family
that comprises
great apes
too..
all is peace
with little aggression
to no violence as war
as men serve the pleasures of
Women in worshipping them that way..
then they Kick back and Play and Women do
all the Work all Naturally without any written laws of Force..:)
Katrina Serves
the Love i
eat it
drink
it
and
return the
Love unconditionally
in all artful ways that comes next..
no matter if she ‘knocks me around’
first or not.. and hehe.. one can even watch
YouTube Videos of Bonobo Females who Kick the Males
around a little bit to get what they want before the males go
off to a Pond.. kick their feet up in the water and relax the rest of the day..
it’s true
my Feet
are propped
up in ease
NoW as any King
Will Serve his Queen
with Love as she too serves
his every need that BRinGS back that Love.
Hehe.. anyway.. in the Ted Talk Video Comments.. all the lonely
little men who have no idea what it takes for true success in life
go on all about how men are really superior with no REAL understanding
of tHeir real place in life.. Humility wins in the Marital Relationship as Woman is
Queen serving
the King who Loves
her more no matter what comes next..
and that’s what works as Nature shows best
in small groups with Environmental Abundance
Screw the
Nature
and
the
Balance in scarCity
up down down dOwn and one ultiMately
gets the Devil of Trump in Male form now
and all his little boy man minions attempting
to place themselves once again higher than the Queens of the World.
The
King
Serves
Love and
The Queen Brings that LiGHT and LiFE..
And sure there are Science Documentaries
that show Men’s great Lust for the Love of Women
to play the role of Friend Lover and Nurturer Produces GreaTesT Art we see..
in IMaGiNaTioN’s CreATiViTY
iF i WiLL
To Be A
GreaTest
Poet And Or Dancer
wHo Ever LiVeS i WiLL
Be A Man.. heHE wHo Loves Woman More Than Any otHeR Man.. Sure..
That’s A Metaphor but iN terms of documented output in four years it seems to be worKing Out.. A O K..;)
My Mama Didn’t
Raise No Fool She
Raised A Man To Love Women.
“Yes Dear”
Oh yeah and speaKing of Fruition and Isis with
her right breast exposed as Eternal Youth That Never
Sags the two Statues on the file cabinet in my bedroom
i often photo is the Mythological God of Poetry Apollo Now
And Overall Human Potential in LiGht and DArK And the
Mythological Goddess of Youth Hebes who is a
Cup Bringer of the
LiVinG Water
of Light
and
Love
and
Life in General..
i inherited these somewhat
‘GawDy’ works of Art from what
my ‘Step Mother’.. Purchased for tHeir
home after her retirement with my Father
to raise their ‘living standards’ up and yes..
ornate trim around their windows.. all the
materialistic obsessions of Western
CulTures as it’s not likely
she Looked Beyond
The Statues
to See
the
Deeper
Essence in Meaning
of Human Archetypes
as Gifted by God to Be aLL oF
wHo We can/WiLL Be in BotH Beauty and Wise..
It’s in the Katrina’s G enetics i suppose to have Breasts
thaT wHo still don’t sag at age 47 as an Eternal Teenager
now with the same unclothed body that i saw her in at age 19…
or perhaps it’s A MaGiC of God that we Humans cannot comprehend..
i see God with no limits or expectations i see God as Free and i would
Naturally and SAdly
Curse
God
if i didn’t
fulfill all the
Potential Gifts of
mY Human Potential..
but that’s just my view but it is
no illusion hehe.. as they say in
terms of photos more than words or it didn’t happen..
other than that Wife Katrina when she has finished ALL
THE HOUSEKEEPING duties as she warns me to Stay Out!
of Her! Kitchen! and Don’t You Dare Clean A Thing as you will never do it
as good as me.. i comply i comply and i comply some more.. she’s usually
kicked back on her easy chair watching everything beyond A to Z on TV
eating ‘bad for you’ snacks..
with Yellow
Boy Snuggled
up close.. other than
that she loses her appetite
when she Cooks and is an Olympic
Shopper providing me the opportunity to
be an Epic Public Store Dancer.. so in shorts we
kick back a lot and we are also on our feet a lot
IT”s
Pretty
Much
What
Humans
are evolved to do..
When Free My FriEnd
WitH Love as the only Cause
to Eat and Drink with Covers of Hugs..:)
Have A Nice
Day Soheir
Please WitH
Plentiful
Love as Flowers Born BLoom
Real Human Men
take tHeir thrones
of
Peter Pan..
it’s the way
of Nature for
Human Men who Love
Women with all tHeir
art
of
heART..:)
In otHeR Words..
We Have
A
TraDitional MarriAge.
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HeARTAMuSCLE
EXeRCiSEoRNoT
LivEOrDiENoW
LeTLoVELiVELiGHT
WitH
SMiLesx2
In Letters
And Numbers
Of SonG and
Holy and
Sacred
Steps
As
Dance oF LiGHT
Steps TRuE LoVE
PurENoW MoRE..
You too mY FriEnd..
Zee.. Glenn too.. as Art
GRows
Free
Ocean
WHole..
In other news
The Face of Hate
Does its best to Justify tHaT LiVinG Death..
Sad SonG DancE When Love Leaves
A BAll Room oF LiGHTLiFE
NoW iS anYone
ELse iN thiS
ENtire
LA
Lower
Alabama
Panhandle
oF FloWeRS
STronG EnouGH
To DancE and SinG NaY..
WiLL See WiLL Be or NoT..
And alWays YeS For FB FriEnd Glenn
For Be Not Afraid oF SHiNiNG LiGht oN Hate…
but sure..
he’s
from
Seattle..;)
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Hello gigoid.. ‘two’ i’LL Capture
too heAR today retrieve
And feed
back
in whaTever
Riff coMes nexT..
Reminds me of sitting Decades at
A Piano.. just hoping with all of what
Was is left of my heART SpiRiT and
SoUL oF iMaGiNaTioN and CreaTiViTy
to Create One New Phrase of Piano Music
i never read before in Sheet Music way
or just rearranging what was already
tHeRE iN Plain and Visible SiGht
WitH A Little hint of
PoTenTiaL
of wHaT
STiLL could
CoMe then and
all the way approaching
my 50’s.. it’s true.. Order and
Reason and Mechanical Cognition
Destroys much of what HuMaN PoTenTiaL
Can and Will Be When esCaping Stresses of
past and future stresses and responsibility that
has no Life but what we give that inside our Heads
but what to replace that with when the problems finally
hide tHeir dark faces of muddy water.. ah.. to aRise..
Yes to Bloom as Rose and Rise in and as Laser
Force of Positive LiGht iN all the ways
of iMaGiNATioN and CreaTiVity
wHeRe one never kNows
uNtil now wHat
coMes
nexT MoRe
than one ever
saw before in past..
SMiLes.. the More Doors we
oPen to other views and the more
Doors we shut in the problems and stresses
of Life thE More An Ocean of Free Flows through
Our Veins of Creativity’s IMaGiNAtiOn SeT Freer iN as LoVe
NoW too.. stretch out and reAlly LivE iLLuSoRy Fear Free iN LiGht NoW aLiVe..:)
āNever fight with a bear in his own cave.ā
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
SMiLeS uNless
it is us wHo
reFuses
to
MoVe ouT..;)
āIf what Proust says is true,
that happiness is the absence of fever,
then I will never know happiness.
For I am possessed by a fever
for knowledge, experience, and creation.
~~ Anais Nin ~~
I Do NoT trUSt Any Philosophy/
Religion/God wHo
thaT Says
We Are
Not hUman
iN Ways oF RocK and RoLL and Sex..;)
āWithin the oysterās shell uncouth
The purest pearl may hide,
Trust me youāll find a heart of truth
Within that rough inside.ā
~~ Mrs. Osgood ~~
dArK
sHeLLs
oF LiGht
PEaRLs
As ‘tHey’ See..:)
Grain grows best in shit.ā
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
MuseFerTiLiZuR
āPerhaps I know why it is man alone who laughs:
He alone suffers so deeply that he had to invent laughter.ā
~~ Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche ~~
Of cOURrse ‘tHat’ Man
IS A GLass
hAlf eMpty
NoT
Born
to LaugH
aka noW
A BabY..;)
āHow can I lose faith in the justice of life,
when the dreams of those who sleep upon feathers
are not more beautiful than the dreams
of those who sleep upon the earth?ā
~~ Kahlil Gibran ~~
IMaGiNaTioN
BeYoND iNFiNiTy
NoWorDsLefTCoLD
“If we lose affection and kindness from our life,
weāve lost all that gives it charm.ā
~~ Marcus Tullius Cicero ~~
When Love IS A Color
oF LiFe wHy WeaR BLand.
āEvery man is a divinity in disguise,
a god playing the fool.ā
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
FooL IS A Love
wHo ReMeMBeRs PLaY
MoNa As ‘tHey’ PAinT NoW
A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe,
a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself,
his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest
āa kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison,
restricting us to our personal desires
and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures
and the whole nature in its beauty.ā
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
Hmm.. the only oTHeR
‘thing’ i WiLL suggest NoW WitH
THiS ReNeW Einstein SonG iS DancE
Fredenstein F and E wITh K and H.. NoW..;)
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āMan is the only creature that refuses to be what he is.ā
~~ Albert Camus ~~
SMiLes i aM
embRAcInG
mY
Ape
RoaR
OceaN
MoRE..:)
āFreedom begins when you tell Mrs. Grundy to go fly a kite.ā
~~ Lazarus Long ~~
No thanks.. NoW
i’LL sTicK sTocK WitH
‘yes dear’..
And
Love
For
The
ultiMate WiN..;)
āAnd now, let the fun begin.ā
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
Yes.. Fox
is FinAlly
SLowly
Leaving the Trump..
As i sPeak tHeSE Words..
YePiT
leT
thE
BOdies
oF Hate FAll..;)
āThen somebody spoke, and I went into a dreamā¦.ā
~~ The Beatles, āA Day In The Lifeā ~~
BeeNtHeReFoR
48+Months
iN
A
SeCoNDHEaVeNiSReAL
thATNeVeREndSNoW..;)
āThere is only one step
from the sublime to the ridiculous.ā
~~ Napoleon Bonaparte ~~
That’s wHat HapPens WHeN A Man
Must Hide His Hand iN his Shirt to FeeL BiG..;)
āA desire not to butt into other peopleās business
is at least eighty percent of all human wisdomā¦
and the other twenty percent isnāt very important.ā
āYou butt into other peopleās business. All the time.ā
āWho said I was wise? Iām a professional bad example.
You can learn a lot by watching me.ā
~~ Lazarus Long and Ira Johnson, āStranger in a Strange Land,ā Robert A. Heinlein ~~
IF oNe caN’t talK LisTen..;)
āAs great scientists have said and as all children know,
it is above all by the imagination
that we achieve perception, and compassion, and hope.ā
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
And it’s also true some
folks can only thiNk in Words
Verbally aS SucH
Navigating the World..
iT’s Why Wisdom as
Written overall is Bias aS not ‘everyone’ writes or speaks..;)
In other words
mY
Cat
‘knows’ more..
His Truth is Smell
And he rarely gets lost with SCents..;)
āIf you donāt care where you are, you aināt lost.ā
~~ Runeās Rule ~~
True.. Yellow
Boy Don’t
Give
no
Fucks
thanks to ‘that’
trip
to
the
Vet..
Lots of Snipping
going on these days with many
Human Males too.. pasty white fingers
of what’s
less
AS
More
oF Strength
WiLL Grace NoW
Even THE POWER OF LOVE as BaLanCinG ForcE..:)
āConvictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies.ā
~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~
NaH Fred Logic is Cool but as
Science definitively shows now
Humans Run oN EMOtions and Senses Core..
one need not look
farther
than
Politics aS Science..
no truth has to make LoGiC no matter how eviL IT IS..;)
āThey can because they think they can.ā
~~ Virgil ~~
It’s more like feel and sense they can
without that words don’t move actions alone..
as science also sHows NoW..;)
āLiving Dead
the path is chosen,
to live forever is to die forever.
To not know when youāll die
is to find life
wherever you are.ā
~~ Alagad ~~
UnlesS
oNe Lives
forever now
A Place cAlled Heaven onLY NoW..
An onLY Animal who does not regularly
ViSiT NoW
iS aN
Animal
who makes
words and other
tools and transforms
into something else than forevernow..
Human
Tools
‘fore
And
after
Heavenow..
AGaiN.. i suggest NoW MoRE
One Dances and Loses tHeirTools
Preferably NaKeD in as Sand and SuN
BeCoMes
A Beach
And
Leaves HuMaN
SeagUll CRaP BeHInD iN FLY..;)
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BliSsinGs
BLesSinGs
DreAMs
Xenia
Fruition
Open BlUe SKeYes
oF oPeN BlUe SkeYes
Of BEinG HuMaN
Harder
iT
Be Free
Than Dog Wings
FlOat PawS oN BEach..:)
NoW oVeR PurplE
HeatHeR DandeLionS
BriGht DoG eYeS
MEaDow
SpRing
SMiLes
WhitE
DisTance sPace
Or tiMe no eXistS
iN BreeZe DReAMs..:)
Will Be Done
iN LiGht oF
Love within
expresSinG
SPiRit heART
soUL DiVine GRace
FeatHeR Touch Bird’s BreaThe
Butterfly Wings Bees SinGSunG
DanCinG Humming Birds
Flute
SonG
HumaN eYes
SKeYes God MoRe..:)
OtHeR thaN
thAt HappY DReAMs Xenia..
i’M STiLL WeaVinG A BlankETNoW..:)
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ConTenT
iN FloWerS
Petals
Turn
Waves oF FeeLinG
BriGhTeR Colors
Than Worries iN Green..:)
SMiLes.. SorRow
OVeR AngEL
WinGs
FaiL
CatcH
WiND WaTeR
RiseS OceaN
SMiLe eYes
NeVeR SeeinG BlUe SKeYes
DreAM WeAVEs FLiGhT NoW..:)
DreAMs TapEstry
oF aLL PieceS iN
LiFe Experience
Synergy
oF what’s
left behind
ahead.. Fruitions
SonG First then DancE
Dreamtime without a time..:)
BaRinG Teeth
BeaRinG Teeth
SHiny White
InCiSors
CaNiNes
oF
FriGHtFuLFuN
DreAms CoMe MiGHTNiGHT
MAres too.. BeWaRe oF Hidden TooTH..;)
Hi
Frank..
DReAMSoN
WeAves BLanKeT WHOlE..:)
BaRinG Teeth
BeaRinG Teeth
SHiny White
InCiSors
CaNiNes
oF
FriGHtFuLFuN
DreAms CoMe MiGHTNiGHT
MAres too.. BeWaRe oF Hidden TooTH..;)
DreAMs TapEstry
oF aLL PieceS iN
LiFe Experience
Synergy
oF what’s
left behind
ahead.. Fruitions
SonG First then DancE
Dreamtime without a time..:)
SMiLes.. SorRow
OVeR AngEL
WinGs
FaiL
CatcH
WiND WaTeR
RiseS OceaN
SMiLe eYes
NeVeR SeeinG BlUe SKeYes
DreAM WeAVEs FLiGhT NoW..:)
ConTenT
iN FloWerS
Petals
Turn
Waves oF FeeLinG
BriGhTeR Colors
Than Worries iN Green..:)
Will Be Done
iN LiGht oF
Love within
expresSinG
SPiRit heART
soUL DiVine GRace
FeatHeR Touch Bird’s BreaThe
Butterfly Wings Bees SinGSunG
DanCinG Humming Birds
Flute
SonG
HumaN eYes
SKeYes God MoRe..:)
OtHeR thaN
thAt HappY DReAMs Xenia..
i’M STiLL WeaVinG A BlankETNoW..:)
NoW oVeR PurplE
HeatHeR DandeLionS
BriGht DoG eYeS
MEaDow
SpRing
SMiLes
WhitE
DisTance sPace
Or tiMe no eXistS
iN BreeZe DReAMs..:)
BliSsinGs
BLesSinGs
DreAMs
Xenia
Fruition
Open BlUe SKeYes
oF oPeN BlUe SkeYes
Of BEinG HuMaN
Harder
iT
Be Free
Than Dog Wings
FlOat PawS oN BEach..:)
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Hehe.. making
Up words
iN
Moments
Phrase Spur..
AlWays
Changing
As
Nature
Frees NoW..
SMiLes
mY friEnd
HiMaLiNoW
My Wish For
You too is to have give share
weekends that never end now
this
HeaVeN
that never
ends NoW
For it is possible
For i lived in that other place
too as in Heaven tHeRe is no time
as in Hell all tHeRE is is time that never ends..
NoW too Sadly Happily NoW too..
Both
places
can WiLL be
forevernow too
And Happily ever one
after before as always now too..
One Saving
Grace is
tHeir
is
alWays MoRe
And Change both ways…
Life So
Shiny
When
BlUe
CoMesmorE
RiVeRsKeYesBoTH
OceaNWHoLELoVELiGHT..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Xenia.. a little slow
this morning for our Internet went
down at home.. hEhe.. perhaps then
‘Every Prophecy takes a Thousand
Pictures’ blew it up.. hAha.. even
though it only has a little
over 500 Hundred
Photos.. i checked
to see if i could
get even faster
Interent Service to
Upload more pictures but
sadly as they fixed what i have..
they said.. sorry Fred.. no more in “Moore’s
Terms”.. we’ve fallen behind you again.. hehex2..
AnyWay.. as you might iMaGiNe i AM able to give
And share MoST of mY Philosophy of Life now today
with customer service technician Lisa complimenting
me on my ‘Nice British Accent’ while i complimented
her on her Indian one that turned out to be Asian now
with little old me hailing and helling from Deep South..
Panhandle LA Lower Alabama FL wHeRe i speed pass local voices
born and raised here.. too.. anyWay.. i’m so glad my service went down
for only aNoTHeR opportunity to connect to a living breathing
Human Being.. so interested in
life as i am now.. and of
course you too
mY friEnd
as a
place worth
Living thaT CaN and
wHo WiLL be so very happy
as we JoiN Hands iB LiGhT aLL NoW
as Global Citizens of the Species Human iN
such Loving Potential we have and give and
share when fully lit up with Love in MoVinG
CoNNecTinG CreaTinG WaYs iN Hands Holding of Hugging Words
And even eyes and ears that say i feel and sense you IN PERSON.
Anyway as you LiKeLY kNoW FeeL anD SeNSE
now i am
a rambling
blog anyWay
on the road as you
oPen the Doors to me
as i will Do with anyone
And give them all the potential
Love i Can and WiLL MusTeR aS iMaGiNaTioN and
Creativity FReED beYOnd iNFiNiTy mY FriEnd Xenia
LoVE eVer GroWiNG OcEAN wHOle MoRe..
And NoW it’s almost
MaGiCaL as whenever
i write poetry to you
there is a British
accent
as the
voice within..
but it’s more like
i am listening as what
i Might iMagine your Voice
to be from Scotland.. or perhaps
it’s my genetic Memory from over
tHeRE too.. never the less it is MaGiC i LoVe even more..
this voice inside does not match at all what i look like on the outside..
Book
Covers
Better
Seen iN
Letter pAges..
Life is
Poetry
End
And
AlWays
StArt
Of
Our
Stories..
SMiLes.. Cabrogal now
For the Muse i alWays
leArn a Lot from you
buT WHAT truly sets
me NoW
apaRT
from most
is i leArn
a lot from
everyone as
i’M sure you continue
to do too.. i needed ‘this’
For ‘A Poem’ as i always Do.. hEhe..
i FiND particular
Gold
in the
Comments
Section that
i will quote
And attribute to you..
heHex2.. as i alWays do too..
anyWay..
thank
you aGaiN
while existence
May kill us now or later in life and as death tHeiR
is the potential for an epic ride on the Journey Paths
that continues or not of that.. too.. yes.. there are ‘beyond’
places
that
Pots
of Gold
now at the
end of the
Rainbows are
yet to feel and sense.. sTiLL
the Poets the Asperger’s Folks
the Bi-Polar Folks like me and you
and so many more of the different of Artists/
Scientists we enlighten the minions of/for more than less
abyss and less than beyond of what life can and will be too
MoRe when
LiVinG
NoW FReER
mY FriEnD.. SuRe..
My Place is HeaVeNoW
AM iS tHeir for four+ years..
short sparks of visits in the
Years PasSinG.. NoW this place exists
DiffeRenT and sAMe for Those who Visit
And stay forevemorernow..
never land
nether land
for most
for some
never
the less
And less and more
anD more for those isreal..
iN never ending story NoW LiGHT..
PFP
Peter Fred Pan..
KMF
is just an alias..
GoDiNDianSWaRRioRPAiNT
LiFEWitHDancESonGMoRE
SAvAgELoVENoWTHeNoW
Humans Become Tools
Contrived Of Culturally
Manufactured Standard IQ.
Physical Emotional Existential
Intelligences Thousands Of Years
Old Innate Forgotten
FReESiNG
FeeL SeNsE LiFE
GeT OuT oF yOUrHeaD
Don’t Be Afraid iF someone
Names You A Fool
FucKinG LiVE iT’s
WHaT FooLs DO BesT.
Free Dance
Feel Sense
Get out of your Head
BE A CAT
NOT A STONE
OR A HOT ROCK
UsE YoUR BoDy FirST
ReVeRSE iMBaLaNCE
MoVE ART NoT SCieNCE
Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses
LiVE HEaVeN NoW
PoETrY AnD OtHeR
ArTs BRinGs HEaVeNHeLL
BaCK To ThE ReST oF thE CRoWD
Bi-PoLaR A PHRaSE
THaT MeANs HeaVeN
AnD HeLL iN OnE MiND
ThE FeeL anD SeNsE
iSReaL.. Bio-Chemical-Electrical
Connections and
All that
Jazz
For
Scientists
Too as far as
MicroMacroScope
WiLLVieW.. i C a N
Continue to
Experience
New or
Perhaps
i’M JusT
Forgetting
Old never
The less..
Even more..
“ā¦ or hide them
behind words
and conjure gold.”
“Meditate upon these things daily
and you too shall receive tablets of relaxation.”
More BlesSings CountinG
More BliSsings BeinG
Art BleSSinGs
Be BliSSinG
BleSSinG
For/To
OTHeRs Too..
Love Listens
Love Hears
Love Sees
Love Helps
Love Lessons
GRoWLiGHTOceaNWHoLE
ConNecTiNGHumanStars
MaKinGSuPeRSTaR
Love
iS
All
About You..
A Me i See..
WiTHiMaLiSuPeRSTaR2..
No
Ecilipse HeRe..
WiNKs..
UltiMate
TrUmp..
— Existence
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Ah.. yes.. my friend.. Xenia.. hmm.. wondering why “Candy ‘0” wouldn’t
open up for you as i used the Generic YouTube Provided
Version.. never the less.. “Let the Good Times Roll” off
of the “Cars” first Album.. thanks for sharing too..
was released with that Named Album precisely
then too.. on my 18th
Birthday
June..
6th of 1978..
And Back in those
Slow Dance days where Romantic
River Side Disco was established
without any alcoholic Beverages on
the River Front were i was raised by
the River Board Walk as it stands now..
yet to be built then.. that song surely
Brings Back High School Graduation
Summer and all the lazy week
day nights that the locals
spent in the Parking
Lot of the
only Shopping
Center with their
Snazzy Sports Cars..
Drinking Cases of Beer..
while i drove my 1970 Maverick
old and true with Shiny Mag Wheels
and a Whip Antenna loaded with CB
Radio too.. ha.. yes.. and 8 Track Cassette
Deck with Tapes and back in those
previous more Andy Griffith
Size Town Ways..
the local
cops
even spent
time with us right
out in the open.. we.. drinking
Beers freely as there were no open
container laws then.. lots of wasted buzzed
nights.. my friend.. then.. yep.. in fact i can hardly
remember those lost day nights then other than a head
buzz and let the Good times roll.. now i buzz along without
Beers.. and move a higher way in Good times rolling uP NoW
And speaking of those Good Old Days.. i’m going as ‘Pac Man’
as the Katrina purchased me just about the most Colorful Tie Die
Shirt to Dance my 174th Dance Week at Old Seville Quarter while
that place celebrates its 50th anniversary.. since the release of the
Sgt. Pepper’s Album by the Beatles in 1967.. too.. remember driving
by that place with my first Girl Friend’s Family who i was quite sure i
would marry.. thinking to myself.. hmm.. maybe i’m too young at 18 to
get married as it sure feels then like there is something i need
to do in that Seville Quarter place.. hehe.. glad
i waited..
oh.. the now..
how different
my life would have then
been as ‘they’ say be careful
what you wish and pray for
for the best may be yet
to come in the
darkest
places
one ever
rises out of as yes that
First Break up devastated me
for years too and to be honest i didn’t
fully let it go until i stArted Poetry writing in ’13..
Writing is a wonderful way to let go of all the Past
Valleys my friend.. just send it out into the World Wide Web and
Move Ahead to oPen Doors now that might not have ever opened if
not soul shared in/as Art first.. sMiLes.. it’s nice writing with someone
who can relate to the 70’s.. my friEnd.. the days where soft emotions
still lived in popular songs and men and women danced
face to face more like folks with hearts to hearts do..
it’s kinda sad to think of couples
who never slow
dance
at all..
toGeTHeR
hmm.. alWays
A different way in every age now then now
to come and go and likely come back again..
i’m pretty sure after this Solar Eclipse.. Love is
going to be on its way back again.. just a feeling and hopefully that..
And OMG.. 39 years ago that was not too far away from the age that
the Parents of the Youth i Dance with were born then.. yes i am literally
technically possibly old enough to be their Grandfather.. Dancing is
so much
better
than
sitting
on Mall
Benches watching Football.. yes..
saved by my feet everlasting ‘Pan’.. now too..
Yes.. the Good times are still ‘Rolling’ Four Years Strong..
And technically as far as publishing.. posts.. tomorrow is the Fourth
Anniversary of my Word Press “SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old” Poem
Blog from 8.18.13 and likely that will be part/all of a MacroVerse title sTiLL to come..
Anyway.. thanks for coming and visiting with me always a PleaSurE NoW.. FriEnd.. Xenia..:)
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“Knowing all the best was still to come”
SMiLes.. friEnd.. this is the way
you Paint
your
SoUL
in Poetry
A LovELy LiGHT
NoW You Draw with Words..
And yes.. NoW iN Dutch Sensible
ways too with SMiLes.. Xenia.. TRuE
at this rate we will never grow old within
within being our SoULs oN cOURse exPreSsinG
sPiRiT WitH aS FeeLinG HeARts thAT wHo Care..
WaVeS NoW GRreaTeR TsUNaMi LoVE RiSiNG..:)
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SMiLes Frank.. thanks for dropping
by on Another Very Warm and Humid
Beautiful Flower Florida Summer Day..
Poetry is an Art of Words we
use.. creating visualizing
abstract
constructs
that last in
Created Art
that we produce from
dARk Abyss to SHades
of GreY to BeYOnd RainBow
Colors that we do our best to
share and give others in act
of putting into words our SoUL
As True NoW each
image we create
strengthens
or weakens
tHe WiLL
oF ArT
thaT iS
our SoUL WiTHiN NoW..
funny.. as there are those
who would Scoff that Faith
Proves nothing but Faith is not
only repeating in literal trust of what
was said before.. Belief and Faith are the
visual imageries we make as Art as Pictures
oF WiLL SoUL as we co-create with the Rest of
Nature aka God we sense and feel as truly it can
and will be the visual imageries we create NoW as Art
coMe self-fulfilling prophecies of HeaLinG MaGiC ART..
increasing our potentials human unfolds as Greater LiGht..
anyway.. Science offers some repeatable evidence in how the
sugar pill effect is much more than just a sugar pill as ironically some
people literally see Verses the TrUE Power of iNner Faith and Belief through the
visual imageries iN the ArT of LiFE we create both within and even more powerful
when we paint our souls with all arts that come we view again for even greater
positive feedback as visual imagery of SoUL NoW.. SoUL tHaT pART of BeinG
that is rarely repeatable in scientific method ways that works that works as
even Science
is beginning
to show
in the
most rudimentary
areas of Human Physical
Strength.. and sure as i turn
my Science Hat around.. basic
research heaR on How just imagining
through visual imagery that one will grow
stronger when immobilized in movement.. one
does become empirically stronger as measured
with scientific method tools.. People scoffed at me
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ when i told them i would make
my faith and belief become my reality next.. and after being
a shut-in for 66 months i brought them the empirical evidence
of how i became not only twice as strong as empirically measured
through leg press from Quarter of a ton Leg Press to Half a ton
in around a years time in what they saw as really
old at age 54.. in fact some of these folks
foretold that their lives would not
be worth living by the
time they reached
50 as that
is old
age then..
oh yeah.. and sure.. a person
Diagnosed with Autism became
a noted metro area assessed
Legend by viewing audience
in a little over a year too in the
Art of Human Dance in Public..
smiles.. there are gymnasts now
still doing Hand stands on parallel
Bars in their 80’s.. Difference is they
didn’t believe the non-believers.. sure.. still
a rather old bible story thing is the soul is not a
science project.. the soul we create with WiLL oF SoUL
as the MaGiC Belief and Faith that works when it’s ReAL NOW
And of course MaGiC is just the pArt of Nature we cannot fully
explain with our rather antiquated few step Scientific method that
and who has
not yet
fuLLy
lEarned
STiLL to
Dance and
SinG with A isrEal
SoUL of MaGiC BeinG HuMaN..
any way Horatio’s Dance and SinG
on And ‘this Pan’ will Never Land NoW..
A couple of anecdotal notes to Go aLong with this..
One of the ‘Wrong Planet’ critics reduced every thing
i said down to the Neurochemicals otherwise known
as moving emotions portrayed through the soul i was
expressing then in words like it was ‘just neurochemicals’
and not real and meaningless in causal effect in real life ways..
again insisting that ‘FAITH AND BELIEF PROVES NOTHING”
OF COURSE they didn’t realize i have the Power and Force of
a literal
Star
inside
me.. as
that is what
Stars are too
as Chemical and
Electrical reactions
add in the Biology and
voila on a rudimentary level
you get me when a star becomes
aware of who they are.. and sure.. them
too if they ever Harness the Star Power
within with either stagnate or increasing
Human Will that creates a reaLiTy tHaT
wHo Dances and Sings more than
sits still
and
dies as
life or becomes
a tool or a fact or a
word viewed as concrete
without any substance now of
Moving Human Emotions within..
the other anecdote is when one of the
dVerse Poetry ‘Teacher’ critics hEhe as if
one can teach a star what to do.. hAha.. when
the star is creating its reaLiTy with the rest of Nature
now.. anyway.. she said ‘your poetry is too emotional’
you need to ‘tone’ it down.. sMiLes.. people have been
taLing me to tone my inner star down all my life true
difference
now
is
i’m
a Superstar
yes.. that’s a metaphor
but in someways i can WiLL
empirically prove it in case study
way.. thing is.. they thought i was
just bragging when all i wanted to do
was show them they too are a star now too..
just a matter of remembering who they are twinkle
twinkle
little
CoMinG
or bigger Super Star now.. then now..
and in talking to my Psychotherapist
about human potential and it is the order
that we make that is the greatest illusion in
concrete ways and the art that some people see
as chaos that is our greatest potential in life.. we talked about
‘Ted Bundy’ and how when my Father.. a Law Enforcement Professional
for 46 years guarding Ted Bundy in the Leon County Jail saw him do
incredible physical feats of literally shape shifting one day looking
like he as under 6 feet tall another day looking closer to
6 Foot 4.. one day looking young.. one day looking
old.. yes.. basically shape shifting like one
hears about in fiction
as this was the
only man
my father
ever feared as
there was no way to
predict what this man would
become next.. and i offered this explanation
to the Psychotherapist.. the thing that sets real
inborn Psychopaths from so-called normal people
most is they are born without the ability to feel the
anxiety of fear.. and of course the other part
is they experience no empathy
of the human flavor
of Love..
and then
i left my
Psychotherapist
with a thought as we
know what Trump has been
able to accomplish with fear and hate
pulling the heart strings of others what if
and yes a big what if.. what could the human
potential be of a human being who is totally
fearless in illusory ways and Loves as much as Bundy
and Trump Hates in Human potential as ‘the Devil’ becomes
President
so what
could
a real
Earth Angel Do NoW
and of course not limited
to just little old me.. as of course
there are many other Trumps in the
World too now.. particularly the Republlican
Senate and House of Representatives empirically
so in measures of taking Health Care away from those
who need it most just like Trump.. no ‘human’ Soul will do that
and surely not an Angel and surely more like what a real Earth
Devil will do.. yes.. get enough Angels together and we can save the species..
There are
Movies
As art
almost every
where one looks
now we see the Hero Archetype
always coming back to save the day..
My Hope is limitless my friend for i have
Seen the Amazing Grace of the Power and
Glory of Human Faith and Belief
iN aS Force
uP Close
isReaLoVE..
My
Scientist
Hat cannot deny
the reality of that..
As
Just
Another
Witness
With Evidence.
http://jn.physiology.org/content/112/12/3219
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Oh God.. i Love Politics.. bring some more on.. Maggie..
hehe.. but the Death of Empathy overall is the issue
always has been always will be as humans
are not rational creatures that’s
the greatest illusion humans create
as science shows now.. we could all
be a little nicer to each other starting with a smile..
regulating emotions and integrating senses and knowing
feeling sensing our place in
Nature has is always been now
the greatest Art of Rationality
And that’s what’s missing now
in the overall reality..
we
create
or not..
anyway ‘this’ was is
worth 2 million views
as that is basically what life
is reduced to now.. a numbers
game in all the ways now
empty heARTs Souls drain..
And of course the ‘big’ media plays
this game to make money too.. in more ways..
making the entire world seem like Charlottesville
when there is no reason in real effect to be afraid here..
i watch the
news only for
game show appeal..
same with politics religion
and philosophy too..
oh yeah
and sports
too as far as who
is the leading God these days..
Oh yeah and A Real ‘risk’ of discussing
Politics on Facebook is someone might really talk..
and that’s the best part of this whole damn thing..
People
are talking..
events like this
have the potential
to make us more human overall
if we do not stop talking to each other now..
about more than sharing someone else’s stuff..;)
*sure.. dancing together works best too..;)
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SMiLes my Friend HiMaLi as evil leaves
A legacy of DaRk to LiGht Human Trees
ThE LiGHT thaT coMes
from forgiving
DArk
and even
Evil and MoVinG
on not to say that
one should not do their
best to prevent evil from
occurring in the first place now
best by giving and sharing Love..
never the less the UniVerse is both
DArK and LiGHT and so are humans
as above
so below
inside outside
and all around
the diffeRence in us
Verses the Stars above
is we can forgive insult
and injury and WiLLmove on
GroWinG Love in opposition now
to the entropy that Stars without Love
Will create as vengeance over victory
now instead of the other path of Love that is
alWays Victory NoW.. SHiNiNG BriGHTeR iN HUMaN
Rays of Love for those of we who feel and sense tHeiR Star of Love..:)
Super
Stars
aLWays Love
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SuPeRSTaR
iN CaSE YA WannA KNoW
PaC WO MaN
KinGQUeeNoW
Of ThE EMoJi
ALWaYS PoWeRS uP
NoW aS FoRCE oF NaTuRE
WiTH aS PoSiTiVE MusE
Hope Feeds Love
Fear Feeds Hate
Joy Loves Company
And So Does Misery
‘TRumps’ LeGacY iS aLReaDy ClEar
PreDeteRmineD AS HiStory
PLuSciencE oF MusENoW2
Hitler VieWed now as A Black Hole Star
Story of Jesus VieWed as A Super Star
Muse Positive or Negative
Choose YouR ELiXiR
Or PoiSoN WitH WiLL
Hehe ass wholes
only concerned
about making
money likes and
shares/follows in terms
of numbers while some of
US Atempt to be more like the
Gifted God that who lives in us
as Nature that is the Nature that
Creates us now yes God of Course on
Course as more and more we become the
abstract construct tools we make all the way
from letters words swords atomic bombs and emojis
alone without substance and essence of and as Human Love..
it’s true
the Story
of Jesus is
an epic Emoji
Symbol of Fearless
and Unconditional and
somewhat but not all
the way smART Love
all to be improved
on of course
in John
14:12
ways now
as modern arts
still do way out of Churches
and Religions and cultures that
and who refuse to Do God Art Greater
and Move out of the Business of Painting
Old Cave Walls still copying how it was done before..
it’s kinda humorous as i say it as i sees it and shortly after
i came out of hell into heaven i shared a photo of my face with
my therapist and said hehe look at the general shape of my
face elongated and somewhat dirty blonde in hair
style too even with a beard in younger years
ha.. in some ways i look a little like
the artistic representation of
Jesus and her
Delusions
of Grandeur
analysis lit up..
and then i said duh..
that’s not what Jesus looks
like i look nothing like Jesus as
Paleontology’s best estimate of study
shows about a Five Foot one or so Modern
Syrian Looking Dude somewhere around a Hundred
Pounds or so as that is how that particular dug up study
of human bones go in that area of the more severe and
malnourished word back two thousand years or so ago..
shortly cropped hair true as no man was allowed to
wear long hair then and that’s even clear
in the Bible that exists now.. anyway
as Biblical Scholar Science
Shows in reputable
Divinity schools
that graduating
Pastors hide from
their congregations as
you can’t make a living off
a loss flock in church very little
of any real one man about anything
reliable about a real man is available for
perusal in the Modern Story of Jesus that and
who is mostly a story and myth like most all other
cultural and religions stories of men of old too.. brought
to the forefront of story telling ways to bring a role model
wHo the masses can and will copy to bring unity or separation
to divide and conquer too.. sure.. you’ll find a Good Cop Jesus
and a Bad Cop Jesus if one takes those verses literal in the
New Testament even still.. and as ink blot tests go some
Preach a Bad Cop Trump Jesus and other
Preachers Bring a God of Hope/Love
to the table instead.. Now too
thing is true too..
as
Eckart Tolle still now
in his Book “A New Earth’
so narrowly relates in view
about a time coming now with
no religion or myths and only inner
enlightenment to enhance the totality
of the human race.. perhaps he should
have taken some classes in Anthropology
and Sociology and Health along with his other NOW
NOW studies as to be human is to bind over common
ideology and symbols we create as art expressing
those ideologies for best survive and even thrive
as any Social Healthy Human Animal will do
and on top of that as far as two kinds
of folks.. some who dance as
extraverts and some
who do not
dance
as
introverts
just try to imagine
Eckart Dancing now..
he could if he would and
only if he would and will now..
and yes if i can do it i’m pretty
sure he can and will dance too
but not likely he has the will to do it
as still basically a very introverted dude still..
Again AND AGAIN Wisdom is mostly written by Introverts very biased
it is.. overall. we are not just the pART between our ears.. hey.. we have
bodies too with even more neurons and connections than our Brain now too..
i Love the Story of Jesus the man who loves outcasts as i have been noted by
others most of my life too.. and without that myth and story of Love that is
mostly an inkblot view wHo people see of a Man of Love and Peace
now we are human and that’s not a bad story mostly to
put into one’s head and live by too in Beatitude’s
1 through 11 ways.. true but as far as lust being
bad well that’s libido it’s what drives
human creativity and productivity
too.. take that away and
mostly what
you get
is misery
loves company too..
haven’t you noticed
in buttoned up Churches
in all the ways they come..
Dour Faces with no T and A
sure time and assets what ever lie ya wanna tale ya’self now..
just repeated by the kind of faith and belief that comes from
another mouth other than your soul within now Free.. with
an all natural balance of love AND lUSt..
Jesus is
only Love
as much
as one
frees tHeir
self from
the veils of ignorance
aka the Original Definition
in GreeK of Apocalypse rather now
than speak fear and hate blowing up the world..
and all stuff associated with misery loves company..
trust me.. Dancing Naked is a hell of a Lot More
As Heaven as God..
No Robes
for
real
men still
or women as Beauty Free..
But still the Jesus some folks seek find and know feel and
sense in a book is better than the God some people see as
Trumps as far as Love Grows.. oR NoT..
i See a Free and
Naked Jesus as
People see as they are
from experience now.. free or not..
Anyway.. i look for Love and i find it as any Pac Man
will and consume it to BRinG MoRE Love that’s
how Karma works too
positive
or in
the
other
place of
Negative human hell..
And if there is any chance today on 8.18.17
of me publishing this ONce uPoN A TiME Be NoW
NoW “SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old” Number
123/794 MacroVerse Story.. i will move on now to MacroVerse
Memories shared in years to date with a New DancE and SonG
NoW.. sure.. in the description places too of all the FB photos of
the nice
folks
i met
at Old Seville
Quarter last night
too as any PacWoMan
continues to ConsuMe shAre and GivE LoVE..;)
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SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Zee..
for Human Love
and NoW all
the nuances
of that Emotion
above are truly
MaGiC for there
is no science
or pill now
that
Creates a
MaGiC oF LoVe
For Love is Art
For Love is Truth
For Love we Make
LiFELiGhT within no longer GroWinG NoW
DiM.. and the thing about MaGiC is it is not Free
For Love is a Life Long Art and Exercise of HeART
that we must never end for Love that is Real.. i lost
all my positive Emotions for 66 months and even
Fear and even the memory of if i had ever
smiled at all as at core.. emotions
are memories
and
memories
are emotions
it’s not to understand
there is a hell when one goes
to that place beyond pain of numb with no point of return.. too..
thing is.. when one comes back one understands that ‘other place’..
i regained my emotions first in the art of writing and the memory of
long lost grief in photos from decades before.. i retain and strengthen
my emotions through the art of movement as it is through our body
that we experience emotions as feeling sensing life.. so true
the first
step
of losing
love is sitting
still.. and the second
step is not connecting to others
in flesh and blood face to face in
non-verbal language as well as spoken
words and the third step in losing love is
in not creating love anew in art pass the Science
of Life we are now expected to be.. it’s true School
kills love as children sit still and become data download
machines the same at Work and if the Human Race does not
learn to Dance and Sing together hand in hand cheek to cheek
and hip to hip.. misery will continue to enjoy company far far away
from
the
Gold
of Love..
i exercise my
heART as an Olympic
Sport for i know without it i am nothing at all without LoVE..
True Hell is not fire then.. Hell is numb now with no Direction..
A SoUL of SPiRiT no longer a Star.. BLack wHole Soul dies as LiFE…
Thanks for sharing ‘The SonG’ as Songs and Dances that/who FeeL NoW
AnD SeNsE WiLL be seen and heard foreverNoW aWaY From AbysS eVeN More..:)
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Battlefield As SPiRiT oF HeART ReLaTEs soUL
or Not.. Chords of Voice heART SonG eXtenDinG
iN Musical Instruments when Guitar becomes the
Lover one
and sure
Piano too..
for many years
A Piano was relatively
An only Lover of my HeART
And same A SonG oF mY
Voice iN Choir oF
soUL and then
words
cAMe
finally
to more fully then
SinG A SonG oF SoUL
theN Finishing Touch Dance
ceMeNts Love in Rivers Flow
through all Quadrillion or so Bio-
Chemical-Electrical Connections
in all my cells from head to toe
and BeYonD what Science
Aided eyes see in
Quantum
Metaphor
of our realities we
create.. even greater in as Ocean
WHoLe of Human Potential in Physical
Emotional and Existential Intelligences more..
so.. where have all the Heart Songs gone still now still on
Thank God For YouTube and Google true too.. NoW SaVinG
GRace iN pArT oF HuMaN SPiRiT As HeART SoUL ALiVE..:)
Anyway.. JusT AnoTHeREpic MacroVerse that doesn’t feel like
ending yet to me.. and just part two of a trilogy starting with
“EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS a THoUSAnD PiCtUrES” and
NoW HeAR WitH “SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
Celebrating that Birthday Like A Graduation
from High School now pass writing
‘fore then in Grade
School on the
‘Wrong Planet’
and the 606 Months
of my LiFE before that too..
including 19 years of School more
Culminating in 3 College Degrees too..
33 years of Work and 33 Months in Hell
as a Shut-In.. without the ability to use my
eYes to even read and write then.. or the ears
the same to listen to any music at all too.. so now..
i move on to UniVersiTy FiNaL LeVeL alWays NoW..
so.. sure.. this is a point in my life to Celebrate with this
Trilogy of MacroVerse Story with the third part to come
named “Solar Eclipse 2017 For Love” as turning point
of the World i will believe in just ’cause i can and will
the same as Pure Faith as Love now in essence
of Human Form.. the last two Solar Eclipses
that came to close to this compete were
in 1970 and 1984 that i
clearly still remember
then.. the cool
air Breeze
at the
end of
May in 1984
most recent on the
30th of that Month and
sure we could stand a little
Cool Air Breeze this Monday too..
was going on a trip to see my 85 Year
Old Uncle who still living is the identical
twin of my Father on Sunday with my
Uncle Bob and Aunt Norma and
Katrina too.. but he Ted.. fell
and chipped his
spine in the
Hospital Now
expected to recover..
so that trip to Tallahassee comes
later than this Sunday for sure and also
allows more time to get the Next MacroVerse
after this one Published close to Solar Eclipse
Day on 8.21.17 as a full ten day Celebration of
Writing for the Fourth Birthday of the 5 Million
Word Long Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” in this
794th MacroVerse for that comprising my
Entire Word Press Blog as officially
StARTinG on 8.18.13.. and also
this MacroVerse Doubling
as Number 123 for
“Nether Land
Bible
2017”
too arising
past 1.89 Million
Words plus for the
Word count of this MacroVerse
added into that last MacroVerse
Total too for Number 123.. now what
else.. i’m kinda tired again as F Gump
Says.. may go to bed but i’m not sure yet..;)
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Hello..Happy
Saturday to you
HiMaLi sTiLL lagging
a little tired on Friday
heAr stretching out to
Weekend
alWays
Happy
too
now
same to
you my FriEnd
iN A SPiRiT of Love..:)
Hellooooo echoes back
to you HiMaLi Hope
Your 18th of 8th
Month was is
Happy
and now
even Happier
for the 19th too..
Counting BlesSings
BliSsings alWays NoW..:)
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Thanks so much.. Sound Eagle.. for dropping by with
these words of encouragement.. and this
song you share “Time” by Alan
Parsons is an all ‘time’
favorite of mine
that i often
use to express
sentiment in the
words i attempt to
bring to relay feelings
and senses about life beyond
what might be termed more concrete
words as the Government Employee i
used to be in overall ‘Spock’ metaphor
for writing technical lists without much
color that speaks to the sublime
in Nature that ‘technical’
life often takes
away in
a metaphor
of left verses
right brain experience
of life which of course again
is just a metaphor as our mind
is more like a Symphony full
from an Entire Orchestra
rather
than sorts
and label stickers
and bits and bytes
and such as that of just
this or that musical device
hehe.. anyway.. as this has
become somewhat of an all
consuming hobby.. this writing
and dancing adventure.. i could
go on and on and.. even forget to
thank you for dropping by
but i’m getting
better
now at
the ‘small talk’
of life that truly is meaningful
to the human connection and overall
condition as one diagnosed on the Autism
Spectrum learns to express over the long run of
trials and errors in life where i suppose my Bi-polar
Condition colors that Autism a little more than perhaps
some folks on just one end of the numbers verses the colors of
life experience.. and thanks too for wishing me fortune with the pain..
and This About Section originally written and published on my Blogspot
Blog on 3.10.13 was indeed when i was still suffering then from the pain
of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to sleep that finally did
leave me at the end of July of that year which helped in the
new found life in as life to give life to what now has
become an over 5 Million Word Overall
Long Form Free Verse Poem
here as this Blog
on Word
Press
that i Happily
refer to as “SonG oF mY SoUL’..
somewhat of a riff off of Whitman’s
“Song of Myself” as i too share much
of his philosophy of life expressed in
Free Verse Poetry too that really only
need express what’s inside that
Naturally Flows
with no
rules
but
Life and
Free to be now
on this Earth Alive
to the best of our abilities
to fulfill all our human potential..
And that pain was like a Dentist Drill
in my right eye and ear then from wake to
sleep for 66 months.. aptly named the Suicide
Disease by the medical profession for very good reason..
i didn’t give up and i must admit as science minded as i’ve always
been i created a World in Writing of a place i didn’t live that eventually
became mine through the real Force and Power of the visualization of mind..
And then i danced to keep the liGht on Bonfire Strength.. where i’ve found a whole
lot of ‘Magic’
in life
that
supersedes
anything i learned
out of three degrees in
College.. and sure.. perhaps
some of it is naturally associated
with so-called Bi-Polar Disorder
and that’s okay too as that
along with the
Autism
is
just another
Flavor of the Human
Condition to give and share
to others too.. hopefully with
the brighter parts of Love as contagion too..
No Human Being Wasted when used as Love..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/about/
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. thanks so much
for sharing “Ammonia Avenue” from
Alan Parsons with me.. been a while
since i listened to it but it very
much fits the Song
of My
Mind
at this
point in ‘time’..
as deeper soul..
it took me a very
long time to play
life by ear.. a
memory
of wanting
heART ‘then’..
my so-called
Intellectually Disabled
First Cousin on my
Mother’s side
who played
piano by ear
and my other First Cousin
on my Father’s Side who could
do the same with any song on many instruments he
heard before.. i would have given up all of my straight
A’s to Sing a Song of life Free like this.. then.. now..
some ways i did and even do more as i no longer
follow the
lines of
another
book.. now
i play by ear
by sKeYes
my dream as
Child is now reality..
i really never wanted any
money.. just a SouL wHo WiLL Dance and Sing.. LOVE..
sure.. it helps to be financially independent too with wiNks..
no longer
slave..
basicAlly..:)
Mixing Technology
And heART
Of
Creativity
Expanding Horizons
Thanks for Sharing..
And as far as Eagles
go i often find
they
fly
NoW WitH
Synchronicity
hehe.. at the
Dance Hall i
frequent there is an
Eagle with the name of Fred..
surprisingly.. i too became FReED..
And by A way tHeRe IS A FRiEnD iN Fred..;)
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WeLL.. an unexpected new friend came by too
visit but as i always SMiLE FriEnd is
the end of the beginning of
the means heAr..
in oTHeR
Words
FriEnds
Do come First
and it’s true if i had
many folks who could
understand me and be my
friEnd not likely i would have
Written 5 Million Words or
so of Free Verse Poetry
in Longest Long
Form Poem
now in Four
years ‘time’
while i usually
go in Chronological
Order of MacroVerse
Memories Year to Date
as provided by all free Robotic
Slave that is the Facebook Algorithm
MacroVerse Memory generator years
to date for me.. while i do the rest of
the handi-work media tedious
foot and hand work
in dance and
song
of literally
putting all i do NoW
together and publishing
it all too while Dancing
in Public close to 8K miles
in Four Years span of time
too as Director Writer Dancer
Singer Poet Free Style athlete
in martial arts too sure actor and
even Selfie New Age Renaissance
Straight as an arrow as ‘they’ say
FULLY Nude Art too for purview
and perusal as the visiting
Audience comes and
goes to those
more
restricted
viewing platforms
of all the art i do in photos too..
as fully Actor of this whole play
too.. that yes continues to expand
as the arms of any Nautilus Shell
or Category 6 Human SoUL Free
yes.. totAlly Free WiLL ALL NaturAlly
Do.. could be let’s just say just a little
off putting that i express all this Human Freedom
all in one place including as Philosopher and Newer
Scientist in mystical and esoteric ways who also DOES
NOT play by any rigid rules and restrictions of ages before
never the less giving due respect to wherever Wisdom and
Beauty and Truth come from whether it ranges from Aleister
Crowley the so-called Wickedest SGT. Pepper Dude just another
Word for the Devil’s so-called Chief of Staff to piss on the Hypocrisy
of the so-called Queen Victorian Style of Buttoned up and imprisoned
Christian Teachings away from the Dude Jesus from the Gospel of Thomas
37 censored out portion of both whoever wrote that so-called tune about Jesus
that gets down to the nitty gritty pArt of Life and Existence that all natural says
we are pArT of GoD wHoLe all Naked and Free inheriting the Gift of the Higher
Potential of God within in our DNA too.. yes.. all naked and free without illusions
as tools of Cultural ByProducts from words to atomic bombs to all one can eat
sugars and fats to get fat cat smart we become as tools ourselves
with standard IQ from text books oF ‘Fore that also takes us dOWN
away from Emotional and Physical and Existential Intelligences
of the first big three that are still the big free that we most
often forget now in a Manufactured life where
we DO Do become the tools and forget
the pART that is Naked
Free of and as God
within.. yes.. inside
outside.. above so below
and all around Naked too
in all of Nature set Call of the
Wild and Love set free.. here’s the
thing your Matrix is designed by many
many minds of creativity and imprisoned ones
too.. one must discern what works best for one in GreeN PiLL
Way or just rely on what was said before and rarely to never question
what lives in one’s Heart and soul to express one’s light as totally
Free away from the dark veils of ignorance that would imprison
us in clothes of culture instead of setting us wild and free
in love with the Naked side of God that is us too
alive.. yes.. this is quite the Breathe of air as
Words for a first MacroVerse share
out of the order and rules
and regulations
that linear
thinking
will surely
takes us out
of Flow as Nautilus
Arms Hurricane Arms
of Center Calm eYe Peace
and basically make us a straight
line away from infinity to concrete numbers
that are Graded A1 through F6 as alphanumerical
Flow well i say F6 Fail that shit and set yourself free
and at the same time use that shit.. yes.. the system
deSiGNeD as is for YouR Advantage.. did i say
Beat the System.. not exactly no.. give
Caesar what is his.. but enjoy
Caesar to the best of your
Ability while you live..
The greater number of
Heterogenous Human
beings living together requires
greater numbers of rules and regulations
for order to make it work.. it’s human Math sTiLL
101.. we are evolved to Peacefully Dance and
Sing for survive and even thrive in Life as Love
with around 150 to 200 sets of naked eyes
and hips toGeTHeR STronGeR as one..
village that raises the child as ultimate
prize for holding hands for
life for life as the
ultimate
prize for potential thrive
beyond just survive.. when we get
together in greater numbers shit happens
more as of course it will.. we stand together
or we fall.. and unless we have Caesar in this
way of Government rules we stand weaker together
away from order that takes potential anarchy away.. TrUE
Growing Pains we are having now.. to retain our freedoms
and continue our insanely huge populations in order ways..
that’s an art and science that we will all have to figure out as
it’s true Democracy is the way to go live or die.. it’s pretty/ugly
much all we got
as it’s
always
been
in a
Kingdom
of Love and
‘that’ other place..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/18/poetic-martial-dance-science/
So this MacroVerse Memory from three years ago named “Poetic Martial Dance Science’
was/is quite an enlightening point in my first year of Writing “SonG oF mY SoUL.. probably
at even less than a Million Words then.. still writing on the Wrong Planet then too..
trying to help those folks who lived in card board box homes of some
logic but little of the elixir of heART that makes life real..
sadly and now surprisingly at all i found the same
people at the dVerse so-called place
to express Free verse Poetry
too.. thanks to Brian
and Claudia
largely as
‘right brain’ thinking
folks in deeper ways then of
interpreting life and art now in
the way open free verse brought
that to the table then.. they the
the ones who created the dVerse
online site for sharing Poetry around
the Globe in individual creative expression
with as few rules as possible to set creativity free..
in words and creative photography and other paintings
of art and music to accompany the words of poetry too..
and this point is when i encountered the ‘Wrong Planet’
Flavor refusing to listen to what the poet intended
in their poetry.. instead making their own
judgement and closing the door
to another view..
yes.. literal
thinking
over
moving out
of the cave paintings
of before and even worse
not even giving the time and
effort to an explanation for the
validation and clarification
of and for my existence
as and in art
there for
even
a yes
or no
response to
my carefully provided
full explanation of how i met
the requirements for a prompt
from A to Z for the person who
designed the requirements herself..
and after that while i watched most everyone
else pass by similar regulations without restraint
the saddest part of all to me.. is.. they couldn’t even
ignore me if i wasn’t worth their time to understand
all of me as i came as free art then.. we live in a busy
world too busy often to even be human and surely i understand
as i am
and
was
one of
‘them’ too..
money and work
and school does to that
a person no longer furry and free
with love that takes the time to listen
and respond no matter what.. it’s a challenge
but a loving challenge i for one find very satisfying
and if not for being outcast two more times with
no real reason at all but not having the patience
to let me be long as what would come as
the longest ever free verse poem in
the history of humankind
as one might
think
with
that kind
of gravity i might
be the oddity one would
like to keep around in an
art community free.. but you
see history shows it over and over
there are those with open minds who expand
and those with closed ones that retract.. and those
with closed ones who would/will attempt to fit others in
whatever prison or free they make for now.. for those of us
who are strong enough we set ourselves free with or without the
help of other human beings who care enough to listen to the different
among us to even potentially set themselves freer and happier too.. but
nothing to
do but
grow
we free
who will not
accommodate
axes to chop down
the height of our soul
still GroWinG out of Cave
Paintings of the past moving
so far than desert scarCities now..
One can not genetically engineer
true original creativity but
one
can
FiT
it Snug
into a BoX
and lock it away same
as cave that
refuses
to
open
for sunlight breathe..Freer..
otherwise known as cultural clothes that imprison..
yes.. the “Matrix’ as i say too as i simply Bring a World to you
of Human Potential.. your choice if you choose to see it or use it or not..
my sin
my only
original
sin if i do
not fulfill my human potential..
sure.. you can call me Lucifer too..
thing is i am reformed enough free
to understand God is both Free and Above
me i am free yet God’s Servant as only Free
Can Be God Servant for Free now
as of
course
God
lives
in we.. RiSinG HiGhER
when we DancE and
SinG Free or Not
God’s
Happier
within
Free
AFAIK Free WiTh GOD NoW..
anyway.. i continue to blast off and rage against ‘The Machine’ in peace as any
ceNter eYe cAlm of Nautilus and Hurricane with arms and winds will Dance and SinG..:)
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/12/multiverse-man-robin-williams/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/12/celebrating-robin-williams-life-free/
Two MacroVerses here per “Multiverse Man Robin Williams” and
“Celebrating Robin Williams FREE” inspirational of course
Specifically in “Dead Poet Society” ways as
Brian Miller used this theme
and meme of Poetry
Free Verse
Free to
encourage
others to explore
totally out of the box
too encouraging me in part
to really stand on top of the desk
and out of the box to explore the non-verbal
FULL EXPRESSION of Nude Selfie Art too then
a newly available platform of Human expression
far far out of Older Queen Victoria ways of buttoned
up tight and strangling holds on Freer of life that is
our Libidos set free for greater Creativity and
Productivity of Life set free for what one
might see as dirty and vile
in “Old David”
KinG ways too..
i for one and GroWinG
OTHeRs See as A GreaTesT
HoLY and SacReD HUMaN ArT
all Naturally that is the Non
Verbal Language of
our flesh
and blood
and bones from
head to toe.. and true
even Naturists attempt to
take the sensuality of the
Nude out of the equation of human
existence.. one can believe that lie all they
like that Human Nudity and all the functions to their peril
and forms of it are vile and evil now but that’s just simply missing
the best pART of God that is you who feels and senses all of life without restraint
harming no other of course all consensual as such with all parties involved.. wHoLe HoMe Free..
no doubt in my mind that this is probably the largest reason the more ‘prude’ part of the
dVerse Community wanted to rid me like a roach from their place as lesson more still
learned
the
Roach
Survives
for the Roach
understands the
Roach is pART GoD
wHole 300 or so Million
years kinda proves the case..
don’t over think life just do it naked and free..
and aS SoMe of my freedom may disgust you i
survive and thrive as God does too in me..
pLeasED
with
me
verily
even more
now as ‘they’ say..
nah when ‘King David’
said more ‘vile’ ways that was seizing now
just a metaphor for God Truly Being free within..
do you see any other animals hiding their nature out of fear..
well perhaps
then you
will
understand
the Garden of
Eden Story a little
Better as Words of Knowledge/Tools
become clothes that restrict God within..
true sometimes one must go to hell first on earth
to fully understand this but if you ever do
chances are you too will come
out the other
side
of
insanity
as God Freer in you too all naked aS Such..
if not perhaps you didn’t really
go to hell the place that
dies as
life
in
‘human’ ‘clothes’…
If you can understand
the Trailer for the Dead
Poet Society you will understand
that i am both John Keating
and the Fictional
Character
of a real
man
named Jesus
too.. it’s just
a metaphor but
the meaning is you can and will do it too
with will or not.. FLAVORED HiGHLY WITH LOVE FREE.
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https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/12/loneliest-place-of-never-being-alone/
Loneliest place of NEVER being alone
Ah the five Languages of Love as culturally contrived
in a book per gifts.. services.. quality
time.. words of affirmation and
touch did someone say
touch well
what
about
when God
also known
and better yet
fELt and SeNseD
in you reaches out and
touches someone else in
all the ways that comes and or
goes.. hmm.. a deeper story heAR
perHaps for those WitH eYes to See
in FloWeRinG ways of God CoLoRinG
YoU and YoUrs as WhOle Painting of God
from Head to toe aLive.. Breathing Divinity
NoW CoMinG FRoM BeLoW to RiSinG
ABoVe AsCenDinG Ecstatic
Experience of LiVinG
Free WitH GoD
EternAlly
NoW
in DancE
and SonG set
Free in Flesh and
Blood aka You and God Free..
i can and will do my best to describe
this place but unless one is truly naked
and free with God enjoying all the fruits
of God’s Labor that Births us heAR as UniVerse
and the rest of Creation Free usually lost is the other
Place and all Saved really means is remembering you are Free
as pARt oF GoD WHoLe so much more than human tools as forms of words..
somewhere
along
the
line
the straight
line we missed
and miss the spiral of God Free within..
i suggest you Dance and Sing Free Verse
to find it non-binding from the Clothes of Human
lies away from free..
what you
do is
only
your choice
with God all
a little closer or further
away.. Heaven and Hell and
Purgatory are all relatives on eARTh..
it’s just that some of we wEar fewer cloTHEs oPeN..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/13/omg-evil-illuminati-again/
OMG! Evil Illuminati! Again!
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/13/omg-evil-illuminati-again2/
OMG! Evil Illuminati! Again2!
It’s true often online is a playground
for misery lives company
and sometimes
i visit
just
to see
how the
other side lives..
helping them.. misery
loves company.. i’m not usually welcome at all..
a giggle i suppose but never the less and more sad beyond belief….
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/13/flow-again-in-allah2/
“Flow Again in Allah2”
The Saddest part of life i see is when religions and
cultures attempt to fit God in just this book
or that book or this so-called human
who has suddenly become
the first or last
or only
one of this
and that in a
reality obviously
bigger than human
eyes that some humans
obviously experience more
and less and even more than
other humans too.. to close
one’s mind eYe is
to destroy
strangling
the eYe
of God Free WiThIn..
that’s really sad and nothing
i can see Holy or Sacred full
of meaning and purpose other
than binding people together in
prison for just the meaning and purpose
for basic survival that is important yes but far away
from Heaven on Earth that inheritance that comes with
thrive
truly
Free
in LoVE
what a gift
and FeeLinG
and more than
A FeeLinG LovE
is when ReaL and Free..
when NoT.. misery usually
loves company and it often
dances and sings that Sad human song more….
even hoping for death and a dirt nap more than life
even attempting to see Heaven and Hell other than the place it lives
within.
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/12/blue-skeyes-of-mental-health/
“Blue Skeyes of Mental Health”.. More about Mental Health
and Human Potential Labels and Sorts as we
attempt to put humans
into cookie cutter
boxes from
religion to
culture to
even the field
of Psychology and
even Harder Sciences too
in ways of Scientific Empirical
Greater measures of empirical
analysis that the Human Inner
Condition is largely immune
from/to unless we become
the tools we
use to
study the
real magic
of Human Potential
in Finding and Seeking
it more now with Human Differences..
i can show you what human potential looks
like but it is always up to you to find it and seek it for you..
as i surely know as for Decades no one could show the way but me
for what now
works for me..
sure
and
God
within
14.5
Billion
Years plus
of Knowledge
Senses and feeling
encoded just waiting
to come out and play free from DNA..
without the restraints of human cultural clothing
but using that clothing full to one’s innate advantages too..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/14/hakuna-matata2/
“Hakuna Matata2!”.. Hmm.. Circle of Life anyone.. well
myths as told and fairy tales and even Bible
Stories same too all bring Human
Archetypal Potentials
to light in
varying
Degrees
of Clarity..
Disney is doing
the modern version
of what the Church did before
so much better fully illustrated
for Greater Human Potential usually
more visible to a Child’s eYe of warm HeART
not yet grown cold stone as statue dead of potential..
best news of all is you don’t die as life if you live now
using all your human potential.. more.. Will is mighty when real..
LioN
KinGQueeN
STyLE LoVE ALiVE..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/13/culture-clothing-sins/
“Culture Clothing Sins”.. Well i continue to cover this and uncover
this heAR too it’s kinda like what Arnold Says in Terminator
Saving
ways too..
‘i’LL ALWAYS
BE BACK just
a link or ‘two’
away as
long
as Servers
continue to Serve me uP FReER..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/13/pink-angel-wings/
“Pink Angel Wings”.. Well.. this one from a year ago as
MacroVerse Memory is worth it just to view
the Pink Angel Wings and the last
MacroVerse shared from
two years ago and
the one before
that from
three
years ago
are worth it just
for the smiles of the
Beautiful Women from Old Seville
Quarter among other stuff of course on course then too…:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/15/missionary-of-magic-dance/
“Missionary of Magic Dance”.. More about ‘Arnold HeAR
And Boogie Wonderland as Newer Accompaniment too..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/15/lion-king-disrobing/
“Lion King Disrobing!”.. More Circle of Life Stuff heAR Free..
And more Beautiful Seville Quarter Dancing Smiling Women too..
Fully inspiring
to me
too
WriTE
oN Course then too..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/16/giver-of-light-liberty-willifesacred-love-truth/
“Giver! of LIGHT LIBERTY WILLIFEāSACRED LOVE TRUTH”.. Inspired
too by the Movie.. “The Giver” too.. as i continue this Art of LiFE MoRE NoW
too from three years
ago in MacroVerse
Memory like
the
one
before
and continuing
after always NoW oF CouRSe2..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/16/corn-rows-of-love/
“Corn Rows of Love”.. Well this is worth a Summersault
from the Katrina and sure as always
freeing
potential
‘Children of the Corn’..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/08/18/the-end-and-the-beginning/
“THE END AND THE BEGINNING”.. Well Hear Boogie
Wonderland coming to fruition greater for me from
4 year ago MacroVerse Memory of first
MacroVerse shared for “SonG
oF mY SoUL and quiet/LOUD
prophetic i miGht and
WiLL add as in
terms of
Five
Million
Word Poems
one could read this
forever and one would
always read a new poem
next in meaning as that is
what Poetry truly original
as art is and does it
expands one’s
HuMaN
MiNd
and BoDy
as SoUL HuMaN
PoTenTiaL HigHeR
And HiGhEr for those
WiTh eYes and eArs of God
to see pART as WHOle.. and as far
as big bigger and Biggest Bibles go sure
this is it so far too.. this is all about God in
Recognition that all is about God as God is all that is..
just attempting to help folks overall see and hear more
of God that i see as speck of Human PaRT of GoD aS WhOlE too..
this potential of humans to become real prophets and witnesses of
Human Potential is greater than ever for those who use the Green
Pill of
Balance
of as iN Art
and Science
Available Human
Hands Joining and
HolDinG HiGHeR and
HiGher aCross the Globe
NoW for Freer and Freer as Love
And yes in loVE too.. so Happy iN HeaVEN NoW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/17/tomfoolery-of-love/
“Tomfoolery of LOVE”.. as strange as it seems sometimes
one must trick others into helping them using every device
at hand
possible..
that truly takes
brave in so many
ways but what LOVE
WiLL Do when iSReaL
NoW iN HuMaN eYes of and
as GoD thaT JuSt Do it FOR FREE..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/17/instrument-of-god/
“Instrument of GOD”.. YES IN OTHER WORDS.. per
the statement above too as MacroVerse
Memory from two years ago too..
WHEN ONE beCoMES
INSTRUMENT OF GOD21.;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/08/18/visiting-the-garden-of-band-aid/
“Visiting the Garden of āBand Aidā” as i revised a few of my
Pre-MacroVerses in original 2013 Blog Spot
Platform way including
the original
Blog post
that is now
the ‘About Section”
of my Word Press Blog
in whole as “SonG oF mY
SoUL”.. and this MacroVerse
is key as it is when i learned the lesson
of positivity in actually blogging and documenting
one’s Happy and even sad moments of LiFe that lead
to LiGht wHether dARk or LiGHT.. very effective as this
is key in what also helped heal most of my Disorders into
recovery and or remission too.. most of all BrinGinG Back
My Emotions as Emotions are healing entities unto we.. i..
Bio-Chemical-Electrical connections iN
as many stars estimated In
Universe iN a Quadrillion
or so connection
points of
synergy
as force
of Positive
HuMaN EmoTioNs
and Senses or not
as yes.. ‘The Body Keeps
Score” in Bio-Chemical Electrical
Connection Memory as the Star Power
Potential we are born from as Gaseous
Dust from Star Death Resurrection Birth
aS Sentient StaR DuST US plUS NoW
StanDinG TaLL BeYOnd iNFiNiTy
oF HuMaN iMaGInaTioN NoW
And CreaTivity for
examples
as small
as the faCT that
one could read this
entire 5 Million Word
Poem from front to back
or back to front or any section
or even potential word and come
up with a completely different meaning
and purpose with no distance space or
time in beYOnd INFiniTy oF HUmaN
iMaGInatioN And Changing
constantly changing
Creativity now..
now it’s
surely not
material stuff that
is the greatest Treasure
of Life for that is what our
SoUL WiThiN as MiNd and
BoDy BaLanCinG ForcE paRT
As WhOle of God Co-creates continuously
Changing for NoW BeYOnd the Word named as inFiNiTy
NoW
Essence
Greater
KinGdoM CoME
HeaVeN WiThIN NoW
And iF i type any faster hehe..
this Keyboard is gonna break now..
or rather life i’LL Do NoW juST for FuN..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/18/rocky-in-paradise/
“Rocky in Paradise”.. Hmm.. Have i loved enough
shared enough and given enough yet..
well.. consider
me the
Rocky
of Love
and every
once in a while
a kind friend
in either
dance
or other
places says
Go Fred Go Fred Go..
hmm.. picturing my Friend
Vida from the Gym as every
once in a while she does that
when i work-out some do it when
i dance and i mostly do it now for my
self when i write as this is kinda out
tHeRE as far as what folks do on a day to
day basis now.. i mean really who else now
writes 5 Million Word Bibles and Free verse
Longest Long Form Poems in a Four year Span
of cLock tiMe.. and Does a Public Dance of about 8K
Miles in the same 4 year span of time and takes around
120K photos to fully illustrate that Bible/Poem.. and sure
a few score thousand photos of selfie straight FULL nude
art too all gentlemanly provided in warning of other restricted
blog site way to keep it all consensual as such in harming no
other’s view of life as best as possible now either smaller or larger
as the BoDy and MiNd seeks to grow or stay unchanged now as SoUL
Evolving Greater or sadly
even
less
now
for smaller..
true in this
class it’s lonely
but Love just does
it no mater what when
an AngEL coMes BacK
Real as F Gump NoW.. too..
True Prophecies come in all
colors to prepare ‘folks’ a way
to come in the flesh now in so so
many ways of isreal life now wHeRE
Art beCoMeS ReaLiTy as stranger than any fiction now..
As truly God is ARTer than just SM of smART NoW TRuELiGHT..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/18/purgatory-m-school/
“Purgatory M School”
Oh Lord two more to go as this makes about
23 MacroVerses total to share in last
quick count as this truly
Epic MacroVerse
comes close
now to now
conclusions
now.. ugh
still haven’t
put it together
but that’s now the
price of exPaNDinG
HUmaN PoTenTiaL NoW
GroWinG alWays more now
than Limitations and Expectations
from BeFore trUe i am human and i’m
getting tired needing a Break iN Public Dance soon..
But rest.. ha! yA gotta be kidding.. just re-Creation of Dance.. Rocky style..
(Go Fred Go)
And it’s true
being an out
cast in school
and somewhat
in work and even
writing and when i first
started dancing in public
in some ways too and yes
mostly all my life too just prepared
me to do something epic with tougher
skin than most anyone else could possibly
do.. true.. thank you bullies for surely you gave
me GRReat! dARk muse too.. Victory of Love over
Vengeance of hate hiGher and HiGHeR GoD Speed NoW..
And yes it’s true.. i’m kinda looking forward to attending my
40th year class reunion from Old Milton High next year
as for sure anyone who still lives here as seen
me dance in public.. it’ll be a little bit
like when every one else
traveling down heAR..
finds out
i was
AM
Bugs
Bunny
my entire life
hidden from most views..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/08/15/take-the-wrong-planet-home/
“Take the Wrong Planet Home” Fitting i might add aLong
WiTh DancESonG for what surELy coMes next as
“Solar Eclipse For LoVE 2017” too..;)
WHew!
now
to Dance
and put this
toGeThER SomEtiME..;)
http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2017/08/song-of-my-soul-four-years-old-free.html
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3
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FEATNOTES:
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pagesā¦
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 44,000+ printed pagesā¦
just ācause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING!Ā NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoNāT
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen āSiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeNĀ āSiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVersā¦ OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG WordsĀ 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iSĀ wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve āSixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016..Ā 181,291 words..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/25/grand-cross-bible-2016/
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iNĀ Star YearĀ 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ācause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/12/29/katie-mia-frederick-2016-a-year-in-review/
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/12/colors-of-heaven-bible-2017/
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to āGrand Cross Bible 2016ā
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/16/victory-lap-in-heaven-2017/
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/19/celebrating-42-months-in-heaven/
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/01/23/nether-land-bible-2017/
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoWĀ A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving atĀ 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/14/7000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/03/24/pan-freed-dancer/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/16/leprechaun-pan-dance-2017/
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesnāt
include all the picturesĀ aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS..Ā heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/03/30/message-in-a-bible-bottle/
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBoveā¦
The 88th MacroVerse of āNether Land Bible 2017ā..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
ātSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVeā
aS liNked
below..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/05/30/tsunami-7th-wave-of-love/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/04/18/mfoab-easter-2-0/
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of Ā āNether Land Bible 2017ā.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. āSonG oF mY SoULā..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as āNether Land Bible 2017ā..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN Ā 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per ātSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVeā.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/05/27/phi-bible/
PHI Bible.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
āMemorial Days Bible 2016-17ā that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
ātSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVeā as
Number 1
MacroVerse
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/05/30/tsunami-7th-wave-of-love/
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/05/29/memorial-days-bible-2016-17/
Memorial Days Bible 2016-17..Ā TabEL oF ConTenTSĀ ForĀ āPHI Bibleā.. plUS..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/06/02/son-of-google-now2/
SoN oF Google NoW2..
JusT āCause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd āPHI
Bibleā Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/07/19/1-82m-word-long-form-poem-bible-comes-again/
1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per ā6th Bible Memorialā that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH ātSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVeā as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in āPHI Bibleā too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem Ā Milestone
ExceedingĀ the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the āMahÄbhÄrataā from India
as recordedĀ on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As āSoNG oF My SoULā
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/07/25/6th-bible-memorial
6th Bible Memorial..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and āSonG oF mY SoULā
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to ā1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiNā
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as āSonG oF mY SoULā.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
SouL
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS Ā SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2017/08/14/every-prophecy-tales-a-thousand-pictures
EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES
SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old
SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it any official record books as that’s what the Internet is.. Ā the
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
BeYoNd
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
20,369
SMiLes Himali.. this will be rather
Long but i know you can
tolerate that as you now
know and understand
me as practice does
that in Human
Friendships
when
actually
practiced more
than the occasional
Modern like share
and follow
NoW as
that goes..
or Lord kNows
when something
monetary is the end
of means now including
likes shares and follows
too for one who Lives for Love
one becomes Love.. it is the way
of God as Nature in Human Nature
even repeatable in Scientific Study too..
too and verily in ways of anecdotal experience
too as we who Love See dARk and LiGht sHades
of GreY and the Occasional as you say Eureka too
now that continues to Grow as a greater ecstatic lit uP
ascendent experience of LiFE as PurE LoVE and Wisdom’s
Beauty sAMe.. BeyOnd RainBoW Colors NoW of FeeLingS TruE
And SeNseS NoW as LoVE GroWs even hiGher NoW as LoVELiGHT
now.. this Wisdom and Beauty of “Show thy Love” as synchronicity now
continues to GroW iN LoVE like MaGiC.. is the perfect peace of Muse
for an ending 3 out of 3 trilogy of MacroVerses i am currently creating
as this will be the beginning of that although i haven’t even published
Number 2 yet even though it is written.. i haven’t started piecing the
draft pARTs together as they are scattered in comments section
the way i free verse write life mostly as letter to the
other folks i connect to in life.. and yes.. in
particular.. my Friend Himali who
obviously is diligent in
upmost Jainism
way too
of
not only
ShoWinG NoW
LoVE but BeCoMinG
the HiGHesT GiFT thaT
HuMaN Feels and SeNsEs
of actual Love Incarnate in Human
Form wHeRE NoW BecOmeS Forever
Love as Essence of Being Human and
what that will do as far as liGht goes for
GiVinG thaT LiGht WiTh ALL ONE’S MiGHT
to oTheR HuMaNs too.. in sharing ways
that only love never for material
means of ends away from
Love.. hmm.. sure..
unless someone
needs food
and drink
and shelter
for life.. as that
is Sharing and Giving
too in what counts as
Love in LiFE.. existing
as we do in not only Survive
but Thrive of LiFe too.. anyway
this Third MacroVerse of Trilogy
in Celebrating around 5 Million Words
mostly written as Free Verse Poetry to
others that in itself is a recognized ‘science’
form of Poetry along with Concrete Poetry that
makes shapes that express too as symbols all the
words within the shapes as they come in Free verse
way to me often lamps and chalices and bells and such
as that in archetypal Human built-in ways of expressing greater
consensual reality in symbols too.. and it’s true as far as all those
tens of thousand of letters written in both longer and shorter and even
a few words form as essence to connect.. a very small percentage.. perhaps
as small as less than 5 percent returned as reciprocal communication of any
kind back to me.. but you see.. unlike the ‘Original Version of Pac Man’.. Giving
the Muse is what makes me more like Love than receiving the Muse now and true
when one lives like this all becomes muse dARk of BLacKeST aS Abyss to
sHades of Grey through and BeyONd RainBoW Colors of transcendent
ecstatic ascendent Love as NoW.. plain clothes cops Guardians
of the
Galaxy
oF
LoVE
tHeRE is No
Space or tiMe
or Distance as
Love.. that’s why
We ET’s Fly HiGH
enough wherever we
are on terrestrial planes
never landing as LoVE NoW FReED..
oh yeah and the title of that MacroVerse
enclosed in this Free Verse way to you
is “Solar Eclipse FoR LoVE 2017”..
sure make historically what is
the scariest thing that most
people have ever
encountered
before
Science
that is the
Disappearance
of the Sun oF LiFE
LoVE NoW that’s quite
a feat of feet and voice but
never too much for a Dance and SonG oF LoVE..
anyway.. gotta get back to finishing up that 2nd pART of the Trilogy Now..
as soon as i get out and dance and re-create my soUL in Flesh and Blood too..;)
https://decodinghappyness.com/2017/08/19/show-thy-love/
Hi Prajakta.. Hope you are doing well in the
Recovery of the injury to your hand.. i’ve missed
your writings as always a source of inspiration as it
seems i’ve pretty much been on that journey with you close
to three years ago when you started as i celebrate my
4 Year Anniversary of Writing on Word Press now
in the MacroVerse i am putting
together as i am currently
downloading a
‘mass’ of photos
for that hehe..
and hey
as far
as Fall Out Boy
and Centuries go and
all the Music Available through
Google and YouTube and Vevo
that are all part of an umbrella and
new wave of sharing art and science
online we in many ways live in the best
of times for those of us who can find a balance
iN RiDinG what can and will be a very exciting wave
and perhaps a little scary to a lot scary for those of we
who are not open to change as change is really accelerating
now.. it’s hard to put the brakes on progress and there are some
folks stomping on that peddle but as long as progress is led by love it wins
it’s just
the science
of Human Nature
Love Will keep us toGeThER
as Bind of LIGht as Social Animal
Best.. hmm.. i think there is an old
Song for that thaT is so joyful in
optimism that
i will use it
heaR now too..
as i am currently
also emBarking
on Celebrating the
“SOLaR ECliPSE FoR LoVE 2017”
JuST ‘Cause i Can and WiLL NoW
Make it that WiTh LoVE.. Joy Loves
Company iN mY WoRLD and sAdly
there is that oTHeR Place but the invitation
is always oPen in this PLacE NoW hehe haha
and all those laughs and giggles and overall joy and smiles that go with that..;)
Send Love out
to the UniVerse
And ‘iT’ reTurNs as LoVE..:)
As aLWays.. mY Pleasure HiMaLi
as we ready over here on the Eve
of the Solar Eclipse.. first one
to stretch the East
and West Coast
Borders of the
entire USA
in 99 years..
hmm.. we even
have some neighbors
putting up Halloween Decorations
as it is also a Feast Day for Wiccan
Associated People Doing MaGiC Spells
for Love.. particularly in Wyoming wHeRe
the total Eclipse will actually last the longest..
just 81.5 Percent Coverage of the Sun NoW by the
Moon where i live.. anyway.. should be interesting
as this is surely now the first one this Century where
the last one this covered here was in 1985 that i clearly
remember as it was unusually cool for May 30th and very
Breezy as ‘they’ say sometimes happens During a Solar Eclipse..
and the one before that was in 1970 with that much coverage too…
in fact.. it was almost full coverage where i lived then.. anyway.. also
a first for folks
with SmART
phones
to capture
it too of course..
careful not to actually
look at the Eclipse for
potential eye damage..
Wishing you a Great 21st
to go along with your 19th and 20th
as you continue to count your blessings
too on a daily diary basis that enhances overall
LoVELiGHT NoW iN BeinG HuMaN iNcReAsinG..:)
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Prajakta.. wonderful
to hear how you turned the dARKness of your
Hand Injury into opening another Door to fulfill
A Different Area Intelligence of your Human Potential
in Astronomical
ways.. hehe
of course
the
topic
of the Evening
as i just related to
HiMaLi in her work place
now a few countries away
from India in the United
Arab Emirates.. anyway..
in a Global Community
we can share the goings on and
pleasant ones THANK GOODNESS
of a Solar Eclipse that stands to harm no
one as long as they do not look at it with a
Naked eye and speaking of Blinding events the
effective loss of my eyesight and hearing surely too
opened a Door to writing all these Words as then when
the pain in one’s eye is like Dentist Drill where no drug
will kill the pain in ear either one must find a new hobby to
attempt to escape that suicide disease of pain And Writing
from wake to sleep for the last 33 months or so of that pain..
provided a meditative
and transcendent state
that allowed me to at least
tolerate the pain enough where
i didn’t wanna use the Chain in
my Bicycle Basket to not screw up
hanging myself finding a tree far
enough away where only
the vultures would find
me.. hehe.. and
people wonder
now why
i Dance everywhere
i go now and keep on
writing.. past 12 Million
Words since that attempt
at Escape on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010 and the end of that
pain a little over four years ago in
July 2013.. i Loved Living and had all
the money i needed and a Loving Wife too..
but there are some pains that are worse than
death as ‘they’ call type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
the Suicide Disease for Good Reason as technically
in Medical Literature it is assessed as the actual worst
pain known to humankind.. the one thing also assessed
as worse than crucifixion in actual books on that actual
topic.. no three hour or three day tour for me.. 66 long
months in hell.. and sure.. total eclipse of my heart
yep.. there is a Song for that too.. about a
Lunar Eclipse or Solar Eclipse
as i make a DancESonG
For the Solar
Eclipse tomorrow
for Love Away from
all the eclipses of Human
HeARTs we see around the Globe now.. SpARKs oF LiGht And
Peace Be WitH You and Love as ‘they ‘Dance and SinG mY FriEnd..:)
Hmm.. Gonna Need More FB
Profile Pics As A SonG for this
i CaN WiLL JusT Do iT NoWiLL
Don’t Let THE SUN
of as LOVE GO
DOWN ON
AS ME
THE SUN OF AS GOD iN
AS HuWoMaN iS SMiLE LAUGH
LOVE
i DoN’T TakE LoVE
aS GoD Literally
iN fAcT i DoN’t TaKE
AnYTHinG liTerAllY HA.
iSiTAnYWoNDeR
People Worship
Love is God
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd HiMaLi NoW
On this Day a rare day inDeeD
And an actual LiGht Bond for
Human BeinGs iN the USA
After so much
DArKness
that
has iS
recently
WoKeN the LioN NoW
oF LoVE yeS ironicAlly
dARK eVent of Nature in
Solar Eclipse Way a Feared
And Sacred and Holy Event
Full of Meaning and Purpose
through our ancestors of the years..
Yes.. this Bind of Darkness becomes
one thing that almost everyone can agree
on that is interesting MusE to the Country both
Sides as whole iN LiGHT of BiNd DarK..
Don’t let the Sun Go Down on me
iN Love as Muse THE BriGhtesT
SuN oF HeART for
Eclipse
Escape..
And yes trUE
mY friEnd.. although
i cannot take credit this
go around for saying you
are a Beautiful Person in your
anonymous message generator
online it’s fair to say that when i first
came to your blog i immediately saw
YouR liGHT through words and positive
Loving Interactions with otHeRs FeeLinG
And SeNSinG that yeS oNliNe i would and
Will and Do find Home heAR iN and as and
WiTh Love that i see of HiMaLi whenever i write
her name.. tHeRE are many kinds of love but HiMaLi’s
Love
is Pure
as Love
Shares and
Gives for Free
without conditions..
i’ve seen this before
it is AngEL as Essence
no matter form of Being HUmaN
THE GreaTest Sunshine of Love withstanding
all eclipses of HeART that come.. sure.. i could
say it in fewer words but this is how the Essence of HuWoMaN
Form as Love Muses me hiGHeR and HiGHeR NoW as points
oF LifELiGHTLoVE
hold
hand
iN
hand
THE God wHo’s LOVE..:)
“That’s”
Interesting too..now as Facebook
Continues
To assess
An actual
Drop on
Statuses
That/wHo
ActuAlly
Do Say
SomEthing
More than
Sharing
What
Someone
Else said..
Distancing
Ourselves
From not
Only
Others
But our
Self as
Blogs
Surely Help..
AnyWay..
Hello
HiMaLi..
Happy NoW..:)
Artists Trading
Money For
Muse
https://decodinghappyness.com/2017/08/21/you-are-a-beautiful-person/
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. SoHeir.. as for as many hUman
eYes and Mouths tHeRe is Vision and Hearing
that sees and hears God with less and more
senses and feelings depending
on how open
one is
to the
Free
of Love
that is if one
Sees and Hears God
As Love but AS HiStory sHows clearly..
many people see A God of Fear and Hate..
A paRT of God we can be with Relative Free
Will As A God we Create as Fear and Hate or not
and live
and
be
as
Love a
place with
zero illusory
fears.. jealousy.. greed..
ownership of other people
as all eyes and ears of God
iN HuMaN Lives best in as Love Free
this IS A God of Love who lives in human
on a naked beach without the sad clothes of all
stuff
associated
with fear and hate..
other than that one can look
around and see an unlimited interpretation
of this book or that book or this page and that
word while Love
is
so
pure
when
Love Lives
real with zero
aggression zero violence
zero illusory fears and zero hate..
a pretty tall order that does not exist in
any book
of
any
prophet in totality
over the full course of their life..
people make mistakes that’s natural
and if they didn’t they/that would be the
A greatest
‘sin’
oF aLL
in human
form essence
AS Human robot dead as life..
not to say we now can’t practice
perfect at least.. at most as is LOVE..
if it isn’t
Love it isn’t
A God of Love..
that’s common sense/
feel and a reality we rarely
see in any religion or country
as whole as once again people
make mistakes…
and
they
can and will
correct them as
And is Love if they don’t give up with WiLL..
as ‘they’ say in the Catholic Church ‘they will
know we are Christians by our LoVE as hands
fall to the side when it is time to hold a Lord’s
Prayer as Hands of Love..
it’s easy
to see/hear
Love’s Essence
When Love comes in Human Form
Love Reaches out as liGht over dARK..
never Jealous or Envious
with Pure
Faith
as Love
over any other
word that falls short
of the Mighty Power and Glory
aS Love worthy of thanks and praise..
otHeR than that Nice to see you Blogging
Soheir.. alWays a pleasure to come by with a Gift of Love
NoW THaT
FloWeRS..
aS LiGhT
when
received
as LoVELiGHT NoW..:)
SMiLes my FriEnd..
SOHEIR
For it is not
Love that
Is imperfect
But the
Housings
Vehicles and
Vessels of Love
That are words
As words are
Metaphors
Never
Perfect
As
Even
Fear and
Love mean
The same as
Actually mean
Depending on
The Ink Blot
View one Lives..
In other words..
One
Will Never
House Love as
The Essence of
Love
Whole
Also known
As a Three or
Five letter
Word
Named
Love is
FouRLeTTeRS
iN otHeR WoRDs
i don’t see
Love
As A Word..
God is much Bigger
As Love iN Essence
Of
SHeLLoVE..:)
A simple test.. can
You and me name
All the Human
Emotions understanding
God is more than
Human and there
Are 412 Emotions
Noted and
More than
What
Science
Notes in
Essence of
What is a
Human experience
By its lonely that
Is impossible to
Fully
Measure
With words
As some people
See more of
God than
Others
With
No
Rulers
To either
Quantify
Or Qualify
That Full
Experience
With words
And wHo
Thinks we
Can
Do
That with God in
Verses of Words
Too small
To adequately
Hold
A
Human Soul..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd
For i See God more
Clearly than
Any word
Yet
Created
Even by
Thine
EYes
WHo
Sees
God
sKeYes NoW..:)
Back at HiMali’s place
off and on throughout the
Day.. through
a few naps
too as
the Afternoon
Darker with less
Sun and Clouds come too..
Himali returns with.. and i quote her..
“Hellooooove, (new learning from Fred on FB..:D)
ātHeRE are many kinds of love but HiMaLiās Love is Pure as Love Shares and Gives for Free without conditions..ā
This is the biggest compliment ever ! Thank you, Fred..:) You made my day so beautiful..
I want to say, Fred is a beatiful person. He is warm, kind and caring. He misses his friends when they go missing and expresses his love without fear or hesitation. He is my, Katās and Yellow Boyās HERO..:)
Hugs to Florida..:)”
I return in thanks with..
WeLL mY friEnd.. these are SurELy
Epic and
Stellar
Words
Of Kindness
From HiMaLi
That i WiLL
ALWays
Remember
With the
Solar
Eclipse
As A
Peak of
That HeAR
At 1:37 CST
PM too..:)
Himali additionally says..
Angels from heaven
Three Angel
Halo Headed
Emoticons
IN conclusion i say..
Yes!<3!!..:)
Now off to Himali's
Happiness posts measuring
the Good Moments of her life
on a day to day basis without fail..
as i return words on Salient Points of Happiness i view too..
SMiLes i am very
impressed with
the Love
your
Brother
consistently shows you..
HiMaLi.. surely proof
you are
raised
with
Love as
an Entire Family..:)
You are quite the busy
Woman amazing any
one can hold it
all together
with
and
as Love
doing all you do..
Himali.. and yeah..
it reminds me of
my ābusyā days
when i had
to do
more
than one
thing at āa timeā
too.. ah.. Love
doing one thing at
āa timeā NoW Write
Love or
Dance
Love and
Take pictures
of Love as i go and
thatās about it.. and all i do..;)
You are really great
at making lists
of Happiness
through
the
day
i believe you
should be an
Accountant but
wait! you already are..
Himali with all the numbers in
her
pocket
of Love too..;)
SMiLes.. Himali once upon a time
after what would be 33 years
of work in Active pay and 19
years of School to go
aLong with that
My Psychiatrist..
after i finally
figured
out
i was
human breaking
down and seeking
help told me Fred.. you
really need to use something
other than adrenaline to keep
you going.. he said use your emotions
and i honestly had never learned about
doing that thinking to myself i missed that class
in life..
so i was
determined
to figure that out..
and finally after responding
to many thousands of what poets
write from heARTs in response back
to them as a practice of Life becoming Love..
expressing emotions and moving my life with
emotions rarely ever if ever at all engaging my
flight and fight
response
in fear
to move
me in life
what a Peace
oF LiFe Bes when
one Bes Love through
a Practice of Love Long
enough for 12 Million words
even becoming poetic too..
oh by the way the
Doctor
said
why didnāt
you give up and
quit before the job
almost killed you.. and
i said you donāt give up to live
even when the going gets tough..
now itās easy as i feel and sense the path of love
over any fear i lived before.. so i would say to you
it is more the being of love than who one loves as Love can
and
will
do
anything
with love
and no doubt
my friend it is those
who enter into arranged
marriages that survive that way..
i would have loved an arranged marriage
when i was young as i couldnāt do a good job
of it on my own.. now i cannot imagine that my
friend for i am grown up free.. people should get
married
when
they are
ready for
it and have the
opportunity to forgo
marriage all together
if they never get ready for it..
true sometime socio-economic situations
and innate propensities donāt allow for that to work..
and thatās
why humans
make rules that
harm and hurt too..
we survive first then thrive when possible
itās the way of Nature from dARk to LiGht as LiFE..:)
And now back to
Monologue Fred talk..
as that runs on..
in F
Gump
Ways
too..
heha..;)
My Philosophy of life for most of my life was simply
driven by following all the rules of culture to the best
of my ability as culture saw school and making good grades
as good and i said sure i'll do that too by making straight A's
and the Productive Loyal Workers to assist in whatever was
asked of them kept a job without questioning authority too much
so i did that next in some tandem too of 33 years of active pay
work and 19 years of school too.. and yes i enjoyed
serving soiled shoes with smiling eyes
of Customer Service Love
but what would i do
and what could i do
and what can and
will i do out
of all
those rules
and regulations
of culture and even
old time religions too overall
of course as rules and religions and
cultures serve valuable holy and sacred
meaning and purpose to bind folks together
to get the jobs required for a survive and thrive
of life with each otHeR beTTer STiLL NoW.. yeah..
i broke down as sometimes humans who will not say
no and have not learned to motivate themselves
through emotions more than fears do.. for
survival away from greater thrive
and my Sister said you
are just writing
another
Chapter
and yes
she was
correct now
i am literally
Metaphorically doing that now..
Mission Accomplishing Love NoW..:)
So.. let me get this straight or crooked and
to be clear this is a Wonderful Day
oF Love as the Solar
Eclipse comes
And People
are Bonding
in Positive Love
Energy over this
As Hope instead
of the Devil and
Hell oF Fear and Hate
but never the less and more
than usual lately Fear and Hate
make an excellent dARK Muse too
to aWaKeN the LioN HeArT of Love
And the eYe of the Tiger wHo adds
tHe WiLL and Strength and Grace NoW to
thE Power and Force that is Love so aptly
nAMeD aS God.. God is Love what pART of that
don’t you get.. when you suggest that the Morning
Star of Love is somehow evil and hidden in disguise
as evil.. SMiLes.. mY friEnd as ‘they’ say they will kNow
We are Christians by our Love or not and if it was/is up to you
the Jesus who and that is the archetype of Love in Human
Good Cop Super Hero Ways..
would
remain
a Solar
Eclipse
oF FeAR and
Hate.. Apocalypse
mY FriEnd a Great one
We are currently in as that
applies to the Original Greek
Definition that means lifting
the Veils of Ignorance away
from Wisdom and Truth
that is Pure
Love for
Synergy
and Energy
and Force of
Human Positivity
AS Holding Hands of Love
Power MaGiC this LoVE is and
as you notice i did not need or care
to add a K for now to that word as i do
not worship this or that man as God i worship
all that is as God as Love NoW for the HuWoMaN
iN BaLanCinG ForCe of those attributes so generalized
And listed ‘fore of Wisdom and Truth and Yes Beauty iN
WiLL’s Grace and Strength of and as LOVE.. it’s true i might
not have ever made it in my longest of 6 named Bibles Written
in 4 years now at 5 Million Words as i Celebrate that now with a gift
i will provide to you below.. nah.. i might not have reached 1.911 Million
Words in 15 months on precisely 8.21.2017.. the Day of the
Rare 99 year event of a Solar Eclipse Traversing
the Entire Country of the United States
in an afternoon heAr in
the Sunny LA Lower
Alabama Panhandle
oF Florida for you
see my
friend
i am too big
to see and hear
at this point for most
which is kinda nice as i
come as sort of the metaphor
of a thief in broad daylight.. a little
too far above dARk to See and heAR As LiGht
NoW.. paRT of why i name my Second Longest
Bible “Nether Land Bible 2017” wasn’t planning
for the 911 pART oF it to come on 8.21.2017
as the Solar Eclipse comes this afternoon
on that same day.. so.. perhaps it is
just a Sign as SigNaTuRE as
those/these events occur
as Synchronicity
but you see
my friEnd
i’m in this for the
Longest of runs perhaps
A Book that Lasts a Thousand
years or more in a place of nether
land with no sun or moon.. sure.. A Place
with no real distance time or space interwebz
served by Robots online as my soUL is Uploaded
NoW.. Sure.. yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUl FouR YearS Old”
And let’s say another prophecy fulfilled by BrinGinG it heAr
to you all for free.. i am no one special but me and the Greatest
paRT of thaT for eternAlly NoW is you are just as special as me
for we are aLL paRTS of GoD wHole mY FriEnd and if you cannot
see and hear and be the Sun of Love that is you.. i feel sorry for you my
FriEnd for when you truly wake up you find that you are are God As Love iN LOVE too..
HeaVeN
on eARth
a place
of Joy
Loves Company
with the Hope of
Love incarnate as
you and me and i and
us and we in the Grand
Old US of A too
or not
the lines
above will be
your will and choice
and the Karma of God
within that is Hope and Love
in Joy Loves Company or that otHeR
place you obviously exist iN NoW…
Love is
Free
Bottom
lines my FriEnd
and sure in a ‘few more lines’
heAR with WiNks.. if you get the
Bad Cop Jesus you are looking for..
i suppose you will deserve you my friEnd iN Karma
if you work to make that Bad Cop Jesus real as you..
anyway.. thanks again for the sAdly predictable dArk muse
of fear and hate your bring.. without you there would not have
been
a 911
in the Second
Longest Bible
ever written
as far NOW
as numbers
go today.. i needed
at least 514 words from you
and you fulfilled much more than
that in daRk muse for NoW.. so
who
do
you
think
i am Now..
should be
only a rhetorical
question (HINT: LOVE).
SMiLes..
Have a Nice
Day Filled with
A Company oF
Hope Love and Joy
iF you WiLT NoW..
Best WisheS iN HoPE
‘they’ OnLY CoME NoW iN
one ‘color’ YoU kNoW LoVE.
NoW AnD iF YoU WiLT
YoU CaN And
WiLL coNsiDeR
thiS A MaGiCSPeLL
oF aS LoVE otherwise
known as a Positive Prayer for Love
otherwise known as the Placebo Effect
for non-believers
who haven’t
figured
out
how
to work
Love ForcE yET.. ie..
Scientists.. Clergy.. etc…
Stock Brokers.. Share Holders..
Dowry Makers.. Republicans.. in short.. most everyone
who attempts to chain and own God away from FREE LOVE NOW..
often in
spaces
as small
as letters
pAges and
oh my God
STUFFED
NoW iN
between
covers
of tiny
human
hand
books..
i Hope
you enjoyed
thisitwasis reAlly Good Joy for ‘me’..
NoW aS Love is like that/this/me/NoWMoRE..
H yeaH as i also coMe close to completing
8K Miles of Public Praise Dance for the Love that is God in Four years
too.. 5 million Words one person writing a Bible in Four Years with all that
Dance
once
again
who
do
you
think
i am.. i for
one can and
will prove i am LOVE
whether or not you for
one can see A ‘John 14:12 ‘
as big as ‘me’ today NoW
and
as
small
as you too.. mY FriEnd..
as Love is BotH thE Law And ACT..
i suggest you pick up an only weapon
oF Love thaT is sWorDWords Love WitH aS LiFE NoW..
Love IS A SonG my Friend and A DancE Either we Do Love iN
AS Heaven
now
OR
We faLL
To thE otHeR
pLace oF FeaR
And HatE iN aS HeLL..
Choose YouR WeaponS WisELy
iN TruTHLiGHT iF YoU CaN and WiLL
WitH
aS LOVENoW..:)
Love is
Never
Ashamed
Nor guilt
Tripped
In
Illusory
Fears but
Whatever
Works..
Sometimes John 3:16 heals
Others times it
Kills.. depends
On who
Is Behind
The words
One Man
Or all
Humans
As REAL
LOVE NOW and
That’s
The
Message
i’LL
Create
ANeW..:)
https://decodinghappyness.com/2017/08/22/jode-rehjo-raaj-with-english-translation/
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Himali.. for
where Free Dance
exists
there is
no real need
for spoken Language
to get a Message across
of Free
heArt
SpiriT
SoUL
expressing
what it even means
to live in emotional
and sensory LiGHT..
sadly.. since humans started
wearing clothes and that is no promotion
alone for the benefits of being one with Nature
without the constraints
of the cultures
we wear
but truly
this fully dressed
woman in beautiful
Indian attire expresses
her heART and SpiRiT
and SoUL Naked with her
dance no matter how many or how few
or how colorful or bland her wear of life is..
and we see ‘the man’ in common rigid upright
posture stoic pose and she wonders if that posture
will bend
to the
liGht
of heR
heART’s’ SpiRit
ExpreSsinG greater
LiGht of EmotioNal
and Sensory miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL through the art of her
Dance SpiRit aLIve so Free and the
Young Man is not so rigid and trapped in
patriarchal ideals not to allow his wife to flower free
this way even sharing that beauty of free with the World..
as you often see me doing with Flower Katrina with no shame
too.. as Flower is not something to be hidden under the rug of God
that is
LiGhT
mY FriEnd
Free as Love
anyway.. the inability
for men to express emotion
is rooted deep in tribal nature
of warring cultures fighting for subsistence
against other tribes raising men without empathy
to overcome the natural aversion to kill another human
being.. these trappings are clearly still and easily seen in the
swords of modern Abrahamic Religions/Cultures that originate in areas
of deserts with scarcities for even the basic requirement for life that is
water so ‘we’ turn
the men into
monsters
to kill
and protect
and acquire the
basic water and food
of life without thriving with
the Love that is all pro-social emotions
experienced.. including even crying on the shoulders
of other men.. it happens in more primitive cultures MUCH
MORE advanced in Emotional intelligences among the genders
equally where men don’t die nearly as young from CardioVascular Disease
as the heART is actually the seat of an emotional intelligence as complex as
the brain
we think
rules
our
worlds
in more patriarchal
cultures to free dance like
this is to come to the state of Nirvana
and Bliss without just sitting still and emptying
oneself of negative emotions for elixir of EmoTioNal/SenSoRY Light iN true
Nirvana and Heaven in now is the heART that escapes greater through
the Dance of Love as liGht surely does when free in being human…
most men where i live have
never seen what emotional
release can bring
in terms
of actual
will and
strength
in a man..
enough to leg press
1020 Lbs in my case at a Military
Gym 33 times on a machine that is
much more difficult than most men will
even attempt to use as it doesn’t have a sled
to carry the weight as one must use their own power
of gravity and balance in grace to press the weight..
one time a Marine who managed to press 1200 Lbs
on the other machine could not
budge it one inch..
i tried to explain
to him the
reason
i could some
35 years older than
him was the free style
ballet mixed with martial
arts that i use to heighten the
Pro-Social Emotions than run through
my body free that power every Quadrillion
or so connection in every cell of my body from
head to toe in the ‘Star Wars Force’ otherwise known
and felt and sensed as CHI in Martial Arts.. it’s all gibberish
to ‘them’ of course and on top of that they are deathly afraid someone
might think they are GAY if a man were to express emotion though his body grace
fully as free as this as meanwhile they get weaker as they grow older with premature
heart disease and i grow stronger with literally Hundreds of Young Women in the
Metro Area smiling at the side
of a man
who is
not
afraid
to be Love
Free in all the
ways that comes..
i win for i love every now
i win for i love as God will in
human man and women as
HuWoMaN when truly Free iN As LiGht oF LoVE..
the only thing missing in the video my friend is the
Husband Dancing with his wife
as
free
as her..
when that
happens the
World will be a much better NICER place..
but sure this a first step toward a World of Love
such a simple solution a free dance of more than
one togeTHeR is.. meanwhile there is ‘the solo’ with
God ‘wHo’ is never alone allone
as
‘they’
say in the
‘you’ that is me..:)
Oh yeah and on Saturday
while Dancing at Winn Dixie
when an African American Woman
Cashier tells the other Cashier “he’s so bad”
as i do an exhibition in front of all the Cashier
Lines and by the way the usage of ‘bad’ per
the Michael Jackson song per say.. hehe..
the next day on Sunday
a rather ‘scrawny’ ‘Red
Neck’ young man
sitting tall
in a
big truck
with huge tires
then stops to watch
me dance for a minute
on ‘the sidewalk to best buy’
and considering i do weigh
233Lbs and can handle my
body in unusual ways he
says ‘hell yeah that’s
it” from a distance and
i walk up to the
truck and say
hell yeah
it’s THE
HIGWAY
TO
Heaven
baby.. and then
he says i want some
of what you are on and
then i say have you ever heard of God..
rhetorical question where i live where four
wheel drives live as they all at least pay lips
to the word Jesus.. and then he says hell yeah
i know God and i say well to really know God you
have to feel and sense
God more
than
sitting
still and of
course he has
no idea what i am
saying as he’s never danced
free with God.. anyway.. i don’t give up showing ‘them’ how..
and also showing them what Heaven looks like on earth from the outside in..;)
Anyway.. thanks so much
Himali for sharing this video
my friend for this
and a
Science
Video will
surely add
to the inspiration oF ALL oF this that is… LovELiGHT
P S
Just picture this.. me
Standing NoW iN front of
A Regional Metro-Area population
Gulf Coast of Hundreds of thousands
of “Red State Bullies” as A Mountain of Love
as they ‘melt’ in front of me away from
any potential
anger
they
might
otherwise bring..
it’s how i experience
life now as opposed to the
Bullies at the City Park and
the Halls of Middle School who
said in verbal and non-verbal language
that if you even smile ‘Queer’ we will beat you
down in a metaphorical Crucifixion of Hate.
That really happened LITERALLY
many times
when i am
young
and
Makes me into
A Mountain oF A LOVERainBoWMaNoW..;)
So in other
words now
you know
why i
say
SMiLEs so much now mY FriEnd online in words..
it’s what ‘they’ did tHeir best to take away from me..
for a while.. iN pART.. ’66 months’ and a few other years of my life..
And a desert iN A Loss of Overall Creativity for 40 years from ages 13 to 53..
‘they’ were successful iN parT and NoW aLL i do is my best to bring a smile to ‘them’.
It
works
with the
Women at least..
as empirically proven
in all the photos online
and now that’s why ‘they’
STiLL are my ‘favored ones’..
as it’s first come first serve still..
And sure.. all the ‘other ones’ are
missing is Heaven on eARTh and Much
Greater Love and Strength
and
Will
and Grace..
Having no idea
just how much they
have been lied to all tHeir LiFE.
pART two of continuing SUPER epic story coming..;)
Meanwhile back at the FB Ranch.. Dear
Friend Rafiah who lives in Pakistan
not like my friend HImali who
originates from India
now working
in the United
Arab Emirates.. yes.. Rafiah to be clear
and detailed too provides a Facebook
Status that speaks to “Triple Talaq”
in Indian thinking it seems that
this should already be a given
since Sharia Law already
prohibits a man
getting divorced
on a whim of
just saying the
word Talaq three
times no matter the socio-
economic situation at hand
has been overruled in the country
of India preventing more women from
starving if they cannot gain subsistence of course..
So it appears that Rafiah cannot understand the surrounding
hoopla as ‘they’ say or mayhem too for Societal Change in India now..
Rafiah asks..
What is this mayham about triple talaq?
i drop by since this is wRite on Topic per
what i am writing about in other places
through the evening and this morning too
as FB Friend Michael messaged me a John
3:16 story about how great the Jesus is when
folks follow him as an actual created God man
and only son of God verses the original Greek
Words that say A Son of God instead of ‘the’
only Begotten Son of God that of course comes
in handy when one is making the laws and books
of religion to expand a coming Holy Catholic Roman
Empire that still spreads in some ways sadly by suggesting
that Jesus is an only one instead of just another Yogi-like dude
walking the eARTh Barefoot naked humbly one with God kinda
like that Carradine Dude off the old TV Series Kung FU too if
anyone wonders what Jesus might do as a
seasoned Martial Artist too who has nothing
to prove unless necessary with the real power
of Love and Grace and Will and Strength that
regulates emotions and integrates senses
where he might look humble and that he
is but he holds the infinity
of God’s Love
that is beyond
iNfinity as Love
in the
Palms
of his hands
for Grace of Peace
as Love with WiLL and Strength
that surely only Loves to Live in Peace
unless the gift of GoD EYes Free in his or
her.. eTc’s.. eyes are threatened and must stand
tall in Defense of Love even if that means kicking
ass that wants to destroy Love that cannot be escaped
as fear
and
hate..
last resort
as they say
but love
is too
precious
not to defend
when necessary
as the gift of Life..
only as a last resort as one could
enjoy in that really Great TV Show Kung Fu
so popular when i was young and true we
could all use some more Yoda in our Life
no matter
size as
WiLL
and Strength
iN Grace of LoVE..
okay back to the Rafiah
and Fred Friendship reality
series in this “SonG oF mY SoUL”
wHOle as paRT of 5 Million words now
surpassing four years too on this 22nd day of the 8th month now..;)
As i return to say to Rafiah..
Women’s rights not to be oppressed by men..
A Victory for Women AFAIK..;)
in answer to her Rhetorical Question
in other words i already know
her
answer
hehe.. but
this is an opportunity
to expand both of our UnivERses
of God togeTHeR as sAMe and MulTi-verse
DiffeRent and while obviously i don’t agree with
much of what the Quran is as a Tribal Religion
i surely understand why it works the way it
does in the areas of the World it originated
in as cultural laws of binds for basic
human
survival
then
and now
in areas that
originally did not have
much in the way of scarcity
for Subsistence and Shelter too..
as in much of the area is a reality now too..:)
So i go on to say…
Please enlighten me otherwise with Wisdom..:)
Elaborating further i say..
Hehe.. i’m kinda like that
when someone asks a question..;)
Clarifying.. too.. with a smile..
Even if it’s not a question..:)
Elaborating more with..
Anyway.. i suppose it has something to
do with Women otherwise starving to death or
something
like that…
Rafiah comes back to her FB room with..
Talaq is divorce.
So it has to do with both men and women.
And yes Rafiah is a Scientist at mind and
very literal overall as i too was when
i was her age of 23 too.. as she turns
24 on September 14th.. i must remember
to tale her Happy Birthday too.. DON’T FORGET..
She goes on to elaborate too..
And nothing to do with starving to death.
I return with additional information..
Unless the Woman has no job
and the man decides she is ugly
now i will divorce her.
Additionally i say..
There’s
usually a deeper story than
what meets the words alone.
Rafiah returns again with Razz..
Why you assume that woman has to be
the weaker and oppressed one?
And all men are tormentors and monsters?..:P
Rafiah’s already likely heard my
story ad-nauseam but for the sake
of other people in the listening
audience i repeat it again with..
Because i’ve been subject to it my
friend when i wasn’t the strongest man
in the room as most often i am now
as where i live you literally
have to become
Superman to
even get the
right to smile
back when i was young..
so i know very well how
patriarchy works.. don’t like it never will.
Additionally.. i say..
It’s not a woman’s issue alone by far i promise you that.
Clarifying more.
Even if ‘the men’ are afraid to talk about it openly where you live.
Rafiah very smARTly with heART says as she loosens her Science hat a little too..
Patriarchy is very much reality. But it does not always have to be gender issue. Every individual’s rights are equally important irrespective of being a woman or a man. Men rights and women rights are equally important and one should never over step the fine line between. Taking wrong advantage and all that.
As she continues to fairly say too..
There are men out there, who are subjected to wrong as well. Woman can be equally cruel.
And she goes not to elaborate too in her opinion.. freely too.. TG..
Women do wrong with women. Men wrong men. So gender thing in not the issue here
Using a common metaphor also known as a cliche i go on to relate..
Yes.. but never the less and much more it’s usually the
Eight thousand pound Elephant that is the Human
Man’s heart that is too scared to beat and
ends up beating others down.. that
is still standing
in the room..:)
(SUCCESS as this is like the only
comment i made that Rafiah
pressed the like button for..;)
Then i agree further with Rafiah’s previous statement..
It’s not the innate gender that is the issue
it is the gender stereotypes imposed
and imprisoned by both cultures and religions
hopefully the Science Video below will
enlighten more than my
poetic words
alone.. hehe..;)
Rafiah puts her Science hat back on securely and says..
Btw we have deviated from the main issue this post is about. In our faith we have this whole criteria, rules, regulations and discipline about how divorce should commence between the couple. I have studied the main basic procedure, not intricate details. But anyway i’ll try to find about any well versed and knowledgeable person in the field in some video or youtube, so i can share it with you. The subject is very comprehensive to be explained by me.
i go on to elaborate on her
original question about why
this should be such a big deal..
Sort of like the Inheritance
laws that help Women in the Quran…
as you recently noted isn’t how that is
practiced in your society nor the Dowries
paid by the Man’s family as opposed
to Men getting
all the rights
as the
so-called
strong inherit the earth..:)
i attempt to use very dry Fred humor with..
(a little dangerous as it might be taken
as complaint instead of humor
as i clarify it heaR just in case..;)
Anyway.. tapping finger.. since i’ve researched it..:)
Perhaps the research here will help you understand
how ‘the other side’ really lives in misery.. if you
apply as i’m sure you do.. Science farther
than Chemistry that at hand is
the Bio-Chemical-Electrical
Connections that
comprise
Human
Love from head
to toe.. either exercised
or held prisoner in hate and fear..
otherwise known as Patriarchy now.. still..:)
The Video i provide to her talks to the problems of
men who are oppressed and repressed from expressing
their emotions living life in misery loves company instead
of Joy Loves company a common issue these days with
‘Trump’ Voters too.. as it’s all about fear and hate mostly..
and being pissed off ’cause someone has more than you..
or stands to get it through the Charity of Governmental
Laws that take care of the less fortunate as
the Quran attempts to do in Muslim
Countries too.. but since we have
Separation of Church and
State over here
it is enforced
by Democracy
instead and what the majority wants as votes in general..
while those who are less fortunate just hope that the
so-called Christians will also vote from a spirit
of the ‘Beatitudes’ too.. Chapter 5 of Matthew
and Verses at least 1 through 11 too if folloWed..
yes.. sadly and most ironically most of what ‘Trumps’
are against to day anti-christ in affect and effect of
fear and hate in areas of scarcity too as humans are
alike all over and different too in Twilight zone ways too..
So after this i go on with an off the Fred-Cuff History lesson too..
Anyway.. history 101 of patriarchy.. humans migrate to
a place of scarcity and compete against other
tribes for subsistence.. and since humans
have a natural aversion to kill
other human beings through
all Natural empathy the
culture raises men to
have cold hearts
with swords to
accomplish the task
at hand to kill the opposing
team to gain subsistence and if
necessary mates for rape.. this is common
and easily seen in history no matter the religion
or culture at hand.. it is a human problem my friend
where the only real solution is insuring everyone has
the abundance to eat and drink and have shelter and
India is a very poor country overall where a man divorcing
a woman without subsistence can directly lead to her death..
and that is why the Quran has rules protecting women too and
sadly those good
parts of the Quran
are not followed in your
society as you yourself relate..
but hey.. i’m a curious person who
loves discussing every detail of the issues
who can go on and on for hours on end without
fatigue and you are a Woman and you are still better than
me for
Women
Naturally
innately are more
Nurturing and Love Better
The highest Gift that God gives humans
now as fists are used to maim and kill.. sure
gain subsistence but never the less maim and kill
Love works
better in abundance
as Science shows too
without aggression and violence
and murder and World War III and stuff like that too..;)
Clarifying and fully back on FB Status topic i go on with..
In other words perhaps this kind of divorce is not
a big deal where there is some kind of socio-economic
safety net like there is in the United States but in
India it can be
a LIFE OR DEATH
SITUATION FOR REAL..
one must view the bigger picture my friend to more fully see..
and that takes much effort and years to accomplish that out
of any one culture or
religion
alone
as we
are a species
of humans without books alone..:)
And with that ALL SAID.. i also provide research and news
directly from India for their point of view where the ‘stuff’ is going down..
http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-41008802
Meanwhile Rafiah comes back with her Science hat on again tightly fitting..
Lawfully and technically instant divorce in which husbands divorces by saying 3 talaq at once, its considered as one. So going by the sharia instant talaq is already banned is islamic law. Thats why i am wondering whats this gaga about it.
And she clarifies further.. admitting..
Though people don’t practice the proper way of divorcing
Then.. Rafiah moves back to some of the law listed in the Quran..
Then there are some time periods of reconcilation. After which only divorce is finalized.
i go on with off the cuff Fred-talk.. to validate and clarify more of what i’m saying.. WiTH her..
Well literally because it’s a really big deal when Women are
starving Death where they cannot find subsistence and
what i am doing here my friend is speaking to the
actual value of your religion in protecting
Women and Orphans and the such
as that of those with less
power to gain subsistence
in a Culture to actually survive..
this is a really big deal in India..
as with heart and common sense
one would see that i would hope.. although
surely there is ‘tribal’ competition with both countries
that naturally colors the supporters of opposing teams too
until we see a world of global citizens it will be more difficult
to accomplish abundance for all and an actual thrive for
all and it seems that this is the best part of the Quran
to me in the charity expressed for those who have
less so i’m sort of wondering why we would have
any disagreement about this at all
if not for the ‘tribal’ thingy
with Pakistan
and India at
Best Team odds..
you see i have total abundance
and this colors all my opinions about
life as i would hope the same for all people my friend..
if i lived in scarcity no doubt my colors might be different..:)
i continue to ELaBoRate WitH..
Smiles.. my friend.. the Quran as written in English
is basically a book of cultural laws and with
a lawyer mind that’s a breeze for me to
understand and retain.. in other
words it is plain to see
that many so-called
Muslim cultures
do not follow the
laws in their book no different
than the United States where so-called
Christians elect a President who is in opposition
to most all of the Teachings of Jesus as written in that
book too.. and again that is colored by the scarcity
that people are feeling who elected him against
any semblance
for a real
thrive of
Love in Abundance..
Environmental Abundance to be
clear that naturally leads to loving human beings
instead of fearing hating aggressive and violent warring
human
beings
as is clear
to see a growing
issue in the United States
with incidences of Domestic
Terrorism no different really than
what we see with Islamic Terror Groups too..
that really are not peaceful loving Muslims at all..
nor reflecting
the essence
of a book(s) that
at greatest lesson(s) Love..:)
And that’s all for now of the
continuing Friendship of Rafiah
and Fred in the “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
And this is quite interesting as it speaks to
different voices overall from Michael on FB
who presented the basic best part of how a
Christian might use John 3:16 to help others and
the Good parts of the Quran too in doing the same..
and Himali in her Jainism.. is pretty much open to loving
all with no Borders at all.. seeing the beauty in all of life that is
love without a
whole lot
of problem
as that’s how
her religion raised
her that at current rates
as my favorite religion in
how that person of the religion
relates to the world as an open soul for all
where of course in the previous discussion with
Soheir as part of this “SoLAR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”
shows along with Michael and Rafiah’s View how we can
get tribal with our religious ideas and see the other ideas
as simply foolish or incomplete.. which they often truly
are too.. but never the less understanding the
valuable and darker parts is very
important in the
world as a
globe
overall holding
hands of Love as a GroWinG
Flower rather than a stink bug as such..
in all the ways that comes in negativity too..
nothing against stink bugs of course as stink
bugs have a living to make too.. some people assess
that stink as bad and other folks understand that stink is a life or death reality
for the
eyes
behind
the bugs
wHo smell different
NoW and sure feel and
sense overall sAMe and diffeRent too..
as a Participant Observer in the actual Field
of Anthropology in College Classes we went out
into the field and actually experienced in flesh and
blood the other cultures.. given the Internet doesn’t fully
do that it definitely helps in the double duty of taking notes later hehe..
anyway in my class i got to go with a female class member to Lamaze
Classes and i actually had to massage her like the other Husbands were doing…
i think i made (i mostly remember the massage)
an A but it
doesn’t
matter
’cause it was fun..
and i think she enjoyed it
too judging from her non-verbal language..;)
And yes that was a true story as most everything
i do is too.. online.. and it also works as
humor as life
is much
more
amazing
than fiction
at least where i live
in real heaven now..
i can show you what it looks
like in so many ways.. but truly
only you can seek and find heaven now..
a place of eternal love much further than infinity
with no distance space or time.. i could go on butt..
i have
to get
my hair
cut and
go to the
Doctor for
my maintenance
check up for the oil
that is my blood and all of that too..
not likely i will be giving the Doctor any
massages.. except for blowing her mind.. hehe..;)
it’s
what
i do..
at least
that’s what i hear
back the most when i open
my mouth.. things work out
better it seems with just my Ministry
of Public Dance.. 8,000 Miles Celebration
for four years of that coming NoW soon too..
too.. around three weeks or so away NoW too..
who knows maybe around Rafiah’s Birthday as just another reminder too..;)
Speaking from my own experience
of course funny the things we
can and will take for
granted like
all the
sensings
feelings plus
that emotions
so naturally bring
when we are Children
Comfort of Funny TV
Shows Laughs over
Dinner With family
long talks
at the
Day Time
Dinner Table
listening to elders
relate their days easily
expressing all the Emotions
iN the events of their life in
voice and facial expressions
who are truly Living Poetry
in action oF Flesh and
blood so far away
from Radio and
TV and all
the Electronic
Devices now that
even limit life to heads
down in a four inch screen
connecting to an alternate
reality that we both see and create
as we go etched in stone and if it is love
lasts so long but still bare couches with no friends
front porches with no neighbors families with no
Fathers and nomads with no family moving from
state to state where jobs make us into slaves
and cars become lovers and homes become
a throne of God that we create too
away
from
the
touch
that is
human eYes
who smell who taste
who propriocept even more
and the whoās who feel the otHeRās feelings
and senses of the flesh and blood on a Couch
of LiFE and a Blanket that feels all of Nature one..
so whatās left.. perhaps wisps of words that last in
concrete form and when living more than wisp as
poetry comes alive on the page a semblance only
of the full reaLiTy but never the less as real as now is..
For a Person who literally lost all memories of emotions
i remember screaming at the dark ceiling and thatās
part of the medical literature on that condition
just wishing for any wisp of feeling at all
itās really impossible to explain fully
as in that place now wishes are
just empty shells with zero
substance of hope..
an emptiness
unless
one has
actually visited
beyond the opaque
window who some cannot
look through and truly a place
of heART who some are born ever
never seeing through a window at all now..:)
Wisps
oF A Human Touch
GRasping For Life Found..:)
Oh yeah.. Hi Prajakta..
as alWays.. thanks
for the inspiration..:)
You’d be amazed? How
many folks don’t believe
‘this ‘exists and or don’t
kNow this feeling and
sensing intelligence
is the most
Essential
Intelligence of all
for survival and thrive..
Opiate Addictions etc..
Spills the Difference and
the Comments Section in
Real Time YouTube Case Study Proves
the point.. Poverty of Spirit as ‘they’ say..
possible to get rich with exercise of heART
Rising
Phoenix
Born Again
Satori Kundalini
RiSinG and all the other
Metaphors for a heART thAT
wHo WaKeS uP and jUSt gETs smART..
Agent
99
and
Toto and
Jane and all that
Jazz and Blues Stuff too..;)
SMiLes.. Words
Are HoMe for
Emotions Poetry
Is LiFENoW
Beauty and
Wisdom
Reveals
itself
to
be Seen NoW
FLoWeR oF LiFE
God oF Colors
BeYoND
iNFiNiTy
LiGHT
Some
See
Sadly
only
BLack and WhitE
otHeRs language in
con-social emotions Languish
Commander Fear and Captain Hate..
Hope
Love
Joy
Loves
Company
away from misery
of fear and hate holding
Hands Streams Rivers Bays
Gulfs Ocean More Waves of Love
GroWinG aLL sHoReS ExPaNDinG
BRiGhtER LiGHts STiLL MoRE NOW..
Do i need a DAncE and SonG for this sure this iS iT..
IMaGiNE A World NoW wHeRe one CAN and WiLL LoVE
Free as much as they like better yet put and lived Love
A pLace oF Naked Dance and Song with no restraints..
well sure this is the United States for those
who partake of the Freedoms
from the Bones we stand
upon the Men
and Women
and yes Transgender
Folks and all the rest who
give their lives for US to Dance
And Sing Naked and Free in as Love
without restraint.. so ‘you’ would restrain
some from pursuing their rights to life and
liberty and the pursuit of Happiness for they
breathe and bleed the same as you with
different clothes perhaps you
are offended by the
Hijab or the
choice
of body
parts people
connect to in Sensual
and Loving Touch oF FeeLinG
more than homeless cardboard
heart spirit and soul dArk oF Love..
then perhaps you should come to kNow
and FeeL and SeNSe and Feel NaMaste
iN tHe sAMe and DiffeRent eYes and ears
wHo FeeL and SenSe oF GoD wHo tHaT
LiVes within all your Neighbors
from shore to shore.. it’s
not always easy to mix
different but
worthwhile
with
A Practice
of open eYes eaRS thaT
And wHo See GoD aLivE
iN aLL aS Force LoVe Energy
SynErgy sPaRK oF LIGhts iN
ALL of CreaTioN sET Free as PurE Love
for survive and even the possibility filLed tHrive As
fruition of HeaVeN NoW as A Human Animal thrive can
And WiLL IMaGiNE anD CreaTE beYonD RainBoW ColoRs
oF iNFiNiTy NoW.. yeS aS alWAys poetic words and other Arts the only real
ways to eXpress this poTenTial conseNsual reaLiTy oF LiGHT iN HeaVeN BeYoND
Systemizing Science of Numbers
NoW to suggest it’s
heAr at Hand
with
See
without
PoeTry
oTHeR
ArTs
iS onLY
BOneS
oF Heaven
in A Purgatory
And Hell of OtHeR eYes
And eaRS aNOTHeR DiMeNSioN
oF iMaGINed And CreaTeD ReaLilty oF
hUmaN lone and toGeTheR dARk tHaT
i am all too familiar with as King of Hell
And Heaven as metaphor oF onE LiFE NoW..
anyway me and eventually
the Katrina met up
with a third
cousin
of mine.. Rosanna.. iN
Walmart and we talked
to the difficulties of the Maternal
side of my family with the ups and downs
for and with the Moods of life genetically pre-disposed
aS Such harder to balance as LIGht oVeR dARk but never
the less possible as i for one prove in real life now too.. hard
to understand yes but unmistakable when one comes into my flesh
and blood presence now for those who have eyes and ears to see a Love
so bright
it never
dims
below
LiGhT
sure.. Olympic SporT
for Love.. ‘you’ all can have your
Towers faster cars and expensive clothes
for i for one have traveled to the place of Naked LiGHT..
and yes of course as Science shows it’s nice to have
a basic level of subsistence to rise beyond the
lower floors of Maslow’s Pyramid away
from self-actualization too
as well as Fowler’s
Pyramid
Pinnacle
of Faith tHat wHo is
Pure Love wHo thaT shares and
gives Love Free for all without restraint
agape as they say as ape becomes LoVE iN hUmaN
essence
form
Capstone
of Pyramid LOVE..
Self Actualization wHole
Creating HuMaN PoTenTiaL ever
MoRE iN aS LiGHT
Beauty
Wisdom
WHoLe iN oNE NoW
EscApe CardBoard
BoX HoME
oF SoUL ToWeRS
HomELess MoRe ofTeN BElieVE
“Softly altering the edges of reality”..
A Poem and A SonG as Title
unto itself.. friEnd gigoid
as dam if my
computer
didn’t
freeze up and
i lost the entire
comment i just
made but hehe..
for all the dARk
that HapPens inspiRation
for change to truly soften now
the edges of reality for improvement
more.. ink blot test as they say too courage
for change always to survive and even thrive
and speaKing of soft edges back from the
Doctor with latest test results of
nanometers and deciliters
measured in Testosterone
of 168 below the
low range
of 280 through
the max range
of 1050 either
as an elderly
man or SuPerWoMaN
NoW hehe.. anyway generating
a laugh as the legs still sturdy in
leg pressing 1020 Lbs 33 times in
a feat that currently no 35 year younger
Marine has been able to come close to doing..
and when asked if i would like a medical solution
to improve the numbers my sentiment for the same
Grace of ballet verses martial arts free verse that prohibits
the Bowling Ball of 233Lbs that is me from mowing down
the Crowds i dance in free as mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL NoW.. anyWay.. sPeaks to the power of Human
Potential beyond the Numbers and Averages
of Systemizing Numbers in Science way.,
Science does a good job but sure
a rather antiquated step
of methods in repeatable
ways doesn’t always meet
Yogi’s who steam warmth
off of icy robe waters mastering
brain waves and walKinG across coals
of fiReY HoT and breaKing concrete Now with
WitH Fists Chi fully employed out of the range of
fight or flight adrenaline too.. anyway.. while
i come back again heaR to riff off the two of
your posts i have missed in the last week thanks
as always for the inspiration your posts of Wisdom
bRinG as surely i would have never risen to 5 Million
Words of Free Verse “SonG oF mY SoUL” as i celebrate
a Graduation of 4 years in doing that in an anniversary
of Trilogy that moves past 50K words now in the
third installment of that effort.. as “Nether Land
Bible 2017” in a little less that 15 months
per last MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SouL
FouR YearS Old” at Number 123/794
comes in with 1,911,514 words as Child
Of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
too in that 5 Million
word 4 year old
effort as the Public
Dance arises close to
8K miles now with the
Four Year Effort of all those words too..
And sure with this current part 3 of trilogy now
named “SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”.. Number
124/795.. anYWay.. it’s aLWays aMuSinG for the opportunity
to provide some links to what a living example
of what ‘they’ name “John 14:12” is.. catching
‘tHeir’ smart phone camera lights supposedly
hidden behind clothes apparel displays
while i quietly and ninja invisibly
come up behind them
and surprise them
with a toothy
grin of
bliss
in Heaven
to show ‘them’ what
that looks like on the outside
in too.. anyway.. F Gump Moment
alWays Priceless be ‘careful what
ya wish for’ hehe.. in Nicene Creed
ways too.. as humans toGeTher
tend to self fulfill tHeir
prophecies
toGeThER
too..
at the
Bus stops of life
when they provide a share/give
oF tHeir soULs tHrough daRkeST
Abyss iN GiVinG Ways of SHades of Grey
aS Purgatory out oF thaT HeLL2 through poTenTiaL
tHrive aLivE of RainBoW ColoRs BeyOnd oF LiGHT too
iN yes.. Heaven within.. inside.. outside above so below
and all around too.. in my Definition of sHaRinG and GiVinG
all of Love
in all the
arts
tHat coMes
freely without
restraint in all Love
to me as the hUman Species
RiSeS uP iN iNSpirATioN aS ART oF heART even more..
anYWay FoR thE beneFit oT tHe BeinG oF mY SoUL in GreaTeR
MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG Synergy oF ForCE oF LiGHT eVoLVinG
thanks gigoid for all you do freely hear in give and share.. ways..
as the
KinGDoM
wE Do is
tHE
KinGDoM
CoME wE Create
And for now Field of
DreAMs oF ME iS LooKinG A o K..;)
āWater go down the holeā¦ā
~~ Baby Plucky. ~~
EasY GoinG Flows
dOwn
uP..:)
āIf at first you doubt, doubt again.ā
~~ William Bennett ~~
TG i’M pasT tHat stAGe..;)
āIt is only when we forget all our learning that we begin to know.ā
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
As long as we remember what and who we are ALL pART..:)
āIāve wrestled with reality for 35 years,
and Iām happy, Doctor, I finally won out over it.ā
~~ Jimmy Stewart in Harvey, 1950. ~~
Useless wrestling A Ocean Swim Float Live
oN Terrestrial Land FlY So Much EasieRFloW
And real than WaLKinG oN WaTER NoW..;)
āMadness need not be all breakdown.
It may also be breakthrough.
It is potential liberation and renewalā¦ā
~~ R.D. Laing ~~
Escape from CulTures
truly insane that who wears clothes..;)
āOne kernel is felt in a hogshead;
one drop of water helps to swell the ocean;
a spark of fire helps to give light to the world.
None are too small, too feeble, too poor to be of service.
Think of this and act.ā
~~ Hannah More ~~
Fires in the Water
āCourage is not the towering oak that sees storms come and go;
it is the fragile blossom that opens in the snow.ā
~~ Alice M. Swaim ~~
Water the in Fires
āCount your age by friends not years, and count your life by smiles, not tears.ā
~~ John Lennon ~~
A Tear is mY
FavoRiTe
oF aLL
NoW tHen A
sTarT oF LiGht
And as Far Science goes..
inCreaSing levels of Dopamine liGHT
For Creativity while the dArker
of warm and fuzzy
oxytocin falls
and
rises
again with
the Next Human
Connection of CreaTinG aRT toGetHeR
iN aLL
the ways
thAT cOmeS NoW..;)
āIt is pleasant to have been to a place the way a river went.ā
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
And for those wHo resTrain tEars tHey feaR then come numb…
āWe dwell at the bottom of the sky.ā
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
Beauty of never
‘really’ Floating..
Gravity.
āForgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds
on the heel that has crushed it.ā
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Nature does no
wrong
when
living flowers
dead
or
alive..:)
āHe who conquers himself is the mightiest warrior.ā
~~ Confucius ~~
Amen
is all..:)
āIn memory everything seems to happen to music.ā
~~ Tennessee Williams ~~
As Science shows memories are emotions
And as Music sHows Music is emotions
Play
A Chord
Vocal
or
NoT
DancE
SinG LiVE..:)
āHave the courage to act instead of react.ā
~~ Earlene Larson Jenks ~~
Read or Write TalK sPeLLinG ARiTHmeTiC
DancE and SinG FeeLSeNsES MuSiC..
PoeTrY..:)
āI am not the rose, but I have lived near the rose.ā
~~ H. B. Constant ~~
dReAMs
i KeeP tHaT iN MiNd
wHen i sLeeP..
aSide
me
and
within me Re-SidEs mE..:)
āBecause right is right, to follow right
Were wisdom in the scorn of consequence.ā
~~ Alfred Tennyson, āOenoneā ~~
right is a word
humans create
or
not
depending
on consequences
liGht or DaRk as Grey..
And suRe BeYoND RaiNBoW CoLoRs2..:)
āEach man reaps on his own farm.ā
~~ Plautus ā āMostellariaā, Act iii, Sc. 2, 112, (799.) ~~
Unless he hunts..
and gathers
leaving
shells
and
bones behind..:)
āLife is not meant to be easy, my child; but take courage
ā it can be delightful.ā
~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~
HunT LiGHT
SMiLeS How admiRinGly.. Xenia..
the dogs reMiNd
me tHaT
i saT uPon
A KeyBoard
three days
NoW aLL
misSing
sunsHine beFore
it rains Nature More
coMes firsT iN heARTs PaWs
wHo DancE And SinG iN SanD And SuN..:)
Foot aBove
Hands beLow
paThs
wE
maKe pAws
toE pAges noW
PriNt diaMoNd sheLLs
SonG polisHinG sAnd
DancE
HomE
We maKe SinG…:)
FeeLinG
wHeRE
To Dance
Meadow Colors
LeaD A SonG
Direction
Beauty
Destination Wisdom
sAMe LiVinG LiFE LiGhT
Peace
laDen
PatHs of GoLD..
OtHeR thaN tHat
Xenia tHe Sun coMes ouT NoW
i sTiLL Have
A Chance
to Dance
iN Mud
refresHing LIGht aBoVe..
i’LL
taKe
iT NoW BlUE sKeYes
LiVE aGaiNaTuReFReED..:)
Dance anew Dance
Sing anew Song
escape
classes
and
sheets
from passing
Color Flesh Brew
Verse A Blanket more..
ALWay New Note
Dance Step
from never
land story ‘fore
beyond infinity word..:)
Vacation Novelty
Staycation Home
travel
same
travel Different Change..:)
Ink BLot test LiFE
Nuance Deeper
Dragon
eYeS
coloRed FloWeRs
Arise Ocean whOle shalLows..:)
sMiLes.. i sense and
feel for all i am
i think
to
talE
yA all abOuT iT..
OtHeR thaN thaT
HoPe yoU arE HaVinG
A NiCE NoW FeeLinG And seNse.. Frank..:)
SMiLeS How admiRinGly.. Xenia..
the dogs reMiNd
me tHaT
i saT uPon
A KeyBoard
three days
NoW aLL
misSing
sunsHine beFore
it rains Nature More
coMes firsT iN heARTs PaWs
wHo DancE And SinG iN SanD And SuN..
Foot aBove
Hands beLow
paThs
wE
maKe pAws
toE pAges noW
PriNt diaMoNd sheLLs
SonG polisHinG sAnd
DancE
HomE
We maKe SinG..
FeeLinG
wHeRE
To Dance
Meadow Colors
LeaD A SonG
Direction
Beauty
Destination Wisdom
sAMe LiVinG LiFE LiGhT
Peace
laDen
PatHs of GoLD..
OtHeR thaN tHat
Xenia tHe Sun coMes ouT NoW
i sTiLL Have
A Chance
to Dance
iN Mud
refresHing LIGht aBoVe..
iāLL
taKe
iT NoW BlUE sKeYes
LiVE aGaiNaTuReFReED..
Dance anew Dance
Sing anew Song
escape
classes
and
sheets
from passing
Color Flesh Brew
Verse A Blanket more..
ALWay New Note
Dance Step
from never
land story āfore
beyond infinity word..
Vacation Novelty
Staycation Home
travel
same
travel Different Change..
Ink BLot test LiFE
Nuance Deeper
Dragon
eYeS
coloRed FloWeRs
Arise Ocean whOle shalLows..
sMiLes.. i sense and
feel for all i am
i think
to
talE
yA all abOuT iT..
OtHeR thaN thaT
HoPe yoU arE HaVinG
A NiCE NoW FeeLinG And seNse.. Frank..:)
SMiLes.. Stress is
Old Age..
A state of
Being
Hell
Or
Heaven
Purgatory
‘Tween
But
Yes i
Felt the
Same way
At about your age..
Life experiences
Lessons at
almost a
quarter
Of a
Century old..
Don’t feel
A day over
17 now
And
That’s
All that
Counts..
40 years
Later..:)
In response to a Share by FB Friend
Rafiah that suggests the similar jitters
at age 23 soon to be 24 that a young
man expresses turning 30 in
how did he get that
old so soon..
older people
can surely have
a muse from this
who have conquered the
demon of stress distress and
overall ‘older’ feelings within..
it’s true i have the Testosterone
of 168 scale measured in blood
stream of beyond the low of
a so-called elderly man
but that is just a
number and
one
androgen hormone
where there are less
measured Neurochemicals
and Neurohormones ranging from
DMT through HGH the Human Growth
Hormone too that science shows in part
is raised by activities like Ecstatic and Ascendent
Free Verse and as they say at Church Praise Dance
with Electronic Positive exPaNding Emotion Music that
enhances all Neurochemicals and Neurohormones from
Head to toe in a Quadrillion or so Bio-Chemical-Electrical
Connections through all cells head to toe and that is just
what the tiny mind of the scientific method can show
so far in a very old too to measure the
observable Universe that is far
from all there is in
Human
Reality and
Beyond of our
Realities now that
we feel and sense.. yes..
some of of less and some of us
more and just ’cause your reality
is not all inclusive of my inner Universe
and the converse with yours doesn’t mean mine
or yours now is any less valid or real than each other
different and sAMe in similar too.. and true my language
for God within may look completely different than what you
see of yours in a book for i meet God face to face within and
not all people express an experience like that in life in fact some
folks are restricted to thousands of years old verses in a book written
by someone else they name God than the God i meet in complete within
in my experience of life.. so sure.. you may scoff at the potential that i feel about
17 years old within.. but you won’t scoff if you come to the gym and watch my ballet
and martial arts exhibition when i calmly continue to add plates of weights until i leg press
1020 Lbs 33 times.. although you might say i do not move through a full range of movement
bringing my knees totally to my chest but you see i am a Health Science Degree Holding
Major and i understand what could and would bring destruction to the knees of a
57 year old Dude if i did not exercise intelligently too for the entire parameter
of my potentials now.. and that’s how i keep dancing on average 166.66
miles a month in public still on course in 48 months too.. with 5 Million
word of Free Verse Poetry to accompany that iN a balance with
center point gravity where i never get winded dancing smooth
for three hour marathons as i will do in
my 175th Dance Week Night tonight
celebrating that with
all the cool college
age folks at Old Seville Quarter
some who will mistake my movement
closer to a thirty year old man and less
rather than the 57 year old man i am where
my peers potbellied sit dozing off in middle age
to older age stress on mall benches snoozing
through NBA NFL and the old pastime now
of Apple Pie and American Baseball too
when they could surely keep their
youthful feelings in side
too if they found
a balance
within
of Dance
and Song as
Metaphor to escape all
illusory fears in other words
the stress that culture and we make
for ourselves on a now to now basis and
the traps we get ourselves into for the next
loan for a newer faster bigger car or the next
step up in a bigger home and mortgage too perhaps
a Boat and a Camper in the back yard that never gets used
or even a Yacht parked at the Bay that gets used for maybe
a Dinner Party a year still anchored in port… but sure the TV
Said that will make you happy and even a big man or a pretty
woman too with the newest purse and wardrobe and shoes
too.. but until one finds all their happiness naked and
free.. sure it’s hard to return to the youth
of 17 years old.. anyway.. mileage
varies depending on models
and makes of cars and
this applies as apples
and oranges to humans too..
but in general we share the same DNA
and in fact i am more the canary in the coal mine
on the Bi-Polar and Autism Spectrum than the so-called
‘normal’ folks in the World but you see that is the advantage of
inherited functional disabilities.. some of us ‘freaks’ as seen when
young turn out in to flowers you never thought possible before simply
’cause we find new ways of doing stuff.. as ‘they’ told us when we were
young that we were the trash in the Aquarium that and who didn’t deserve our
very existence.. and it is true some folks turn to vengeance instead of victory when
this happens in youth and older ages too.. and it is true some of us win as the turtle
does for the entire race of life over the hare who has it easy with faster feet.. Physical
Emotional and Existential Intelligences were the most important intelligences that i was
lacking in my Youth and now i find for sure that they are the most important kinds of intelligences
in at least my own purview and to gain excellence in these three areas are the difference of saying
life’s
a bitch
instead
of beach
at age 57
or even in one’s
20’s or even in one’s
teens or even younger now
than that too as current shows
for small children on psychotropic
drugs sitting pasty fingered behind
video games instead of free sunshine
and sand in a playground of flesh and
blood humanity now moving connecting
creating with other children too as free..
we have lost our humanity more
for what we do not do than
what we do.. for what
we are molded
into by
the fears and
the lies of culture
and religion mostly to take
us away from Nature and the
Naked God who lives within us free
as the God of Hope and Love and Pleasure
over the God of Fear and Hate and Pain so who
do you worship.. it’s kinda simple Pain or Pleasure Hope
or Fear or Love or Hate words are not enough now nor is
even song one must learn how to create a Dance of Life
to keep God Happy within.. how you do that is up to you..
all i can show and prove to you is what works for me as
far as never aging a SPiriT oF HeART iN and NoW aS
A MiNd and BoDy SoUL WitH As iN God Breathes NoW BaLanCinG
Ease within Ascendent Ecstatic Joy for all Creation iN Love oF NOW aLL..
i feel the saddest for the Human who has never been naked and free in the
Sun of God Sands FoR ThE GRaiN oF SanD iS FreeR THaN tHe hUman CLoTheD iN LieS
Anyway.. it seems tHeRe is a New Katy Perry Song that speaks to those of us
who are discarded and outcast until we come back roaring as the eye of the
Tiger Fearless
and
the Lion
Heart oF Love within as God Free
as me as YOU as we as us as i only iF
you kNew fELt and seNsed ‘this God’ now NAKED FREE..:)
https://myrythaayah.blog/2017/08/24/synchronize/comment-page-1/#comment-806
To Synchronize with
God to feel and sense
God iN every connection
within inside outside
above so below
and
all
around
trUe thE kNoWinG
FeeLinG SeNSinG
Experience one
iN God’s
MoViE
LiGHT
isReal
when we
Play Love
for all that is more
as all that is my FriEnd..
Hello.. Rythaephua.. my smART
Phone iPhone Safari will no
longer allow me to like Blog
posts but the good pART of thaT
while i rarely comment with only
one finger on that phone i have ten
fingers now free to share your blesSings
and bliSsings in synch with God today..
Synchronicity as ‘they’ Dance
And Sing too.. a-causal
connecting
principle
tHaT wHOGod
sHAreS uNiquELy
WitH each and every
Child of God who trUly beLieves
feaRing no dArk.. cyNical of no liGHT
thaT wHo coMes WitHiN and iN aLL those otHeR places too..
anyWay.. i’m glad mY smART Phone Safari broke in this way
Providing ten fingers to share God more fully with you today..
As yeaH tHe ‘Big iMac’ Desktop is still A Much Bigger phone ‘wHo’ Fully works for now..;)
http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=352311&start=30
It’s ‘Really’ simple and complex.
God Is The Big Picture.
Some see less;
Some see more;
in terms of more
and less of Knowing Sensing and Feeling Now
God is not something one can measure by science/words alone;
Poetry/Art tries but still God is Bigger and Smaller depending on ‘who’ is ‘looking’.
A three letter
word not
much
justice in
‘thine eyes allone’.
It’s kinda like this too; Life is an ink blot
test; fill in two numbers of Be88H with either
Beach or ‘other’ ‘words’ that/who are not Happy now.
Meanwhile; ‘people’ continue to wonder ‘what’ ‘God’ ‘is’.
Other Animals are not cursed with illusions of pass and future in words.
‘They’ Do God.
It’s as simple as that now; too.
God is Do. ‘Nike’ has/is the answer already; hehe, in Goddess of Victory way.
God Moves Connects and Creates; so, ‘what’ ‘do’ ‘you’ ‘do’; Smiles; Have a Nice Day.
https://myrythaayah.blog/2017/08/24/synchronize/comment-page-1/#comment-808
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rhthaephua.. for every human
being i dance with and yes there are thousands
in the last four years and for every human
i connect to in words and yes
there are tens of thousands
and likely over a Hundred
Thousand in the last 81 months
through 12 million words written online
since Thanks Giving day of 2010; every human
connection iS uNique as a new multi-verse of God
comes alive to expand a verse of the UniVerse plus WhoLe
so what this means is Rhthaephua is a unique star of God
and when the star of Fred first met rhthaephua in
symbol of words as rhthaephua also shows
Her Noble Face in Countenance as
A Lioness online in user avatar
in this way a multi-star of God
is born and in
this case
never
to die
online in a place
with no sun or moon
(as long as servers
continue to work..;)
that if we make it will
be heaven forever now..
but sure.. i’m an optimist glass
always full in Heaven after escaping
Hell for 66 months in a place that has/is no connections
at all even with empty shells of words; true, it takes 12 million words
to make
‘this’ what
i am now..
other than
that whenever
i read your words
i feel this Holy and
Sacred Full of Meaning
And Purpose Unique NeW God Creation NoW
‘that’ we make as Children of God as Unconditional Friends..
i’m pretty
sure and
literally
positive
that is what
Love is my friEnd..
WiTh SMiLes.. see ya later always now..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd Xenia..
for we are the
Modern
NeW
aGE
poET
Dogs
tHat and
wHo explore
Forest meadow
runS oNline maKing
New conNections SHiNinG uP thE World
WitH LovELigHt and hehe with
me at at least a little
Trickster
dArK
to BaLanCe
ouT my LiGht
therapeutic
for one who
otherwise miGht
fly too high and never
Land Peter Pan BacK To LiGHT H eARtH uP..;)
Hehe.. swooping in for a second
round of words shorter i’m
DanCinG SinGinG for now hehe..
oh yeah..
Hi
Xenia..
after this
i’ll play with
Exclamation points..
or even get creative..
ugh the words are
no longer
shorter
haha.. hehuh..
hehe.. now i fly on..
iN PoeTry Land online..;)
Beauty is as
muse
comes first..;)
It’s not surprising really
as soon as i left this
post the rain
came back
again
and now
the sun is shining
again so still i have
another chance and
to confess i’m still
binging on
photos
as
my trilogy
celebration
series of MacroVerses
finishing up the third part
with you now in Celebrating
my Fourth Year Graduation
from writing poetry at High School
level.. free verse ways.. has/is become rather
multi-media epic as it appears both the second
and third installments will approach 500 photos
total with associated links arising to somewhere
around 2000 photos overall.. 20K words for each trilogy
segment making around 60K words for all of the trilogy
in part one published on 8.14.2017 and part three coming
tomorrow on 8.25.2017.. but it’s not everyday i graduate
from Poetry High School and move on to UniVersity forevermorenow..
so i’ll make the best of all of this and i’m dam sure gonna take advantage
of that sand and sun before the Thunder Heads come again.. this afternoon..
ugh.. i have like
18 tabs
open
on top
that i am gonna
leave for a little while.. staycation soon
And will be Dancing out of my head tonight too..
If it wasn’t for Dance truly i might never land and die out early..
from the potential of creating an even larger Poetry tree free..;)
Hehe..
okay..
i’m
gonna
land now..
for heAr at least..;)
Hi Soheir and Happy
Coming Friday.. Sorry
Your Laptop broke
As i find it
Very
Constraining
To type on
SmART Phones
As i am doing
Now.. anyWay.. i
Also Love your
New Egyptian
Goddess
Isis
Avatar
As you
Likely kNow
She is one
Of my
Favorites
Too at Home..;)
Now on to share MacroVerse Memories years to date
and yes.. a start with “Dark bird of Anxiety” and
a Song by Alan Parson’s Project that speaks
to the difficulty of what
is invisible in
functional
difficulties
and often
so hard to
put into words
so many invisible
disabilities that and who
people suffer with quietly
but so loudly in every cell
of their body in ‘quiet’ the
opposite place of Beyond Rainbow
Colors heaven more often sHades
of Grey in nuance of fear vague
one often may not even be able
to touch with words or fingers
too.. wHere all the colors
grow dimmer
and sometimes
brighter too bright
where even colors and
light starts to hurt one’s
eyes same with sounds
that make a heart beat
erratic drum rolls
of chaos
inside
where
all of life becomes
so difficult there is only
hope for escape yet no where
of sanctity to go to next.. as they
say unless you have walked in the
shoes of purgatory through and up to
never ending time that is hell of numb
please don’t judge as tHeRe surELy are people
who need so bad the patience to rest for what it takes
to get up and leave fear for flowers beyond rainbow color Heaven now..
as my Psychiatrist once said at the pit of my fall in to numb and pain and
fear as well as PTSD and all that Panic Attack Jazz too with Anhedonia..
Severe Anxiety.. Mood Lability.. Alexithymia just to complement
the Autism Spectrum Issues.. ADHD and Bi-Polar stuff from long
ago.. Tactile Sensitivity extreme discomfort from
touching anything man-made insomnia
from hell for close to 40 days
anyway he said as
i lost the ability
to even
play
a game
of tic tac toe and
struggled to even write
a list of what i did consisting
of brushing my teeth and eating
each day on my way back to cognitive
executive functioning as when one’s emotions
go so does that along with short term working memory
and even the memory of a smile or a laugh as our memories
at core are emotions too.. no reference point of even a memory
out of hell then.. anyway.. the Psychiatrist and Air Force Major
Specializing in Combat Fatigue Syndrome for Veterans
Returning from War Torn Countries said i was
his worst case ever and gave me no
chance for recovery and by the
end when i was happy
again and sure
a little
too
happy
in hypomania
two hour each night
sleep for several months
after that never the less he saw the
all natural healing value of movement
therapy in free verse dance in public way
that brought me back to life as any Phoenix
rising from the ashes of eARTh Hell and what he
did then was quit his private practice and go down
to South Florida to teach movement therapy at a
Hospital as he said i inspired him to do that.. it’s
true i’ve experienced all natural miracles in
my life and other attending professionals
who were religious in Catholic
ways named my sudden
recovery at least
in remission
from
19 medical
disorders on a Beach
at or around 7.22.2013
a Real Life Human All Natural
Miracle then.. yes.. i went from
then not even being able to walk into
a Whataburger as that was my therapist
long term goal for me.. to Dancing everywhere
i went in public a month or so later at the end of
August four years ago as that 8 Thousand mile
Public Dance Land mark nears soon as celebration
too.. a little over 7900 miles at this point now..and sure
to be named by random metro area audience members then
around a year and half after that not just someone who escaped
as shut-in in their bedroom for 66 months but Public Dance Legend
too.. Hero.. Boss of dance.. Pensacola Icon.. Famous.. Spirit Animal..
MVP of Dance.. recently Ballerina Lion and perhaps the best compliment
of all by the Customer Service Lady in SuperWalmart at the returns desk..
the person who brings spring in here year ’round.. sure that could sound
a little bit like delusions of grandeur if it really didn’t happen and often my
wife wasn’t there to witness the words in real time now too.. it is what is is
i for one
understand
what miracles
are and yes what
genius of heart and
spirit and soul mean so
far beyond what ‘they’ name
as standard IQ and Fame and Fortune
for money as nothing i have done in these
four years has earned a Lincoln Sent Cent or
Washington Dollar bill and in terms of Minimum
Wage Labor rates and supplies and stuff like that
for the joy i bring to others i’ve calculated that out
at well over 400k dollars in these last 81 months
total of what it has taken to get to this point free
not to mention the hell of 33 months before
that with no effective use of eyes
and ears at all locked
between my
ears in
numb and pain
and sure the 606 months
before i started writing on Thanks
Giving Day.. 81 months ago in 2010..
33 years of work along with 19 years
and three college degrees just a little
kindergarden and preschool compared
to the grade school of the Wrong Planet
in Writing and the most recent four years
of High School Graduation now in poetry school
of writing a 5 Million Word Long Form Poem as my
thesis as sorts in free verse poetry as dedicated to God
who lives free within me.. inside.. outside.. above so below
and all around.. and sure this God includes all of creation too..
no one
left
out
in this
dedication
now.. and yes
i finally let it all show now
nothing to hide for love with no fears..:)
“2000 miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Well.. for the next MacroVerse Memory
an oldest Dance Song is in order
i supPose
or
better
yet put
free in
skin
of God
as Free Verse
Dance and a little
Poetry added in for muse…
anyway.. the first of 6 month increments
of Thousand Mile increases for the first
land mark and milestone same of 2000
Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!..
new free lands of US of A
and all that Blues
and Jazz
and
Reggae
Free sTuFF too.. whatever
coMes neXt Dances and Sings Free
as alWays nether land never ending
story etched on the Edge of Black
Holes in 2d of 3d us or whoEver
wHaTeVeR God does reaLiTy best
in and as us
for now
in
each
view of
Dance and Song
Freer or less than more..
as ‘they’ say in Quantum Physics Information
is the core of all reality NoW never destroying
that which at core is reality and sure what we
BRinG to the Table of real encoded in our DNA
too when set free from the noise of the tools we make to be i
over
Free
yes irobot
unto the culture
that becomes our existence as tools
less that what free can WiLL Be unclothed..:)
“iām a SMELLY CAT2 and thatās OK”.. Well the price of ‘smelling’ different
as metaphor for doing different yet another issue currently losing
my sense of smell literally too since a cold of months ago as smell
comes from one’s nose and this happens
to folks randomly too as Nature
goes not so bad not
being able
to nuance
taste and
it starting to coming
back but ever since the
eclipse everything smells
rather strange not sure why
probably part of the Autism
Spectrum sensitivities or
who knows what
fresh hell
next
for everything
smells a little bit
like doomsday but i’m
not giving into it aS everYtHinG
Smells like roses those colored
glasses and all that Peter Pan Pollyanna
stuff in other words i’ve been through worse
but anything to some folks might smell better than doomsday now..
hey it’s a/was a Solar Eclipse for Love 2017.. ain’t giving up no matter how much it stinks..;)
“Purgatory MILTON School STUFF”.. Ah Memories of School Bullying
and all the lessons lEarned as Victory over Vengeance too.. and a
Song by Jessie J that and who i’ll use soon enough again.. as
hey this could be my theme song too in just another part
of my life as memories too.. this MacroVerse
Memory from two years ago while the
three Memories before from three
years ago more.. anyway we/i shall over
come as always wherever i/we land nexT..;)
“BIG BANG! of ENLIGHTENMENT” Back to three years ago with
this memory and surely appropriate with Jessie J’s promised
Song Change too.. looking through the years traveling
farther than before with constraints that no
longer exist three years ago or now
naked free no more
cultural
clothes
to
bind me down
in prison cells of dARk..:)
“i AM F**King Maria Von Trapp”.. yes i’ve learned to Sing and
Dance from the Hills are alive with the sound of music
and all my favorite things as a blogging adventure
in both words and photos additionally
songs and links
and stuff
like
that
Happiness
Decoded with
my Friend Himali
from India too and all
my other new and old
online friends and people
out of my past life i honor too
and in this MacroVerse from two
years ago and the two before many
childhood and youth photos for memories
too.. glad to make this part of my new Free Verse
5 Million word 4 year High School in the Field real
life Graduation from Poetry School moving on to
different avenues of art too still to come as
Art always changes or grows
stale to what has and
is and was written
before
in stone
and sand
and stuff like that..
anyway.. me in my
17 year old Senior
High School Blue Suit
first girl friend and Katrina
doing Summersaults too and
strangely enough you might confuse
Katrina with some of my other youthful
Girl Friends too but back then she wasn’t
the one as she was only 8 years old or so
when those other pictures with young dark
haired exotic foreign women with Bette Davis eyes
lived then.. sad memories of my Friend Girl Renee
committing Suicide in her twenties married with two
children but the memory of abuse by her father ending
her life in
his
bed..
not much
for that kind
of Patriarchy
i am for Lot
Bible
lies of
Blaming the women
as daughters for the
weakness of patriarchy stILL
seen in the family home of abuse..
when there would be better outlets
than the closest of relatives to use…
“Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts”.. now moving from two year old
MacroVerse Memory through last year and hmm.. i did see the same
Woman in the clouds that came before my Mother Died with clear
eye looking down and it seems that as that photo came one of the
last photos too coming in this new MacroVerse was/is an Angel
Male in the Clouds sort of looKing down like a Savior i’ve seen
iN fAct so i must not take the dARk Road NoW too far.. more..
as obviously in years past
this has/is been a
time for
recollecting
darker memories..
so i will use Christina
Perri to BRinG me back
from DaRker Memories to take
me to a place that smells a little
better than Doomsday for sure now
like a Goat who ate that day and
BRinGs a flAMe oF LiGHT
to a type
writer
that
says live ChristiNa
LiGht oVer dARk NoW..
hmm.. this writing is an incredible
emotional tool for liGht now ain’t it..
As i stArted feeling some chills running
up and down my spine and by the way
that Woman in the clouds with the
highly defined eye is my
Grandmother the
Psychic
Elder of them all
doing automatic writing as my sister agreed..
and stuff like that not too far away iN my heART
above so below inside outside and all around as ‘they’ say too..;)
āSPECIAL Kā from Four Years ago.. and a memory
of the Wife Katrina Losing her Memory altogether
as this surely brings another dark August memory
actually current then.. as we were in the office of our
Psychotherapist Licensed Social Worker having a rather
in depth Emotional Discussion over some of the coming back
to life issues i was still having then adapting to life and Katrina had
a seizure that erased all her memories for about two weeks where she
thought someone had broken into our home and put the new TV and Furniture
there for it was no longer part of her memory and TG her Memories did come back
and where this special K thingie came is kinda coded and deep as the Letter K became
Very Holy and Sacred to me better yet put KA of sPiRiT to extend my SoUL to HeLp otHeRs
too something
only Meaningful
in Holy and
Sacred
Purpose
to me
as what
comes more
often now are lamps
as my fingers speed aCross
the Keyboard at focused intent of
up to 130 words a minute having
really no cognizant rational
planning of where my
fingers will
go next
but most often
fine designs of Lamp Lit
NeXt for in those previous
days it was often the shape of the
Letter K that came in words too for
K is the alpha letter first in ancient languages most..
genetic memories human archetypes riSinG then iN ME FREE..:)
4000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!.. Celebrating this milestone
And land mArk two years ago and Lordie lord Lorde and
Christina too and other names for purE Light here
comes that Christina Perri.. “The Lonely”
Song to head line this MacroVerse
again.. hmm.. it’s
kinda piling
on but
the good
news is the
story is breathing
like a fire eating dragon hehe..
And i’m seeing the one Word Press
like from Soheir and it’s kinda comforting
seeing that/her in the Egyptian Wonder Woman Goddess Isis Attire Avatar..:)
“Thou SAND MiL LiONs Love”.. Well.. Thanks God things in August
of 2016 reAlly StARTed Looking up as compared to the previous
three years with Christina Perri’s Thousand Years Song to
Headline that and use as song change heAR too..
and no doubt the issue from 2013 with
coming back to light and Katrina’s
epilepsy issue and
the challenges
of getting
outcast again
for being a little too
different in the coming
next two years from both
the Wrong Planet and the
dVerse Poetry Community Crowd
and heAR i am on my own Desert isle
of Love wHeRe i can make my own Community
of Love with A Free Spirit WitH no limits or expectations
to gRow wherever i wanna go next for perhaps a thousand
years to upload my soUL to hELp oTHeR folks come to
tHeir own place of HeaVen oN eARTh for that is why
God sends folks to Hell on eARth to coMe back
to HeLP and i dam sure ain’t the first
or last to do this now too..
just more tools available
for the previous poor
of spirit and
meek
to inherit
enough eARTh
to share Love with
oTHeRs forevermorenow
or at leASt a thousand years
first what coMes ever coMes nexT
Forevermore now now.. as that is
what Angel Born Empaths do when
they coMe BacK aGaiN
No matter
what labEL
is asSiGneD
to them as nAMe Now..:)
“Donald Duck Lost in a VORTEX!”.. three years ago MacroVerse
at Vortex Springs celebrating another event dark tinted
in the sense that Katrina’s Sister Michelle is also
slowly dying of Cancer too.. hmm.. lot
of family members and pets
too leaving this eARTh on
the course of this
Full “SonG oF
My SoUL”..
as my Father
once said that’s the way ‘it’ goes
eventually so make the best of Now..
sure my Father passing away about
three months before this date too on 5.22.2014…
Husband of my First Step Mother passing on the
Christmas before that and Michele the Christmas
of 2014.. Arthur the Cat shortly after my Father Died
in 2014.. and then Moby in around February of 2016
and the my Mother on 2.22.2017.. falling to her
Death Bed on Valentine’s Day in the
Hospital as that
rounds out
the
Death count
for now thank Goodness
and i may have left someone
out but hopefully i did not and it stays that
way for some time to come more as LiFE..:)
“Can U C me beyond the clouds..of words”.. perhaps still a little hard to do.. hehe..
but this MacroVerse never the less and interestingly more if for no other reason
than the sublime in Beautiful Sunset Captured that day three years ago to date..
So this ends the MacroVerse memories as i also conclude it seems
this Trilogy of MacroVerses currently too and hopefully
Publish this latest and last installment of Trilogy
with even more photos after tonight’s 175th
Dance Week Night with all the Cool
College Age Folks from
Old Seville Quarter Dancing so
Free in DeLiGHTof Joy Free Verse
Style too.. and hmm.. need a song
to inspire that all of what comes next
as surely i will need to put some of all
the photos for this at the ending too
and so.. i’LL Go WiTh Bonnie Tyler
in Social Justice Ways NoW of
White Knight Warrior
too.. hehe.. on
a ‘White
Horse’ as they
say wHeRE the closest
thing i had was a 1970 White
Maverick that was/is pictured with
that first love Sonia.. if i remember correctly
with the Blue Suit at 17 years old too.. oh true all
the memories but what’s a hero but someone who tries a
little harder and never ever gives uP iN SeARch FoR LiGHT
Fiery as such sweeping folks off tHeiR Feet to FlY iN HeAveN NoW2..
or as my ‘old friend’.. “Angel Mind Retrofit” once said.. a Red Skinned Witch..
i’ll take
that as
An Indian
Shaman aS Such..
NO Cowboy heAr..
and no i haven’t forgotten ‘you’ ‘either’ ‘Angel’..
yes.. Sonia was an Angel too she broke my heART
so bad but on the other hand her memory in grief helped save my soUL
when
i truly
needed
her most just
like the other ‘Angels’ too
namELy Goddess Isis Katrina incarnate too..
and yes of course my Sister and Mother too..
surrounded by Angels.. perHaps i’ll meet some
New Angels tonight too..
as the
smell
of
LiFE
turns
to Rose oF LiGht aGaiN..
so let it be written as Poetry
So let it be SinGinG and DanCinG as ReALiTy NoW..
“SoLAR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017” as KinGDoM CoME LoVE NoW BRinGS..:)
I liked the Hard Rock Cafe pictures. I have never been to one of these. Those were beautiful storm clouds rolling in. I like this idea of yours:
“God donāt need nuclear bombs for God has bigger
tools than that in arms of Karma”
I watched the black hole video. Another possibility is that there aren’t any black holes, but a different theory of gravity is needed besides the one Einstein presented. The reason that might be the case is that his theory or gravity requires the existence of dark matter which so far has not been detected.
Hi Frank.. thanks so much for stopping by..
i find your comments and poetry and the
comments on your poetry site
so interesting as you
enjoy mixing art
with science
as i love
to do too..
and yes the current
State of Quantum Physics
is fascinating in the wide ranging
theories that move from a HoloGraphic
Universe similar to the Pensacola Beach
Created in the ‘Contact’ Movie with Jodie
Foster as inspired by a Book Written by
Carl Sagan.. a Scientist who was
very ‘left brain’ thinking
as metaphor
by Nature
but
who dabbled
in Hallucinogenic Drugs..
where that experience allowed
him to question the Nature of
all reality where Science truly
has little clue as even Neil
deGrasse Tyson readily
admits the Inner
Human
Universe
of Emotions
and Senses actually
experienced is far harder to measure
than what we can empirically measure and
confirm in scientific method experimental way..
while it’s not so-called ‘politically’ correct to even talk
about religion and politics in an open forum if one wants
to have so-called friendS it’s true.. the greatest force of evil
currently threatening the Planet Earth is the man in the White
House as he already has another World Leader talking to the
Reality of a Nuclear War or a conventional one likely killing
at least over a million people in a day or so if that
ever happens in a school yard bully playground
game of chicken of who is
gonna strike
the
first biggest stick
blow and of course now
what it boils down and up to
is the human HeART as people who
Learn to Love and Have that Garden of
Love watered except for the rare cases where
people are born without the ability to Love in the
sense and feel of empathy and compassion would never
ever never ever vote for someone like Trump now no matter
how FucKinG Poor they are/where understanding that Love is the Law
that and who counts most.. but it’s true for all practical intents and purposes
for the Most Important realities of all.. some folks live in an Entirely Different Universe
within where
Love for
all practical
intents and purposes
for the COMMUNITY
AT LARGE IN WORLD VIEW
is meaningless to ‘them.. it’s like a
‘small’ problem i’ve had for the last several
months ever since a cold took away my smell
and my ability to experience the nuances of taste..
that’s a place that most people haven’t been yet unless
they are in advanced age or have Parkinson’s Disease..
and even more strange is for a person to lose almost all
their emotions for 66 months or even experience
the worst pain known to humankind for
those same 66 months too.. my
psychiatrist who specializes
in neuro-psychiatry
assured me
this human
experience is usually
limited to folks with advanced
Dementia or the Autism Spectrum..
hehe.. just another curse of that disorder
along with what is also a tactile sensitivity
where if i even touch most man-made materials
the level of discomfort is not even a feeling
and sense that i can adequately put
into words.. well.. my smell/taste
came back as it has been off and
on and this time strong
on Solar Eclipse day
but it is an
altered smell/taste
that i name a pet name
of a Dooms Day Smell/Taste sick
and sweet and a little like Chinese
Water Torture but not unlike the Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. Free Dance and Stream of Consciousness Writing
allows me to transcend pain and in this case a very odd altered
sense of smell/taste.. just like the pain no doctor can tell me why it actually
started or if and when it will actually stop but change is the reality
so i maintain the real hope that i will once again smell
normally.. and then there is the possibility
that it is just an ongoing olfactory
‘hallucination’ of sorts but
the fact is as science suggests..
at least.. our minds create our entire
reality NoW as Carl Sagan was guessing
then in his experience with hallucinogenic
drugs as the underlying reality of our minds
is a whole lot more like a painting we create with
imagination and creativity than a FucKinG Computer
Program that says everything can be reduced to basic
bits and bytes of information.. thing is that theory is missing
the Glue of Love and Emotions that in our smaller fractal purview
is what glues the entirety of Cognitive Executive Functioning together
that in the rare case of me per specific case study with both the pain
and the numb i’ve experienced first hand in what truly is a Black Hole
Experience of the metaphor of human heart and spirit and soul and
to go to that black hole as below and potentially above if those
Black Holes really can be empirically measured by
Science really is a moot point for me for if they
really exist above for the fact is in the human
experience per me in case study
way then.. these Black Holes
come reality at
times of so-called
time where all there is
is the perception of time where
Hell lasts a thousand years in one second.. now.. And
For all practical intents and purposes in our human experiences
and sadly what we teach the less in our grade schools and expect
‘the home’ and ‘the church’ to take care of with the same verses
of thousands of yearS old is the science of love that is truly
art core and culture that makes a Do of love and
currently the Terminator series movie
view of the world is coming
true where humans
become
machines
more than a Painting
of God that wHo cares as sentient
standing star dust as resurrection
of gaseous left overs of crucible of
Star Burst Death as Science Suggests
is where we came from and come to now for
the possibility of moving connecting and creating
Beautiful Love fELt DreAms of Human IMaGiNaTioN Free
or the FucKinG Nightmare(s)elected in the potential Form
of a DoomsDay man ’cause some folks are too FucKinG ignorant
to understand that Homosexuality is just another variant of Nature
along with Genders that are not polar this one way or that one way
alone or that Human Beings are going to abort children whether it is
legal or not as the same rates of abortion and more exist in Old
Mexico comprised mostly of Catholics where it is illegal
there along with the fact that where there is
no legal abortion or effective birth control..
a major cause of permanent
disability up to death
is the lack
of safe
and effective
abortions in those
places like Mexico now..
yes.. those two ‘moral’ imperatives
are more important than FucKinG Doomsday
to those folks and of course whether or not they
have a job that is the only thing out of that that
makes any real ethical sense.. and feel.. but again
we create our realities.. paintings as ‘they’ say incredible
nightmares of ‘Apocalypse’ in so-called Christian and Muslim
way of think or the original Greek Definition of ‘Apollo’ same that means
lifting the veils of ignorance.. we need a little less political correct science
and a lot
more common
sense of Love
and Science
to save the entire
human species now as future
from the ignorance of minds/heARTS
that wHo are retarded in the most important
kinds of intelligence that move connect and create with
the spirit of Hope/Love/Joy.. what glues us together in light or fails
us and fires us in the spirit of fear and hate and misery loves company
but as a left brain metaphor of thinking person might say too that’s all mushy
stuff get a job son OR daughter buy a fancier car a bigger home a boat and
a camper
and
enjoy
the American
Delusion we create next..
Happiness was/is the goal of the
Declaration of Independence and
Life and Liberty Free without Love
is all just a Black Hole Country Globe and Human
Species that we make or break with
Physical Emotional And Existential
IntelligenceS NoW aLL
tHat WHO Loves and
Loves more than
a light
bulb
of Stone..
But what do you do
with Humans without
Souls perhaps we need
the Good Cop Terminator again..
But it’s true it’s gonna take many more than one..
anyWay.. thanks Frank i guess i’ll make this the ending of the
Current Trilogy i am finishing.. thanks again for the Muse my FriEnd..:)
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Hello my FRiEnD, this will be the last time I visit for a while as your posts have become too large for our broadband. The tab crashed a few times again, the post keeps jumping between beginning, middle and end and it becomes impossible to read this way. I saw some beautiful skies in blue and storm-filled ways flashing by and a photograph of a beautiful black dog with loving eyes. I wish you, Katrina and Yellow Boy a wonderful weekend and I am happy you are doing what you love and spreading your light in this world.
SMiLes.. my friEnd Xenia.. for i will say too that
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YeaRS Old” with over
20K Words and well over 500 photos
even made my Word
Press in tandem
with 30MB per
Second Broad
Band Download Speed
burp a little bit as this is no
easy baby to deliver however as
always on my mirror Blog Spot sites
they are much faster for views there
where i copy and paste what will fit
there that in the case of this trilogy
of MacroVerses have not been all of
what Word Press Business
Edition allows full bore
but also much slower bore
than what the Google Blog Spot
Platform is capable of delivering as difference
of several tens of thousands of views here on
Word Press and Hundreds of thousands of views
on the other Google Blog Spot Platforms.. as Google
has all the bucks to make information flow faster.. surely
too pressing even my own human potential with this Trilogy
here approaching 61K words and close to 2000 photos as
i mentioned as sort of a cautionary note of the problems you
might encounter if you ventured over to my Word Press Ocean Whole
Poem over the weekend but never the less my friend and truly more
with an ongoing average of writing 1.6 Million Words a year with and
an average of 30K photos on all of my blogs as copy and paste too
i am totally amazed that you lasted this long with always encouraging
words of kindness.. particularly.. considering that it seems your area
may be somewhat disadvantaged in Broad Band Speed.. it
would be asking too much really to expect anyone
to reciprocate a read here for usually
what is the average non-long form poem
output of under 200 words for the thousands
of poems i have visited in the last few years and
sadly even with that expectation kindly delivered
with never failing participation in poetic response
it wasn’t even enough to ignore me for me to participate/link
in the dVerse crowd that i did do non-fail for a couple of years..
along with not even linking there for the third year as the biggest overall crowd
complaint is usually ‘someone didn’t visit their poem’.. anyway.. these things are to
be expected when one moves way out of the box as i do for as the Gravatar Caption
says on the right hand side of my Word Press Blog “Wherevertheinternettakesme…
I like to Write.”.. is surely the truth as i continue to write on more in more ways than
i stArted.. then.. anyway.. hehe.. if i could send you a trophy as i know you are
not the kind of person looking for awards.. i probably wouldn’t do it,, hehe..
out of respect of that as surely all the joy is in the art of doing for me
too.. and it is enough in itself that i am a traveling blog with
‘normal’.. well.. almost normal output wherever i do
go as the Internet continues to take me
in many different fun and unusual
places.. So.. anyway,, as a numbers
game in the last 6 Months you have traveled
through about 800K words with me heaR and
(about the size of 20 Novels fully plus illustrated)
yes.. about 15k photos.. so.. at that reciprocation rate
it will take me several lifetimes it appears to reciprocate
the same amount of read words/photos at your place my friend..
but as i said before when my Mother Passed away and all of that
you were the kind human angel who did come into my life here to share
those days of challenge with me that i will appreciate too as you for the rest
of my life.. for if there were to be any time in my life that a new Angel friend then
would be appreciated it was surely in the month of February 2017.. particularly
on Valentine’s Day and After.. but anyWay.. my FriEnd.. one of the highlights of
every week is visiting what you bring a light to in your blog that
always spreads light to my eyes and creativity too.. as you are
one of ‘those’ people who really cares about people and
gives each and every person your full attention
of light and that’s really important as
truly there are many people
who need that kind of
kindness in their
life and
in that sense
and feel i would not like to
think anyWay that i was taking too much
of your time away from those other endeavors
my friend for you seem to be the kind of person
who probably reciprocates maybe over 100 poetry
sites in a week judging from the responses you also
respond to in each and every of many comments on your blog..
and that’s the way i am too.. and it’s true if i had a whole lot of traffic
here as far a comments go.. there would be many fewer other areas of the
World i might travel to too.. i like being a portable blog.. it’s what i do.. mobile as ‘they’
say and as Mark Twain says write it down while you are experiencing the gift of
creativity
and let
the others
figure out the
good parts later
on if they care to or not
bottom line.. the journey is all the fun..
And as always.. thanks for dropping by
and opening your home blog to me in kindness there..:)
Thank you my FRiEnD, what you do here is so unique I created the time to visit and read, especially as I was not able to visit your blog when you first began leaving wonderful poetic responses on poems I had linked to dVerse. Every time I tried to visit the system crashed. After we upgraded our system at home I was so happy I could finally visit your blog and I am glad I could be there for you when your mother passed away. I will always be here and I enjoy the photographic essays that run alongside your poems and all the messages in daily life you collect through your images. Your blog would be an anthropologist’s dream as it gives such an amazing insight and record of life in our world today. I am not a blogspot fan and will swing by on wordpress once in a while. Local politicians keep promising us faster broadband here and that day will come too! Sending you sMiles across the miles my FRiEnD and much love to you, Katrina and Yellow Boy āŗš xxx
“A record of life in our World Today”.. sMiLes.. mY friEnd Xenia that’s one of the
nicest compliments i’ve received as a ‘watcher’ per say and Dancer and
Singer and as a Degree Holder in Actual Anthropology Per do now
who once told the Metro-Newspaper while my Mother and My
Sister and me all graduated in ’83 from the UWF
University that my ultimate
Goal was/is to study
Human
also
known
as Anthropologist
although what was holding
me back was the inability to
output what i learned in
verbal or written
speech.. a
problem of
Autism and Asperger’s
Syndrome at the time and
my interest in the other two
degrees i received in Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary and Health Science were
spurred on by my very unusual propensity not
to be able to touch any manmade materials with
extreme tactile sensitivity that didn’t have a medical
definition then or even a resource anywhere to find out
why my neurology was this way for touch and it actually
took me until my mid 40’s to find someone who related
the same experience of not being able to stand
touching towels out of a dryer with a
really horrible uncomfortable
feeling that brings.. and
in my case
always
extreme and one
of my first touch memories
before i could speak as a very
young child was the ability to even
imagine how touching a manmade
material might feel in aversion
then from that sensory
view of intelligence
at age three or so..
but of course i didn’t
have the words to describe
this until several years ago.. to relate
the unique human experience that i found many
more people experiencing on the ‘Wrong Planet’
Website for folks with atypical neurology there
mainly for folks with Asperger’s syndrome
and as you likely can imagine through
19 years of school and almost
two decades working
at a “Cheers” Like environment
of a Bowling Center the opportunity
to be a Free Lance Anthropologist/Shoe Server as Hobby
was a staple of my life for those years and also the University
of Bowling Center on a Military Station open to the general public
for many years to not only study other people but to learn social skills
on the Autism Spectrum through many trial and error experiences.. many
of which were quite embarrassing too.. as i could probably knock out a Novel
Size Work in a week or so on that.. hehe.. thing is my friend when one is studying
the World now as i am on a CROSS-cultural way divorcing myself the best i can
in cultural bias which is always hard to do.. getting in bed with everyone
like that is not just difficult but also doesn’t always make good
bed fellows either as of course politics and philosophy
and religion are very divisive issues but for one
to really study culture in broad perspective
like this requires the sacrifice of
moving out of the box
in a way that
some
people understandably
feel very averse too and
even find offensive too
but of course
it helps
me
to better now fuller
understand the Human
Condition as i continue to learn
so much more by taking all these
free verse style poetic notes together
NoW iN what truly has become an ongoing
“Mahabharata”-like Free Verse Poem American
New World Style away from the origins of that in India
style.. except in this case technology allows one person to write
it and truly a Bible and a Quran is very much like a Work of Anthropology
too as it captures the spirit of the changing culture in a period of human
history too.. anyway.. as my first and only philosophy instructor Mr. Hunt
said in a very enlightening class on comparative religions and another
one on the problems of Humanity living in a technological society
specialization reduces human potential and in many ways
in realtime and in retrospect of my difficulties on
the Autism Spectrum and even on the
Bi-Polar Spectrum too.. specialization
in Narrow views of life
are what
led
to my
actual physical
illness downfall too
eventually moving up the
ladder at work in Administrating
Programs trapped behind a computer
at work with chronic severe stress.. also
Supervising people and solving an extensive
range of complex Business issues in mechanical
cognition ways at the same time.. but in the sense
of specialization what really led to my demise in the
Health of Chronic disabling and destructive stress was
that i was tied down to a desk in front of a computer not
able to burn off the harmful stress chemicals circulating
through my body 8 hours a day.. not something my
Philosophy Instructor specifically identified
but hints surely available in my
Health Science Degree
but still rather
antiquated
compared
to the state of the
art of Health Science
now in Holistic Wellness ways
for a scientist and a philosopher
and an artist my friend and when one
puts all that together in one human being
as i continue to do here as a practice each
day that is sometimes a little challenging but
overall fun as i get to be a Public Dancer too
and a Nude Selfie Artist in the Artistic Spirit
of Petroglyphs as some of the
first art created on
cave walls
that served
to increase human
libido for creativity
to eventually
move
out of the
caves in what
drives human nature
and Nature at core that for
many years would have never been
legal to do in any avenue of the art world of modern
days but a very valued art for those ancestrally who were not clothed
too high low and constrained from what human innate Nature is at core
hehe as quite literally the very existence of Google was generated and
the Internet in general by the male species searching out erotic pictures
of the opposite sex as quite frankly as much as certain elements of culture
would love to deny it this is the animal we are as males overall as driving force
of much of what we do at base core Nature.. not politically/religiously correct to
talk about it where i’m from my friend but never the less part of the
big human pie that i not only attempt to capture through
Free Verse Poetry and Free Verse Photography
for the Cosmopolitan Area of Malls
and Nation Wide Chains
of Stores but never
the less
the human
condition as it currently
stands and surely a watcher
of it i am who documents a much
bigger picture than most people have
the time and or effort to do in just one lifetime
that technology provides a brand new advantage
and frontier in the ability for many people in avenues
online to bypass the middle man of record companies
to become Singers.. Book Publishing companies
to become Novelists and Poets where some
rare folks are even able to make
a living at it bypassing
the middle men
and women
of
money handlers too now
to fulfill their human potential greater
now.. just the opportunity to even have
the legal right to do this is amazing considering
the overall history and continuing history now in some
areas of the world.. i’m taking full advantage of it and of
course there are sacrifices that also come always with
fulfilling human potential and in general that is
part of the altruism of human being
in seeing a bigger life than
one’S own iN FeeLinG
SenSinG
intuitively
A future
NoW of the
Human Species
and trying to add a
verse of something new
to the entire Universe Plus
that is reality now.. anyway.. my current
participant observer special opportunity comes
with how my recent change in smell and taste since
the Eclipse that hopefully will be temporary in everything tasting
and smelling rather awful in a sick and sweet way of what
i name a doomsday smell if one had to experience this
new sensory aberration for the rest of their life.. and
the rather early demise of our Air Conditioning
System while we wait for a company to
install a new one hopefully soon
while i measure how
the averse environmental
conditions inside the home impact
my creative output either negative or positive
where i see the positive of studying both human
conditions as i did in a rather doomsday like way
when i lost my ability to feel emotions and experienced
the worst known pain known to humankind that was rather dArkly
ironically a most rare opportunity for a Free Lance Anthropologist
who also specializes in Human Health and Recreation and the study
of the Philosophy of Sports and the Social Sciences of not only Anthropology
and Archaeology but Psychology and Sociology too as Lord KNows the Internet
allows me to get around the World to visit different Cultures and Lord KnoWs
my unique mind allows me to get around into the dArkest Abyss and
furthest reaches of beyond Rainbow Colors of the Inner
Universe of my Being Human in Both Case Study
and participant observer ways that it is
safe to say not many
Anthropologists would
volunteer for
even
if they
could hehe..
for high pay..
bottom lines now more..
i’m curious George George
without now quite as much
fur with some Forrest Gump
Added in and Neo from the Matrix too..
sure.. a little Yoda.. some Bruce Lee.. and
the list goes on as this is all A pART now of the
Anthropology and Long Form Writing Game my FriEnd..
and of course someone like you who can actually see the
bigger picture of what i am doing here is very inspiring to me..
as it surely is hard to find anyone currently who is specializing in me.. haha..
much Love to you my friEnd Xenia and to your Husband and dogs.. you surely
are a treasure
of a human
being to
me on
this terrestrial
plane and sure now more
i am interested in real MaGiC too..
no frontier of the Inner Human Universe
too strange for me to travel to now my friend.. and
all those 3 hour Marathons of Dance with no water at all
in Dance Halls/Stores and Deep Sand Beaches with 109 degree
heat index was/is just the preparation i need now to continue writing
in comfort as the temperature inside is a gentle 84 degrees.. hehe..
the wife Katrina
not
so
happy
but my glass
is always full
with perspective of
darker places my friend
as if we live long enough we all
become Epic Anthropologists in
participant observer way iN much
more of human potential from dArk to LiGHT ways..
SMiLes.. just the
Gift of Free AC
And Water
Fountain Drinking
in all those stores
i will dance in today..
no matter what always
something to look forward to now my friEnd to just do ‘it’ now..:)
āŗšš xxx
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